Chapter 23. Arthur’s POV.
So my big sister just graduated and got engaged all in the same day. I was so happy for her but it makes me so very sad over Sydney. I still can’t believe Jack decided to be a good father after all and Sydney needs his help so she’s having a family with him. She broke my heart and I didn’t think she was capable of ever doing that but she did. I’m on her Facebook looking at all the hospital pictures and then see she posted a most recent one of the baby in his crib at her house and looks like Jack is off to the side so I know he’s there with her. I close out her page and then shut my phone down. I lay there trying not to cry but it gets hard. Drew heard me and asked, “Bro, you okay?” I say back heavy, “No, Dude. Love sucks.” Drew didn’t respond at first but then said back, “Yeah but you’ll get over it. I had to get over Lindsey.” I sigh and try to sleep but I feel so bad. I then decide I need to go visit Sydney again in person and tell her everything I think and feel. So the next day my parents were just relaxing around the house being lazy and I knew Carol was back from her trip. I asked her would she drive me back to see Sydney. The thing with me is, I’ve never driven that far by myself and not sure my parents would let me yet. Carol drives all over creation because of her work. So she takes me just her and I back to L.A. when I get to Sydney’s, I knock on the door with Carol. Sydney’s mom answered and said, “oh, Arthur sweetie. So good to see you!l she hugged me and I was so confused. We get inside and Sydney is on the couch feeding the baby a bottle. I say hi to her and she says hi back. I sit on the couch next to her just gazing the baby over one more time to make sure he’s Jack’s. Sure enough, he is. Sydney asked if I wanted to hold him and I said sure. I held him and he cried but because I have so many siblings younger than me, I knew how to calm him down. Carol finally got comfortable to sit on the couch across from us. Sydney’s mom offered us drinks and then left into the kitchen. I sighed, faced back to Sydney and asked, “So how are you, Syd?” She rubbed her hands over her lap and said, “I’ve been better. Honestly, I’m so tired and this kid never sleeps.” I feel bad and suddenly it clicks in my head how were truly on different paths in life right now. I keep holding the baby though thinking he’s kind of cute despite looking like Jack. Sydney watches me holding Jack Jr and says, “You are really good with babies.” Carol spoke up now and said, “When you have so many younger siblings, you have your fair share of helping with the babies.” I agreed and then said to Sydney, “So you think we can talk about a few things?” Sydney nodded and asked her mom to hold the baby so we could go talk. I told Carol I would be right back and then went up into Sydney’s room. It’s different now because there is a baby bassinet in her room and then I notice a note laying on her dresser. I curiously glance over it and I’m disappointed when I see it’s a note to the baby. Looks like it’s from Jack too. I quickly sit on Sydney’s bed and she folding up a blanket of the baby’s and throwing it over the bassinet. Then she sits next to me and waits for me to talk. I speak up and ask, “Are you upset I didn’t stay in the room with you when you had the baby?” Sydney just faced her feet then said, “Well, it wasn’t what I originally planned but I guess things played out the way they were meant to. I feel like now that I have Jack’s baby, things between you and I have changed.” I tried not to cry and said, “Yeah. Not gonna lie, I was so jealous when I saw the baby looked like Jack and realized he got to have your virginity and he gets to have a family with you too. That was supposed to be you and I but I guess you couldn’t wait for me.” Sydney now rubbed up her arm acting nervous then said, “I mean, I love you but I messed everything up. You’re probably done with me now, aren’t you?” I felt so bad and said, “It’s not that I’m done with you but I don’t see how we can be in a relationship when you now have a family with Jack.” Sydney nodded and asked, “So you just wanna be friends then?” I nodded and said, “I’m sorry Syd. I think it’s best for both of us but you know if Jack ever hurts you or the baby, I’ll beat him up.” Sydney smirked, stood up to kiss my cheek and said, “Sounds fair. Surprisingly though, I think Jack will be an okay dad. I think he kind of grew up some.” I hugged Sydney up so tight for the last time and then she followed me downstairs and to the door. Carol stood up when she saw me and then we left. On the way home Carol asked what was I okay and how did my talk go with Sydney. I told her we decided to just be friends but I was actually okay with it. Carol took me home and I was so happy when I come home to see my parents playing Kinect with the kids and they look so happy. I hope this doesn’t change. I’ve had enough change lately.
