The weekand has ended and its hard to say goodbye to Jesse. Just like I guessed, he has to get back to his business and can't stay longer. I knew his work
was more important Just to think, I put out for him too! He promised to come visit me again, said he would call me and keep up on facebook. Somehow I wasn't
sure how this was going to work out and almost felt like I was dreaming this crazy dream. Where is Greg and how the heck did I have sex with Jesse again?
Arthur is still very confused and desperate to have a father around here. I hate it for him and wish things were different already.
I know Taylor thinks I just up and left her but I had to get back to work and unless she wants to come live out here with me, we have to be seperated. I
wanna keep in contact with her but shes pretty pissed off at me. The sex was amazing but granted, something was missing. I was on a mission to find out what
it was too.
"Good day Mr. McCartney, how was your weekand?" "Honestly, it was the best weekand i've had in a long time." "Oh? Did you go out of town?" "Actualy I
did..." "Seems like you had a great time." "Yes I had the time of my life." I sat down at my desk with my coffee and felt like already my life was
different. I no longer feel like the loser who doesn't get out. Considering I was out all weekand. As im checking my messages on the phone, im also checking
facebook again. Im reading Taylor's new update and almost spit out my coffee!
"How can men be so selfish? Seems like they'll only stick around if youre putting out for them! Honestly though, we're not toys!
' I'm shocked and very hurt
at this update. Just because I have a job, she thinks i'm leaving her? I love her and I love her more than just sex. So I quickly comment on her status!
"Not all men are like that...Atleast i'm not! =/' I was so mad at Jesse I guess because im so emotional over Greg. I'm tired of getting hurt and when I felt
like Jesse was only using me, it made me very upset. Now that I see he replied on my status, I felt kinda of selfish. Maybe Jesse really does love me. I wish
I knew for sure though.
Later that night Taylor had called Jesse -
"Hey, is this a bad time?" "No sweetie, its fine." "Good but..uh..." "What?" "Are you mad at me?" "Well no but confused, yes." "Ugh, Jesse. Give me a
break! After all, you knew I was hurting over Greg and you just come along and take advantage of me!" "Take advantage of you? Sweetie, where im from, we call
that making love. Which...." "What, Jesse?" "I enjoyed more than anything else in this world and if I had it to do all over again and again, i'd replay
that whole night!" *sighing over phone* "Tay, whats the matter?" "Youre so amazing! Why?" "haha." "Are you laughing at me?" "Ah, no baby.... I just
think...God you are so cute! I wish you and Arthur could come stay with me." "Well I have a job too, Jesse. I can't just up and leave it to go back to
New York. Although..." "Hmm?" "Jesse I just can't. No. You come back this weekand! I miss the hell out of you!" " Well ofcourse baby, i'll come back thiss
weekand!"
One full week later-
Its now Friday afternoon. I've finished my paper work, signed off my computer, locked my office door and headed straight to Taylor's. She was exactly 1 hour
and 25 minutes away so I had to leave now and get a head start. Once I pulled into the driveway, Arthur was watching out the window and waving to me. I waved
back and looked to my side in the passenger seat, seeing the new glove and baseball I bought for him. I grabbed it with my bag and headed to the door. I
didn't even knock, I just walked in and as soon as I did, the smell from the kitchen over took the whole house and my nose was so ever delighted. I knew she
was cooking dinner and I also knew it was going to be amazing. I kissed Arthur's forehead, showed him his present and then quickly walked into the kitchen.
There was the love of my life at the stove with a cute, apron on. I walked up to her, wrapped my arms around her suprising her and then as she faced me, we
quickly pressed out lips into each other and started kissing passionately. I loved it, held her waste tighter and moaned. She moaned too and then as we let
go, she lit up and said, "I missed you so much!" I continued to stay lit and said, "Not as much as I missed you! I got you something..." Taylor faced down at
my hands as I reached into my pocket and then pulled out a diamond neckless for her. Taylor seemed speechless and after I put it on her around her neck, she
then faced me, squeezed me into a hug and said into my shoulder "ooh I love you so much!" I just grinned in heaven to her say it and continued holding her.
Then we all three had dinner and as I guessed, the dinner was amazing.
Bed time-
"Daddy, will you tuck me in?" "Ofcourse, son." I carried Arthur up to bed and tucked him in. Once I knew he was asleep, I peaked back into Taylor's room. She
was all cute in a tank and shorts, sitting on her bed, looking at facebook. I walked up to her and sat on the edge of her bed. Then she smiled at me and said
so ever soft and in a sexy tone, "Wanna lock my door and spy on facebook with me?" I nodded and quickly stood up to lock her door. Once I came back and sat
right next to her on her bed, she quickly scooted her laptop away and attacked me. I giggled out loud and said, "What are you doing?" Taylor looked at me
seductive and without any words, went back to kissing my lips. I held her in my arms and ran my nails up her tank, on her back. She shook with chills and
then giggled again saying, "Mm...I think we should uh..." I lit up and said, "Not again. Not tonight!" Taylor narrowed her eyebrows at me. "Why not?"
"Because Arthur is here asleep and I want us to catch up on more than just love making." "Oh well...yea. I mean there is alot to talk about, right?"