Blow your mind

awww, so cute! i love it when jesse flirts and stuff with her! god, i love him in this story! but obviously not when he's being mean or anything....keep up the awesome work girlfriend!

I wonder what is it that she says/does while she's asleep! lol hope we find out soon...more more!

Chapter 7.

Kelly's pov.
We wake up the next morning and the only reason i'm awake, is I was dreaming that i'm giving Jesse a back message but as i'm slowly waking up, my hand is rubbing Jesse's back smoothly. Hes somewhat moanning in his sleep not awake yet but he can feel it. I quickly stop and start to wake up completely. Then Jesse raises up to look at me and i'm suprised becuase I thought he was asleep but he was awake. He sighed as he gazed at me and said, 'Why did you stop?' I sighed too and said, 'Well when did I start?' Jesse kissed my cheeck and said, 'I sure wish you were the same person when you are asleep. You're so sweet when you sleep!' I groaned as I stretched and said, 'How do I know? I'm asleep and i'm not a light sleeper, I promise you that!' Jesse smirked and said, 'I know. Well lets get up and get going. Its time!' I sighed and said, 'I don't feel good Jesse.' He frowned and said, 'Well i'm so sorry. Theres days I don't feel good but the show must go on!' Then as he stood up, he grabbed my hand and pulled me with him. I slowly got out bed and then we started getting ready. Once we were dressed, Jesse faced me putting on his shades and said, 'Lets go?' I sighed and followed him out. He led me into this car that was gonna take us to lunch. I sitll felt bad, so Jesse scooted me over to him and made my head lay on his chest. Then he messaged my back, kissed the top of my head and said, 'You'll be fine.' I shook my head fast and said, 'No, i'm home sick!' Jesse smirked and said, 'Well then you'll be happy to know Cali is my last stop. That is untill...' I glaired at him strange and said, 'What? Please tell me!' He giggled and said, 'relax just, after cali, I fly overseas!' I quickly shook my head and said, 'I don't wanna go overseas! No! I wanna go home!' Jesse calmed me down and said, 'Hey hey...fine, you don't have to go overseas. God, its okay!' I was shaking and Jesse was hugging me tighter. Then he said, 'Will you calm down?' I started crying as I shook my head and said, 'Please tell me you are taking me home after cali! Please don't hurt me!' Jesse narrowed his eyes and said, 'What do you think i'm going to do exactly?' I shrugged still scared and trying to keep away from him but he kept hugging up and loving on me. I didn't know if it was becuase he was sweet or becuase he was making me comfortable enough for him to truely rape me and kill me. Once we got to lunch, it was a nice, small place and there was a gorgeous waterwall next to it! We got a seat and right as I went to sent down, Jesse quickly had me trade seats with him. I got freaked and said, 'What the heck?' Jesse smiled and said, 'Well there sun would be in your eyes.' I nodded and said, 'Alright alright. Any other time you aren't afraid to abuse me but then there is times you wont let even a fly touch me.' Jesse just sighed while rubbing the back of his head and said, 'Can you just order now? I'm realy not in the mood for your ten thousand questions today!' Then I frowned upset and said angry, 'Well if you would just tell me the truth, I wouldn't have to ask you so many questions!' Jesse started yelling back and said, 'Well I keep telling you its none of your business!' I faced my menu but I wasn't searching for food. I was holding back tears. Soon I stood up so upset and was starting to leave. Jesse stood up too and said, 'Where do you think you are going?' I shook my head and said, 'I'm getting out of here. I can't take it anymore!' Jesse chased after me till I went into the girls bathroom. He surely didn't follow me in there but he waited paitently outside for me. By the time I started to come back out becuase I knew I had to, he grabbed me and took off with me. We never even ate lunch! He rushed me onto the bus and I was afraid he was going to do something harmful to me but instead... We were kissing fast in his bed. I seriously thought he was about to take my virginity this time but he pulled away and said, 'I can't do it!' I frowned and said, 'Why not?' Jesse shook his head and said, 'Thats too easy.' I sat up and said, 'Well if you want it, just take it.' Jesse shook his head again and said, 'Do you want it?' I shook my head and said, 'No but youre killing me. Just take it already!' Jesse started to leave while adjusting the cap on his head and said, 'Nope. See ya!' I stood up saying, 'What? Where are you going?' Jesse shut and locked the door tight, then he yelled through the door and said, 'Thats what you get for trying to runaway. No lunch OR DINNER for you!' I frowned and yelled back, 'I'm sorry! Please let me go with you!' Then I didn't hear him awhile so I started to cry thinking he was already gone but he quickly rushed back in the door and said, 'If you can stop crying, you can go with me!' I stood up quickly, trying to dry my eyes fast enough to go with him. I took his hand again and follwed him back to eat. This time we ate and then it was already getting late, so we rushed to take a nap but it was small. As we layed there, I tapped on Jesse's shoulder and said, 'Jesse? You asleep yet?' Jesse groaned a little bit and said, 'Not anymore... What?' I sighed and said 'How long was I caressing you this mornning?' Jesse sighed heavy and said, 'Long enough for me to wake up and enjoy it. Now take a nap with me. Im pretty tired.' I didn't respond, i just layed there with him. I relaxed more than I should but I wasn't about to fall asleep, enless I would end up caressing him again! Once his nap was over, we got dressed up nicely for dinner again and ate. We went through soundcheck like always and it was show time. Nothing new, everything was the same and I was bored. While were back there, a light, brown, haired woman start asking me questions. She sees my badge and says, 'Oh you must be dating my son. How are you?' I thought a minute and asked back, 'Your son?' The woman nodded sweetly and then we heard Jesse saying on stage, 'I know you all can yell louder than that!' Followed by hearing all these loud screams. Both Jesse's mom and I covered our ears with smiles. Then I said to the mom, 'Your son is very cofusing right now.' His mom made a face like she didn't understand and yelled, 'What?' Then we heard oxygen playing. So it was too loud to hear each other. I asked Ginger if we could follow each other to a more quiet place. We ended up in Jesse's dressing room. There we talked more and I explained to her I wasn't sure if her son loved me or wanted to use me. She told me she would speak with him. I dreaded what he was going to do with me, since I