So my big sister just graduated and got engaged all in the same day. I was so happy for her but it makes me so very sad over Sydney. I still can’t believe Jack decided to be a good father after all and Sydney needs his help so she’s having a family with him. She broke my heart and I didn’t think she was capable of ever doing that but she did. I’m on her Facebook looking at all the hospital pictures and then see she posted a most recent one of the baby in his crib at her house and looks like Jack is off to the side so I know he’s there with her. I close out her page and then shut my phone down. I lay there trying not to cry but it gets hard. Drew heard me and asked, “Bro, you okay?” I say back heavy, “No, Dude. Love sucks.” Drew didn’t respond at first but then said back, “Yeah but you’ll get over it. I had to get over Lindsey.” I sigh and try to sleep but I feel so bad. I then decide I need to go visit Sydney again in person and tell her everything I think and feel. So the next day my parents were just relaxing around the house being lazy and I knew Carol was back from her trip. I asked her would she drive me back to see Sydney. The thing with me is, I’ve never driven that far by myself and not sure my parents would let me yet. Carol drives all over creation because of her work. So she takes me just her and I back to L.A. when I get to Sydney’s, I knock on the door with Carol. Sydney’s mom answered and said, “oh, Arthur sweetie. So good to see you!l she hugged me and I was so confused. We get inside and Sydney is on the couch feeding the baby a bottle. I say hi to her and she says hi back. I sit on the couch next to her just gazing the baby over one more time to make sure he’s Jack’s. Sure enough, he is. Sydney asked if I wanted to hold him and I said sure. I held him and he cried but because I have so many siblings younger than me, I knew how to calm him down. Carol finally got comfortable to sit on the couch across from us. Sydney’s mom offered us drinks and then left into the kitchen. I sighed, faced back to Sydney and asked, “So how are you, Syd?” She rubbed her hands over her lap and said, “I’ve been better. Honestly, I’m so tired and this kid never sleeps.” I feel bad and suddenly it clicks in my head how were truly on different paths in life right now. I keep holding the baby though thinking he’s kind of cute despite looking like Jack. Sydney watches me holding Jack Jr and says, “You are really good with babies.” Carol spoke up now and said, “When you have so many younger siblings, you have your fair share of helping with the babies.” I agreed and then said to Sydney, “So you think we can talk about a few things?” Sydney nodded and asked her mom to hold the baby so we could go talk. I told Carol I would be right back and then went up into Sydney’s room. It’s different now because there is a baby bassinet in her room and then I notice a note laying on her dresser. I curiously glance over it and I’m disappointed when I see it’s a note to the baby. Looks like it’s from Jack too. I quickly sit on Sydney’s bed and she folding up a blanket of the baby’s and throwing it over the bassinet. Then she sits next to me and waits for me to talk. I speak up and ask, “Are you upset I didn’t stay in the room with you when you had the baby?” Sydney just faced her feet then said, “Well, it wasn’t what I originally planned but I guess things played out the way they were meant to. I feel like now that I have Jack’s baby, things between you and I have changed.” I tried not to cry and said, “Yeah. Not gonna lie, I was so jealous when I saw the baby looked like Jack and realized he got to have your virginity and he gets to have a family with you too. That was supposed to be you and I but I guess you couldn’t wait for me.” Sydney now rubbed up her arm acting nervous then said, “I mean, I love you but I messed everything up. You’re probably done with me now, aren’t you?” I felt so bad and said, “It’s not that I’m done with you but I don’t see how we can be in a relationship when you now have a family with Jack.” Sydney nodded and asked, “So you just wanna be friends then?” I nodded and said, “I’m sorry Syd. I think it’s best for both of us but you know if Jack ever hurts you or the baby, I’ll beat him up.” Sydney smirked, stood up to kiss my cheek and said, “Sounds fair. Surprisingly though, I think Jack will be an okay dad. I think he kind of grew up some.” I hugged Sydney up so tight for the last time and then she followed me downstairs and to the door. Carol stood up when she saw me and then we left. On the way home Carol asked what was I okay and how did my talk go with Sydney. I told her we decided to just be friends but I was actually okay with it. Carol took me home and I was so happy when I come home to see my parents playing Kinect with the kids and they look so happy. I hope this doesn’t change. I’ve had enough change lately.
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