Chapter 11:
The sun shined brightly into our room. Jen woke us up saying "Rise and shine sleepy heads!" Dana got up and yawned. I groaned and didn't open my eyes. My head was pounding! Jen walked over to me and nudged my shoulders saying "Wakey wakey Emmy!" I tried to smile but grimaced in pain as tears welled up in my eyes. Concerned Jen said "Em whats wrong??" I replied "My head hurts!" She rubbed my back and said "Aw I'm sorry! I'll go get you some aspirin" I nodded and she and Dana got dressed and went off to the store. About ten minutes later they returned with the pills. I gulped them down and layed back in bed. Dana looked at me worriedly and asked "Do you want us to stay here with you?" I shook my head no and said "Its okay. You girls go out and talk to the people at Seventeen. Please tell them I feel horrible right now and can't make it and I apologize" Jen nodded and said "Well okay. Call me if you need anything!" I nodded and after making sure I was okay she and Dana left. About twenty minutes later there was a knock on the door. I got up and felt nauseous. Holding onto my stomach I looked through the peep hole and saw it was Jesse! I opened the door and he half smiled at me. "Are you okay?" he asked me. I shook my head and said "No! My head hurts and I'm nauseous" He frowned and walked into the room. Looking at me he asked "Did you eat anything yet?" I said no and he walked out saying "Be right back" About ten minutes later he returned with two hot chocolates and buttered bagels. With a smile he said "I remember this used to be yours and Jenna's favorite breakfast" I actually smiled and thanked him. We sat together and ate. The whole time he didn't stop looking at me. When I was done eating I felt better. I smiled at him again and said "Thanks for that. It really helped" He smiled and said "No problem" Then he frowned and said "Why do you think I left you for Katie?" I sighed and frowned also. I said back "Jesse I look horrible. You should probably go to your girlfriend..." He was the one to sigh now as he said "I broke up with Katie. Remember I told you last night?" I nodded and said "Yea but I'm finding it hard to believe..." Jesse got up and went next to me. In a low voice he said "Believe it Emma. I love you more than life itself and won't give up until you're mine again" I faced the ground deep in thought. Not sure what to say I looked into his eyes. I wanted so much to believe that what I saw was true! But for all I knew Jesse was just another Sean. He took my hand and led me to my bed. When we both sat he looked at me and said "What will it take? I would do anything and everything to get you back!" I continued looking into his eyes and whispered "I want this pain to go away. I want you to make me feel like you did when we were 18...I knew you loved me and meant everything you said back then. Now I'm not so sure" He nodded and looked so sad as he said "I did mean everything I said back then and I mean it just as much now!" He reached into his pocket and I gasped when he pulled out the dog tag I got him three years ago. In a low voice he said "I have carried this with me everywhere I went for three years now. And every night and every morning I would stare at your picture and wish you were with me, by my side. The whole time I was with Katie all I could think of was you. I hated myself every single day for leaving you" My eyes watered up as I listened to what he said to me. He continued "Matt and everyone else told me that because I was famous and you weren't, our relation ship would never work out. They said you deserved someone who would always be there for you and I believed them. I was going to be away at work a lot and I knew how much you missed me. So I thought it was for the best if I ended things before you got hurt. Turns out ending things was what hurt you the most..." He finished and as I looked into his eyes I felt bad for him. I could really tell he felt horrible! I said in a low voice "It did hurt me so much Jesse! You know what I went through with Sean and when you left me it felt 100 times worse! We could have talked it out instead of you making decisions on your own" He nodded and said "I know that now. I should have talked to you...I was stupid back then." I looked at him in wonder and said "I felt like I wasn't good enough for you...I still feel that way. Thats another reason why I didn't say yes right away when you asked me out. You were too perfect and could have any girl you wanted! I doubted you wanted me" Coming closer to me he said "I'm not perfect Em. Actually I'm far from it. You are the one thats as close to perfect as humanly possible. I will never forgive myself if I end up losing you for good!" After saying that he leaned in and kissed me again. With a sigh I kissed him back. As we kissed the door opened and Jenna and Dana walked in! In shock Dana said "Oh My God! J-Jesse!!" In anger Jenna said "What the hell!?" I pulled away quickly from Jesse and he looked at Dana and Jenna. Jen walked over to us and said to Jesse "You need to go now!" Jesse looked over at me and said "Do you forgive me?" I felt Jenna and Dana starring at me and felt so pressured. This was all happening too fast! I shook my head and said in a low voice "No" Jesse looked like I smacked him in the face. Looking so hurt and upset he got up and walked out of our hotel room.
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