opened up my big mouth to his mommy! The concert was over and I was back in the same spot Jesse left me. He came off the stage, swept me away in his arms like always and rushed me to the bus. We got in and he threw me on the couch. Then he sat down next to me catching his breath, faced me again and said, 'Will you please get me some water, love? I can't breath!' I gave him water and he drank it fast. He screwed the lid back on, set it down and stared to cuddle up on me and layed his sweaty head on my shoulder. I sighed and just let him, cuz I was scared not to! Once Jesse's breath was almost back to normal, he faced me and said, 'Im wore out. Will you tuck me in?' I narrowed my eyes and said, 'Tuck you in? Are you a baby?' Jesse smirked and said, 'You don't want me to be your baby?' I shrugged and walked with him to his bedroom. Jesse got in the bed and quickly pulled me down with him, hugging me up tight. I giggled and said, 'Eww you smell bad.' Jesse nodded and said, 'For you, my love!' I frowned and said, 'Oh yea you really love me. Thats why you are making me hold you while you are all sweaty!' Jesse smirked and said, 'Thats what you get for trying to run away, turnning me on bad all night, teasing me and making me wait to have sex. You know how badly I wanna have sex!' I frowned and said, 'Um, then have sex? I never said you couldn't have it?' Jesse nodded and said, 'Actually you said you don't want it. What would be the point for me to force you to have sex? It woud be ten times better if you wanted it as much as I want it!' I shook my head and said, 'I'll never want it with you. Not after how much you've hurt me, abused me and kept me away from my family!' Jesse sighed and said, 'Thats my point...' I frowned and said, 'Whatever. I met someone tonight!' Jesse glaired at me as he sat up away from me and said, 'You what? How? DID YOU LEAVE YOUR SPOT?' I smirked and said, 'Actually she came up to me.' Jesse thought and said, 'She?' I smiled and said, 'Your mommy! Shes so awesome and nice. Nothing like you, no offense. You must take after your daddy...ofcourse I never met him bu-" Jesse interrupted me so angry and said, 'YOU MET MY MOTHER?' I nodded faster and said, 'I love her. Seriously do. Shes amazing!' Jesse was looking like he had a vein about to pop out of his forehead. I gulped and said softly, 'It's ok. I didn't tell her anything you were doing. I didn't ask for help or anything!' Jesse's red face quicly turned back to normal and he said, 'You swear on your entire life?' I nodded fast and said, 'I SWEAR!!!' Jesse rubbed his face with his hands, then took a deep breath and layed back down hugging me up. I glaired at him awhile and then said, 'So you aren't upset at me?' Jesse shook his head and said, 'Well I would be and I will be if I find out you told my mom im keeping you hostage becuase she thinks we're together and serious.' I started siting up away from him and said, 'WHY? Why do you tell people were together and serious but you don't make any majour moves on me. You always take me out everyday and I go only becuase I know I can't eat if I don't go. YOu never asked me out, nor have you told me you loved me...' Jesse sat up next to me and started kissing on my neck. I just sat there not sure what to think and didn't move. Soon Jesse pushed me back on the bed though and moved from my neck up on my cheeck bone and was moving over to my lips. By that time I was already hard again. I always fight it off though. I don't let him know he makes me horny becuase im afraid he'll force sex and im not ready to have sex. I wanna be married first. After we kiss awhile, I have to eventually moan cuz its always too hard to hold in. Jesse moans too and then starts to rub on my again. I hold in my hormoans becuase it always feels so good when he rubs me that way. I don't wanna do anything i'll regret though. Finally Jesse stops what hes doing and stands up to dress for bed becusae hes taking off his clothes. Normally I quickly look away but this time I was just laying there not even thinking. Jesse happened to see me and smile. I didn't know what to do, I just kept gazing. Then once his shirt was off, he stuck his tounge out at me and faced away from me, while he took off his jeans. I shook my head and said, 'You really think im enjoying watching you?' Jesse shrugged and once his jeans were off, he climbed back over by me. Then he reached his hands under the covers and squeezed my butt. I jerked and said, 'What is your problem?' Jesse smirked and said, 'Hey! You got to watch me take off my top now I demand to get to watch you. Go get dressed for bed.' I was about to open my mouth to say no but Jesse quickly said, 'Do it now or i'll force you and it wont be pretty.' I gave in and quickly stood up pulling off my top. Jesse was all smiles at me as my chest was bare and I was reaching for my night gown. I started to put it on when Jesse stopped me saying, 'Take off your jeans first!' I frowned and slowly took them off. I had a thong on becuase thats what he bought me to wear. Jesse just grinned and gazed at me as my jeans were off too and I was naked all over accept for the thong. I quickly put on the night gown and then Jesse stood up comming over to me. I tried to guard myself becuase I was he was comming over to ravish me but instead he reached for my brush and started brushing my hair. I looked at him amazed and said, 'What are you doing?' Jesse smiled, kissed my shoulder and then said, 'Brushing your long, beautiful, hair!' I sighed and said, 'Why?' Jesse giggled, kissed my shoulder again and said, 'I just wanted to play with it. It's so soft and theres so much of it. I love it!' Honestly I was speechless after this. Once he was done, he tucked a piece behind my ear and start yanking me back to bed. I caught a glimpse of us in the mirror as we went past towards the bed and we looked like a hot couple. Him only in boxers, myself in a sexy, silky, night gown with my hair down and fixed up nice. I was almost speechless. Jesse quickly snuggled me in the bed and attacked my neck, bitting on it. Normally I would freak out but im so use to it now. I have so many hickeys on my body, it isn't funny! Once again I could not hold my moans becuase Jesse no longer makes it hurt when he does it. He makes is super sexy! He bit on and then for the first time, attacked my ear and was nibbling on my lobe. I got a chill all over and then said, 'Are you bitting my ear?' Jesse answered with, 'Mhmm. Mmm..' He was moannin in my ear while he bit away and his hot breath was sweeping across my neck. It all felt so hot, that I had to be so still becuase if not, I knew I would give into him and he'd take my virginity. So I held back as much as I could but I think he was perpously making it hard on me. Im not sure what I do in my sleep but it must be effecting everything!

