Kinda short,sorry. <3 Hope u enjoy. (:
The next day,I actually felt like calling off from work. Which,wasn't usual for me. Normally,I was jumping at the chance to go into work! Not today,though. At around Noon,Emma called me and asked if I was okay. I told her yes,that I just needed to sleep,somewhat. She said alright and would 'check-in on me,later'. I turned on Carrie Underwood's song, 'I Just Can't Live A Lie'. A little while later,I checked my phone. Nothing. Not from Jesse,anyway. He eventually called,and he said,"You okay?" I said,sitting up in bed,"Yeah,I'm fine. Just home,right now." He asked,"Why? You sure you're okay?" I sighed and said,"Yes! i'm fine! Can't you just leave shiit alone,for once?!" He sighed and said,"Look,I just called to see if you were okay,after lastnight. Obviously,you are,so. I'll hang up now." I said,"Just,leave me alone! Why can't you ever do that?!" He sighed again and said,"I'll leave you alone,now. Sorry. Sorry,that I care." He hung up; Leaving me feeling slightly guilty! I shook my head and got up,getting something to eat...
Over the next couple of days,I hadn't heard anything from Jesse. Which actually surprised me. I was almost... Missing him? Maybe,I hadn't actually wanted him to leave me alone? Who knows! I was at work one day,at the music job,and couldn't really concentrate on anything. I kept checking my phone,to see if he had called yet or not. I walked out to my car and drove home. It was getting around 7pm and I didn't know what to do,tonight. I sighed and decided to get dressed and just go out. I decided to call Emma and see if she wanted to go with me. She said sure,and came over. We round up hitting Crown Bar,in H-Wood. We went in and we ordered drinks. I needed them,tonight!! I was having a goodtime,that is,until I saw someone.. Or,someone. Emma said suddenly,"Hey,I'll be right back,okay?" I nodded; She headed off to the bathroom,or wherever she was going. I saw him. Jesse. I knew he saw me,but was actually pretending he didn't see me. Except,I kept catching him glancing at me every few seconds,here and there. A remix of Jason Derulo's song, 'Whatcha Say' came on. Jesse looked at me when the line, 'And,when the roof caved in,and the truth came out,I just didn't know what to do'. I sighed and sipped at my drink. Jesse stood up,telling someone who he was with,something and then headed over towards me. He asked,"Mind if I sit?" I shook my head and he satdown. I said,"Where've you been,lately?" He looked at me and said,"What do you mean? You wanted me to leave you alone,remember?" I nodded and said,"Yeah,but.. I'm a little surprised you actually,did!" He said quietly,loud enough for me to hear though,"Well,you made it pretty clear,you wanted to be left alone. So,I left you alone." Something had changed.. Definitely,changed with him. I said,"Okay,stop. Whats going on? This isn't like you!" He looked at me and said,"What? What,isn't like me?" I said,"To actually listen to something I say and actually do it!" He smirked but it wasn't a 'real' smirk. He said,"Like I said,you made it pretty damn clear,that that's what you wanted. I wasn't gonna push it,that night." I asked,"Why not?" He said,setting his drink down,"I can tell,when you mean something and when you don't." I just looked at him,slightly confused. He went on,"I know when you've actually had enough; When you aren't gonna let anyone in. Or,when you're just hiding from something. So,I knew you'd had enough that night. So,I left you alone." I was a little surprised. I said,"Oh.." He looked at me and said,"Oh? That's all you have to say. Is,'Oh'?" I looked at him and said,"What? What else,am I supposed to say?" He shook his head and said,"Nothing.." I thought he was done. Apparently,not! He said,"But,why you won't just spend a little time with me,outside of Clubs and stuff,I still don't get. You told me why yyou won't,but I don't buy it. It's been awhile,we've both changed. Why you don't see that,I don't know. Maybe because you don't want to? I don't know. I wish you would,though." I frowned. I said,"I don't know.. Jesse. Little weird." He said,"Why? Because of Emma? Do what you want,not what everyone else,wants you to do! Damn." I looked at him. I said,"You're one to talk,there!" He glaired at me and said,"Hey! I learned that one,the hard way! I eventually changed. But,you haven't,obviously. Or,actually,maybe you have." I said,nodding,"I HAVE changed!" He said,"Yeah,but too much. I don't even know you,anymore." I said,"Honestly,that's probably a good thing! That,you don't know me,anymore." He looked at me and said,"How can that be a 'good' thing? I hate not knowing you,anymore!" I went to answer,but of course,Emma walked up right then; Back from wherever she's been. She looked at us,and said,"Did I just interrupt something?" I sighed and was about to answer,again when Jesse said,standing up,"Nope,not at all." He stood up and Emma said,sitting down,"Good. Now,go and do whatever it is,you do here! And,leave US,HER,alone! Kay? Thanks!" I rolled my eyes. Jesse said,"Sure. Whatever you say." He looked at me and said,"I'll see you around.. You know what I said,is true though. Night ,you two." He walked off back to his friends or whoever they were. Emma looked at me and said,"What the hell,was that all about?!" I shook my head and said,"Nothing,Em." She said," You sure?" I nodded,forcing a smile.