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Chapter 8.

Kelly's pov
I wake up and Jesse isn't in sight. I slowly stand up and want to peak out the door to see if hes there
but the door is locked. I sigh and just put my ear up to door to listen. I can hear sexual sounds! I
freak thinking Jesse is with another woman. That actually brings tears to my eyes. The moans get
louder and to my suprise, that is not Jesse's voice! Now im really confused and have no clue whats going on. So I sit back on the bed, rubbing my eyes and then look around. Jesse has his bag wide up and stuff is falling out. I happen to notice dvds. They would have to be new becuase i've been in his bag
before and never saw these. I get curious as to which movies he bought. Then im grossed out when I
see they are porn dvds! No wonder I hear dirty souds outside. Jesse must be watching one. I decide to
take a risk and beat on the door yelling, 'You done out there?' Then I hear nothing for second. Soon I
hear the noises have stopped and I hear footsteps. I giggled and rush back into the bed to act like im
sleeping. Jesse had came in the room and I had my eyes closed so I didn't see him but I heard him
breathing heavy and could feel him standing there. Then he cleared his throat and said, 'I know you're
awake!' I couldn't hold back my grin and giggled as I sat up. Jesse set down next to me and when I got a good look at him, his face was red, his hair was sticking up from where he slept or something and he
was still in his boxers. He grinned at me and said, 'Thanks to you this mornning, I had to watch a movie
to get any kind of action!' I shrugged and said, 'I dunno what I did...said...' Jesse smirked and said, 'Ofcourse you don't. Why would you? You can't seriously tell me you have no clue becuase you were sleeping. Im a hard sleeper too and I still would know if I was doing anything say um....sexual or
getting any kind of activity!' I gasped and said, 'What are you talking about?' Jesse shook his head and said, 'God you are so weird!' I sighed and said, 'Well you think I can help it?' Jesse shrugged and said, 'Obviously not becuase its the same thing everynight!!!' I frowned and was thinking so hard and trying to remember everything and all I could
remember was my dreams. Then Jesse stood up and said, 'I should make you watch this movie with me!' I shook my head no and said, 'Eww no.' Jesse nodded faster and said, 'Yeaaa! For you punishment!' I frowned again and said, 'I'd rather take a spanking!' Jesse smirked pulling me off the bed and
walked me over to the couch. We sat down, Jesse wrapped his arm around me and I tried hiding my face into his chest. He nudged me off and said, 'No. Watch this!' Then I covered my face with my hands and Jesse actually grabbed my hand and threatend to bite all my fingers. I just sighed and said, 'Fine! Lets get this over with!' Jesse pushed play back on the movie and it played. I was highly disgusted at
the scene I was watching of the man seducing the woman. Jesse still had his arm around me and was snuggling me up to him. I tried to pull away some but that made him hug me up tigher. Then he got me to lay back on him so I was comfortable. I actually was! The movie was gross up untill the man and woman got passionate and was kissing sweetly. Made me think they were in love. I doubted that they were but they were both saying they loved each other. Jesse kissed the top of my head and continued to hold me tight. Soon I started to get these feelings. Weird and horrible feelings. The more I watched the
movie in Jesse's arms, the more sore I was in my lower section. Hearing the woman chant her man's
name as he made love to her. Jesse was hugging me up even tighter and I looked up to get a glimpse of his
face. I could see him fighting what he felt too. Then I looked back down at our laps. Jesse deffently
looked hard. I looked back up at his face again as he watched intensely now bitting the bottom of his lip a little bit. He happened to notice me watching him before I could look away and he said, 'What?' I didn't know what to say and looked back at the movie
a second. The woman and man were now getting louder with their chants and moans. It was so hard to be still in my seat. I kinda tried adjust myself more hoping that would make me feel better but I was
still so sore. Jesse was just glairing at me and said, 'You ok?' Finally I got the nerve and shook my head no. Jesse just glaired at me as I tried once more to get better siutated since I was feeling on edge so badly. I could hear the woman litteraly screamming and grunting. The man started grunting
too. I face Jesse up and then down. He was looking comfortable yet I could tell he was turned on too. I
was not comfortable at all! I was nervous, turned on and fighting every feeling Jesse was giving me. It was so hard to fight I wasn't sure what to do with myself. I heard the woman yell, 'Yes! Oh yes! You are so amazing!' and the man yelled, 'Oh yea baby! Please don't stop!' I got thinking of all the times Jesse had given me hickeys and rubbed me. All the times he snuggled me up in his arms and all the times we've went shopping for clothes and lengere. Then as I faced him one last time, seeing hes still serious looking and intense in the movie, I had to do what I had to do becuase my body was so tensed up. I quickly climbed up on Jesse's lap making his eyes get big and his face look at me shocked. As
soon as I was up on his lap, I said, 'Jesse just take me already!' I pressed my face into his and started making out with him. Jesse slowly wrapped him arms around me as I kissed him fast and rubbed
his hands up my shirt on my back. We could still hear the movie as the woman grunted louder and the
man whined around. Then once Jesse and I had kissed fast, he pulled away to look me in the eyes. I smiled and said, 'I want you so bad right now!' Jesse sighed and shook his head. I just glaired at him a minute, then I narrowed my eyes and said, 'Huh? No?' Jesse smiled and said, 'We don't have enough time.' I got upset and said, 'What the hell, Jesse? All this time you wanted me to be the one to surrender to you so we can make love, I surrender and you don't want it?' Jesse chuckled and said, 'Oh I want it. I just know there isn't a enough time. You'll have to wait till later.' I frowned and said, 'You can't make me watch a dirty video with you and not have sex with me!' Jesse stood up away from and said, 'Nice try. I think im incharge here and I say you have to wait till tonight. Now, lets get cleaned up so we can eat lunch and I got go to over a new song with the guys! Aight?' I was really frustraited at him now. All this time taunting me to give up my virginity and when im finally ready to, he makes me wait! I stomp off into our room and Jesse gets up shutting off the movie and following me. We both get ready and then head out. As were walking to get lunch, im holding on to Jesse's arm tight. He faces me an says, 'We're in Cali baby! What do you think?' I smile and say, 'Which part?' Jesse smirks
and says, 'Orange county. We're going to L.A next, I promise!' I sigh and keep following him. Soon he walks me right to a small restaraunt. Ofcourse its Japaneese again!' We settle down at our table and as we read the menus, I can't help that my foot ends up touching his while I was trying to situate and I liked it so I rubbed my foot a little more on his up and down slowly. Jesse raised up from his menu to face me, smirked and said, 'This is going to be hard for you to wait, isn't it?' I nodded faster and said, 'How can you tell?' Jesse giggled and said, 'Maybe your foot rubbing up against mine?' I smirked and said, 'What I don't get is why you waited for me to want you. I mean I actually wanted you the momment you sang to me, I was just too nervous to lose my virginity. Couldn't you just rape me?' Jesse laughed harder and said, 'Oh God. You would have
enjoyed that too much, if I did! Besides, I don't wanna go to jail. You think I wanna sexually harrass
you and have you tell the cops and them arrest me?' I shook my head and said, 'what about all the times
you hurt me when you bit on me and smacked my legs?' Jesse ignored me at first while looking over his
menu, then faced me again and said, 'I didn't abuse you hard and you liked it. After all, you wanted me to rape you so there you go! Tell the cops that!' I finally got the point and tried to look at the menu myself. Then I was thinking deep about what I do when im sleeping with him. I know I don't have sex with him but I guess I want him and fight it off when im awake? Nothing made total since to me yet but I was working on it. Soon we ordered our food and as we're using copsticks, im too in the mood to tease Jesse. I start sucking on my chopstick and licking it. Jesse looks up at me in astonishment and said, 'You're seriously gonna put on a show to make me weak, aren't you?' I nodded and said, 'I want you!' Jesse nodded and said, 'Too bad.' Then he went back to eating and facing his plate. I sighed and tried eating too but I kept hearing the movie we
watched playing in the back of my mind and I kept seeing myself climbing up on Jesse's lap so fast
ready to tare apart his clothes and have my way with him. He was the sexiest man I knew but I just now
feel myself falling hard for him.

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Chapter 9.

Kelly's pov.
Soon as lunch was over, we were walking back to the bus. We happened to walk past a music/movie store. Jesse quickly grabbed my hand and took me inside. I sighed frustraited becuase I thought we would head back to the bus now. I really wanted to go back there and have him. Instead, we're looking at music. Jesse pulls out a cd of Boyz ll men, and I sigh saying, 'I already have that cd.' Jesse raises up his eyebrows and said, 'Oh you know them?' I nodded and said, 'Yup. Love their voices!' Jesse put the cd back and then yanked on my hand to walk more. We continued to look around untill we reached the movies. ofcourse the dirty movies had to be in the front! Jesse and I just kept walking but kept having to see them as we're not out of the aisle yet. It was hard to see them and see images. Jesse qripped my hand tigher and I started rubbing my thumb on his hand smoothly. Finally he stopped us in our tracks, faced me looking red and said, 'Will you stop? We can't do anythign right now!! ok?' I sighed and said, 'Fine.' Jesse must have been too frustraited, he yanked me out of the store. We walked further till we saw an ice cream place. Jesse got us ice cream and as we're licking our cones, we just stop and face each other. I slowly take one more big lick and then so does he. We're just gazing intensely at each other and finally Jesse bites into his cone now crunching hard. I decide to do the same and then I say, 'We have time for a nap today?' Jesse nods quickly and says, 'If you're tired!' I nod fast and said, 'Oh im extremely tired!' We both stand up quickly and Jesse grabs my ice cream throwing it in the trash with his. Then he yanks my hand and jerks me to walk with him. I follow him quickly as we head back to the bus. Once we're back on, we both walk back to the bed and as we go to sit down, we start kissing passtionately and fast. I start to moan right away and grip Jesse into my arms. Then he moves down to my neck and starts to rub down on me. I moan more and say under my heavy breath, 'Yes! Take me now!' Jesse pulls away with a sigh and says, 'Ugh, not before my show! After my show!' I pout my lip and say, 'Just for a little while? Please?' Jesse shakes his head no and says, 'We have time for a 15 minute nap and then I got to meet the guys to practice my new song.' I sigh and say, 'Why did you have a to write a new song?' Jesse smirked and said, 'You'll love it baby!' I just layed down as Jesse layed with me and snuggled me up. It was very hard to wait when hes right there holding me tight. Once our nap was over we got dressed up for dinner and some reason Jesse was wearing this really sexy suit and I was so turned on. Either that or i'm under some kind of spell over him! We get ready, get off the bus and head over to the other tour bus where the guys are. When we get on I sit down on the couch next to Phill and smile. He smiles and says, 'Baby you know how to look good!' I turn away blushing and then listened as they sang. Jesse started singing this new song and I was losing my mind. He sang, 'You're too special for the club..No you need a private party..' He was gazing right at me and I was pushing my back out of my way, then I rubbed up my neck some like it was itching and did the same on my chest. Jesse was lost in my eyes as he sang and I could tell I was making him crazy. Then I smiled at him making him barely smirk and then face away to look at Aaron. He must have been paying attention to us cuz he smirked at Jesse and as they sang. When they were done, I clapped and stood up to go into Jesse's arms. I kissed his cheeck and said, 'Bravo! You all sound wonderful! Are you gonna perform that tonight?' Jesse nodded and I jumped up and down with excitement. After that we went to dinner and I sat next to Jesse holding his hand in mine. He smiled at me and leaned over whispering, 'Im glad you are finally the same person you are in your sleep! God I couldn't hardly wait!' I smirked and said, 'This is how am I when im sleeping?' We both kind of glaired over at the guys across from us who were listenning and then I turned back to Jesse and said 'Can we talk outside please?' Jesse nodded and said, 'yea untill our food comes.' We left the table and went outside. Soon as we got out there Jesse sighed, smiled and said, 'Good now. I can explain.' I nodded and said, 'Yes please im dying to know everything.' Jesse shook his head and said, 'Im not gonna tell you everything. YOu'll have to remember all that on your own!' I frowned and said, 'Well tell me one thing!' Jesse grinned sly as he wrapped his arms around my waste, leaned closer into me and started kissing me softly on the lips barely pressing in. I giggled and said, 'Um Jesse?' He nodded so I said, 'Is that what we do?' Jesse smirked and said, 'You did that everynight in your sleep...oh and you do it by my ear too!' I raised up my eyebrows in shock and said, 'Wow I had no idea.' Jesse shook his head and said, 'Well now you know, huh?' I nodded and said, 'Well I know what I wish I would do in my sleep!' Jesse just glaired at me to listen and before he knew it, I gripped him in my arms and made out with him. Then he moaned, let go of me and said, 'Yea i'd rather you do that when im awake and perferably naked!' I chuckled and said, 'Well tell me when you're ready....' Jesse shook his head and said, 'Come on. We better finish eating cuz we don't have much time!' I sighed and followed him back inside. Everyone got quiet as we sat back down and was obviously curious. Jesse tried changing the subject and I joined him to cover up what was really going on. After dinner, it was sound check which was good and the show which was over the top. I never seen Jesse so wild and crazy. He was dancing with his guitarist and started humping the air. I was just watching and soon his mommy came and stood by me. I smiled at her and she said, 'You know why my son is acting like that, don't you?' I nodded and then she giggled and said, 'Well I hope you two get married right after. If im going to be a grandma...' I was shocked to be having this conversation with his mother and was speechless. Not to mention I was blood red. Finally his mom walked off and I just stood there longer waiting. The show didn't go too much longer and like always Jesse came running backstage towards me but this time was different. I was actually excited and ran towards him as well, jumping in his arms, wrapping my legs around his waist and as we're running away, Jesse is smiling at me and saying, 'Finally the way i've wanted things to go!' I smirked and wrapped my arms around his neck tight, kissing by his ear. Jesse rushed me on the bus and carried me back into the bed. We sat down and right away I climbed up on him. Jesse smiled so big and said, 'You want me?' I nodded big and said, 'Yes! Take me please!!!!' Jesse lit up and didn't know what to do with me first. I smirked and said, 'Whats wrong?' Jesse giggled out loud and said, 'Oh God what do I do first? Put on music, pour wine, rip your clothes off....' I laughed sitting up and said, 'You could do it all and in that order!' Jesse nodded and left the room to where the tv was. He turned on loud music and to my suprise and older song, 'Pony - Ginuwine' came on and then Jesse brought in the wine. We each drank it some, kissed more and then I climbed back up on Jesse's lap and pushed him back on the bed. Then as I went to reach for his belt, his phone rang. He sat up and answered it even with the music loud. He was silent for awhile and I gazed at him concerned, now kissing by his ear again and bitting on it. He pulled on my arm to stop me and then said, 'She's your daughter?' I freaked and said, 'Oh my God!!! Is that my mom? Please please let me talk to her! Please!' Jesse nodded, sighed heavy and handed me the phone. I asked him to turn off the music and he left out of the room looking disappointed. I talked to my mom and told her everything was alright that I wasn't hurt and I actually lied saying I ran away and that my phone battery died. She beieved me and told me where she was going to meet me up to take me home. I listened and then told her I loved her and would see her soon. I hung up soo excited and rushed to tell Jesse. Ofcourse he was sitting on the couch looking sad. I kissed his cheeck and said, 'Don't cry. We can still be together!' Jesse sighed again and said, 'Im going over seas for another month and a half! Thats a long time apart!' I smiled and said, 'Umm...did you want me to go with you?' Jesse shook his head and said, 'No no...you miss your family and friends. I don't blame you..I'd miss them too if I was held hostage for over a month with no contact!' I smield and said, 'Okay well thanks for understanding.' I kissed his cheeck, smiled and said, 'So can we continue?' I started nibbling on his ear again with a giggle but Jesse nudge me off and said, 'I'm no longer in the mood!' I frowned and said, 'Oh come on! I waited all day for you!' Jesse shook his head as he stood up and said, 'Well I was waiting too but now you are going home so forget it. Forget we ever were together!' I frowned upset and said, 'Fine! I will!' Then Jesse went into his room and slammed the door! I just sat there on the couch trying not to cry but I was still confused...

im sooo glad she gits 2 go home

jmachoney wrote:im sooo glad she gits 2 go home

lol me too! But I feel bad for Jesse now =/

I love this story lol

i'm addicted!

Chapter 10.

Kelly's pov.
I woke up the next mornning snuggled up in Jesse's arms. My eyes were wide and I quickly sat up unsure again when and how I got where im at, since I fell asleep on the couch. Finally I looked behind me at Jesse who was hugging me up tightly. He smiled in his sleep. I thought that was weird but maybe I make him smile? Not much long after watching him, he started to move. I just waited to get a answer and as soon as he woke up, I asked him just what I needed to know. Jesse was still beating around the bush and said, 'lets just say you were really different. You kinda had me worried there awhile.' I sighed heavy and said, 'I just wanna know the truth already!' Jesse shook his head and said, 'You should be able to remember! Its silly how little you remember from just over night. I mean, come on!' I frowned rolling my lip and said, 'Its not funny. I seriously don't remember! How do I even know im doing what you say I am?' Jesse smirked and said, 'Trust me baby. You're crazy in your sleep!' Then I pushed on his arm cuz I was frustraited he wasn't telling me what I wanted to know and he quickly stood up to get ready. I just layed there and said, 'Are we in still in L.A?' Jesse shook his head and said, 'We're in sacromento now!' I sighed and faced the wall away from him. Once he was dressed he left out of the dressing room demanding I get dressed. I did and then followed out to him. He grabbed my hand and took me outside towards another cab. We got in and went off to lunch. Then walked around and talked. I asked Jesse if he was still upset at me and his actuall response was, 'It is none of your business!' I stopped us in our tracks and said, 'Oh please! You are killing me with that abusive act! Drop it already. I know you aren't going to hurt me!' Finally Jesse turned around to face me and said, 'Really? You don't think I will?' I shook my head and then Jesse yanked on my arm and pulled me around the building where we were walking. He pushed me up against the wall and then went to bite on my neck. He wasn't making it feel good either! He was bitting down hard and when I tried to raise up or say someting, he would push me back against the wall. I whined around and said, 'Pleases Jesse! You're hurting me!' Jesse glaired me in the eyes and said, 'You believe me now?' I nodded quickly and said, 'Yes! Please stop!' Finally Jesse let go and then yanked on my hand to continue walking. I was in tears and before I knew it, he walked me up to the bus, walked me inside and then shut me inside and locked the door. I glaired at him out the window and said, 'Are you leaving me in here?' Jesse nodded and said, 'You can stay in there till soundcheck! Im going for desert now!' I sighed and ran back into the bed and cried on the bed. All I wanted to know was the truth about Jesse and he still refused. Finally at soundcheck I was sitting in the front again just bored as Jesse is in the mic going, '1..2...1....and 2....2...222...' Everyone laughs accept me. Im still hurt and upset at him. Infact I can't wait to get home and be away from him. I don't know what made me want him yesterday but eww im glad we didn't do anything becuase hes horrible. Once soundcheck is over we're all backstage prepairing as normal. Im in Jesse's dressing room as he does voice warm ups. Then he looks over at me and says, 'Baby, why are you so sad?' I frowned and said, 'I'm homesick. Oh...and I hate you!' Jesse smiled and said, 'Good to know.' He stood up out of his chair about the time Sherry came in and saw us. She smiled and said, 'Five minutes Jesse.' He took another drink of his redbull and then faced me. He smiled and said, 'Lets go!' I stood up slowly and he walked me out to the spot I always stand when hes doing a show. I wait with my head down. Ginger walks up by me again and says, 'How did last night go sweetie?' I shook my head and said, 'I have to say the truth! you're son is horrible! He's selfish, hes abusive and hes cold hearted. I can't wait to go home. I miss my mom!' I started crying and Ginger hugged me tight. Then I sniffled and said, 'Don't bother Jesse about it but if he ever refuses to take me home, will you?' Jesse's mom nodded and said, 'He'll take you home. My son is probably just fighting off his feelings for you. He's really in love with you...' I just faced the floor now really confused and then looked back up at her with more tears in my eyes. Ginger hugged me a while and told me not to worry. She walked off and soon the show was over. Jesse jogged off stage instead of run and instead of sweeping me up in his arms he walked towards me, patted my arm and shouted, 'Lets go! We have to meet your mom!' I sighed and followed behind him kinda disappointed he didn't carry me like always. Once we were on the tour bus, Jesse poured wine and said, 'I'm sure you'd like to toast you seeing your mother again, aye?' I shook my head and said, 'None for me please.' Jesse nodded and gulped his drink. Then he handed me a glass of wine and said, 'Now toast!' I bravely did and then I couldn't take it no more. I stood up quickly and said, 'Why Jesse? I demand to know why!' Jesse glaired at me a second, he smirked and said, 'You so wish i'd just spill the beans but you aren't that lucky!' Then I cried and ran into the bed. Not even an hour later, Jesse came into the bed and started undressing. He crawled under the covers next to me and tried snuggling me up. Somehow I couldn't keep awake and fell asleep in his arms.

Oh wow Jesse loves biting on her neck I see! =O

I love this...post more soon please

i just want her 2 c her mom

nooo, why did you stop?

Chapter 11. Ending 1.

Kelly's pov.
I wake up the next morning with Jesse up moving around & zipping up some bags. Then he smiles at me and says, 'Better get up sleepy head. We're 3 hours away from the venue where your mama is gonna be!' I just layed a little longer watching Jesse continue to pack things. He ran his hair back out of his face with a sigh, then faced me and said, 'All your stuff is packed for you to take home and I even put a little something extra in your bag for you to keep.' I smiled and said, 'really?' Jesse nodded, then as he went to leave out of the room, he glaired back at me and said, 'I'm watching you...' I raised up my head and said, 'What?' Jesse smirked and said, 'Youre gonna fall back asleep!' I shook my head no, now sitting up all the way. Jesse continued out of the room, leaving me to sit confused and sad. I was held hostage by Jesse McCartney, went on his whole tour with him, was treated like I was his girlfriend and now its going to end. No more nights of waking up with him or sharing desert with him. Maybe it was for my benefit to take this oppurtunity home! What if he was planning something bad too? I was ready to go home. So I got up, got ready and sat out on the couch waiting. Soon Jesse came out ready too and sat on the couch with me. He kissed the top of my head and said, 'Youre a good girl.' I faced him confused and said, 'What do you mean?' Jesse was facing away and so I just slid back in the seat more, now feeling Jesse's arm go around me. I sighed and allowed him. He hugged me up, turnning the tv on. I some reason was getting comfortable and found myself leanning my head on his chest. He played with my hair some and then stopped. I got a chill and when I shook, Jesse giggled and said, 'You and your cold chills.' I glaired at him and said, 'Well you were playing with my hair!' Jesse just faced me in the eyes, then faced back to the tv. I sat there so confused I almost couldn't take it. Jesse's phone rang and he answered it. He nodded and said, 'Sounds great. I think we're less than 30 miles now.' I sighed, realizing my time was getting very close!
Jesse noticed my facial expression, rubbed his hand up my arm and said, 'You ok?' I nodded slightly and faced back to the tv. We watched it longer, till Jesse raised up acting like his back was bothering him. I automatically started rubbing it. He smiled at me and then said, 'Thanks. YOu better go on and get your bags.' I sighed and stood up quickly. To be honest, going home felt bitter sweet! I wanted to go home but some reason I was disappointed. I'm not sure why, either. I got my two bags & cell phone, then I walked back out. Jesse saw me, stood up and said, 'YOu got it all?' I nodded and said, 'I think so...' Jesse smirked and said, 'Well okay. I think we still got another 30 mins to go, so if you wanna sit back down and watch more tv.' I nodded and plopped down next to him. He was texting on his phone and then said, 'Huh.' I faced him and said, 'What?' He shrugged and said, 'Nothing. I just thought i'd only spend 1 week and france but they are now saying 2 weeks.' I just sat there, not sure what to say. Soon Jesse had his phone put away, he was chewing gum, popping bubbles loud in my ear and then got word from the driver we were down to 5 mins left. My heart raced for some reason and I felt so odd. It's like I wanted to see my mom so bad but I knew this was the end of Jesse. I still never found out what his deal is, either! I stood up nevertheless, grabbing my stuff. Jesse supported my back, then said, 'can you carry your bags?' I nodded and said, 'yea I think so.' Jesse nodded, then just stood there. Finally I saw out the window a big parkinglot and then a car waiting with two people leaned against it. My mom and my best friend. I was thrilled to see them but still so curious about Jesse. He hugged me so sweetly and then said, 'Are you ready to go?' I nodded but in my head I was saying 'no!' It was so confusing and hard. Soon Jesse looked away for a bit and I thought he was going to sneeze but he stayed in that position I touched his arm and said, 'What are you doing?' Jesse faced back at me with his eyes wanting to tear up but he stayed strong and said, 'Nothing. Um, im really glad you toured with me and tell your mom im really sorry I kept you so long. ok?' I barely said ok back and now slowly stepped off the bus. The driver waved to me as I now touched the ground and then was off the bus completely! Jesse was no longer in my sight and all that was before me, was my mom and best friend. They were super excited to see me, nearly running to me and attacking me. I embraced each of them feeling so relieved but still thinking about what im leaving. My friend smirked and said, 'Well where is Jesse? Are you ok?' I nodded and said, 'Hes back in his room I guess and im fine. Seriously, he didn't do anything bad to me! He just wanted me to tour with him, so I did. He bought me alot of nice stuff! It was like the princess treatment.' My mom cried and hugged me more. My best friend cried and soon I was crying and as we're walking to carry my stuff into the trunk of my mom's car, I start to realize im not crying happy tears to go home. Im crying over Jesse. Why? Do I love him? Soon as im thinking about it, every single momment spent with him comes pouring into my mind, even the momments where I was sleeping...

Flash back. Kelly's pov asleep.
I am freezing to death and need to get warm. I quicky rush into bed with Jesse to get warm. He kinda wakes up to notice me, smiles and holds me tight. Hes such a sweetie, I can't resist but to kiss him. He kisses me back and whispers, 'What is up with you?' I smirk and say, 'Youre just so amazing.' Jesse just smiles bigger then says, 'Well I just want to be with you.' I nod, snuggling more in his arms, pressing my head into his chest and feeling his hands now rub over my arms. I'm in complete bliss and ready to fall back asleep. As I close my eyes, I tell Jesse I love him, I thank him for holding me in his warm arms and then I faintly here him say 'Well I love you too!'

Back in the trunk, after I have set my bags down, I face my mom. She looks my face all over and says, 'You okay sweetie?' I shake my head no quickly and said, 'I can't do this!' My mom looks my face over weird and says, 'What do you mean?' I smirk and say, 'Mom, I hope you understand. Its not you, its me. It's Jesse and I. He wants me by his side and honestly, i'm not happy anywhere else!' My mom dropped her jaw and said, 'What, are you staying? Are you two sleeping together? Whats going on? Are you ever going to come home?' I picked my bags back out of the truck, kissed my mother's cheeck and said, 'Mom I love you, I really do and i'll call you once everyday.' As I started to leave, my mom started to cry. I rushed back to hug her and whispered in her ear, 'I'm 21 now. I need be on my own. I'll come home soon as the tour overseas is over.' My best friend over heard me and said out loud, 'You're going overseas?' I faced my friend seeing she was hurt. I hugged her too and gave her the same speech that I needed to be with Jesse. They both sighed and understood. I waved to them and watched them get back in their cars. As soon as they shut their doors and started the car, I waved to them. As they were leaving, I couldn't believe it. I was seriously too curious as to how Jesse and I will end up. I quickly got back on the bus, telling the bus driver I left something. Jesse wasn't on the couch, so I assumed he was back in his room. I quietly went back there and opened the door. Jesse was laying in the bed. I gently got in behind him, kissed his cheeck and said softly, 'Hey you.' Jesse faced me stunned and said, 'Hey, did you forget something? Whats going on?' I smirked and said, 'Actually I did.' Jesse now sat up just looking my face over. Then I went on and said, 'I forgot all the times I told you I loved you and then never showed it. Honestly, I was just scared you were messing with my head but...' As I was trying to explain myself, Jesse had quickly grabbed my face into his hands, pressed his lips into mine and started kissing me. I was caught off guard but loving every minute of it. I wrapped my arms around his neck, now leanning back on him as fell back onto the bed. I was ontop of him and as we continued to kiss passtoinately, Jesse begain to moan. I moaned too and then slightly pulled away from him. Jesse just looked into my eyes with a smile and said, 'Its about damn time!' I smirked and said, 'Well I was afraid of you.' Jesse giggled and said, 'Afraid, of me?' I nodded feeling sad. Jesse knew I was seroiusly, ran his hands up and down my back. Then he smirked and said, 'Well I was the one afraid.' I was amazed and said, 'You?' Jesse nodded and said, 'Yea. I didn't want you to run away. You were scared of commitment' I objected and said, 'No, I was afraid of sex before marriage!' Jesse shook his head and said, 'Commitment. You thought because I was famous, I was going to break your heart.' I felt bad, putting my head down but then I raised it back up and said, 'Well i'm not scared now. I wanna be with you, Jesse McCartney!' Jesse smiled looking deep into my eyes and said, 'Well then we need to get you a passport, ms. Sexy!' I smirked and as I went back to kiss him, he stopped me and said, 'First, we take a nap. I have a big show tonight.' I sighed and said, 'When will we ever make love?' Jesse giggled and said, 'You want it bad, don't you?' I nodded now pouting and Jesse sighed laying back on the bed with me again and said, 'Oh Kelly, Kelly. Be a good girl and i'll reward you 10 fold later on, in France!' I lit up and said, 'I've always wanted to go to France!' Jesse smiled so sexy and said, 'Thats good baby. We'll be there two weeks!' I layed on his shoulder in heaven while he hugged me up. About the time I was going to fall asleep, Jesse spoke out and said, 'You remembered when you told me you loved me, didn't you?' I nodded now hugging him up tighter and feeling him kiss the top of my head. It was an amazing journey but its not the end for Jesse and I! It's only the beginning!

Awwwwwwwwwwww

Yay she came back!!!

That was awesome I loved it! <3333

I thought she was saying/doing some crazy stuff in her sleep but awww that was sooooo sweet what she said to him!

Hah now I know why Jesse was like 'Why can't you be the same way you are when you're asleep?' lol =D

i totally loved that! omg! one of the best jmac stories i've ever read! seriously! way to go ampy!

i loved every part of it

THIS NEEDS A SEQUAL!

jessiecarson257 wrote:THIS NEEDS A SEQUAL!

aw you really want one?

jessecraze wrote:

jessiecarson257 wrote:THIS NEEDS A SEQUAL!

aw you really want one?

YES!!! if you don't mind