Young Love Lost & Found.

Hereee ya go! <333

Chapter 26: A few days later
Little by little I helped Em move her stuff into my house. Her graduation was a couple of days away and I still haven't got her gift yet! I honestly had no idea what I could get her that wasn't extreme or expensive. While she was at NYU taking care of some last minute things with Jenna I went with Eric to the mall. He also needed to get a gift for Jenna. With a frown I said to him "I don't know what to get Emma! She said nothing extreme or expensive" Eric also frowned and said "Yea I have no idea what to get Jenna. She said she didn't want anything but I still want to get her something" We walked through the whole mall in search of gifts. I saw a whole bunch of things I would love to get Em but they were all hundreds of dollars and I guessed she would consider them expensive. Finally Eric stopped in his tracks and grinned. I laughed and said "What?" Still grinning he said "I know what to get Jen!" Without another word he started walking in the opposite direction and I followed him. A few minutes later we arrived at Build A Bear Workshop. I laughed and said "So you are going to build a bear for her?" He also laughed as he said "Well yea. She loves stuffed animals. She even has a whole collection of them." I shrugged and said "Okay then. Have fun building a bear. I'm gonna keep looking for a gift for Em" He nodded and went inside while I continued to look around. When I passed Victoria's Secret there was a woman outside giving free samples of a perfume. It smelled so good and so I walked up to her. She smiled and said "Looking for a gift for a special someone? Try Paris Hilton's newest fragrance" The woman ended up spraying some of the perfume on my wrist. I didn't want to smell like a girl but as soon as I smelled it I knew I had to get it for Emma. It smelled so good and I knew once she had it on her it would drive me crazy. Smiling at the woman I said "Thank you. I think I will go and pick up a bottle" I went inside and walked around as I looked for the perfume section. There was many girls in there and they were all smiling and grinning at me. I just smiled back as I continued to search for the perfume section. Finally I found it and picked up a bottle. When I saw there was a set with the perfume, lotion and shower gel I put the bottle back and got the set. As I made my way to the cash register I saw a whole bunch of sexy underwear. They had a whole section just for the underwear! One day I'm going to take Em here and let her go on a huge shopping spree. Maybe get one of everything! I really wanted to see her in all of them. They were just unbelievably sexy. I got to the register and paid for the perfume set. Then I made my way back to the Build A Bear Workshop and saw Eric was just getting out. He showed me the bear and I laughed and said "Cute. She'll love it" He also laughed and said back "Thanks. What did you get Em?" I reached into the bag and showed him the perfume set. With a grin I said "Man this smells so good. I am dying for her to just drown herself in it!" Eric laughed some more and then we went on home. When I got to my house I was surprised to see Emma already there. She was asleep on my bed. With a grin I hid the bag and then waked over to her. Running my hands through her hair I whispered in her ear "Em get up. It's still the afternoon" She sighed and sleepily opened her eyes. Smiling big I said "Wow you still look beautiful even when you're exhausted! Are you okay?" She giggled and said "Well I don't know about all that but yea I'm okay. I can't wait to graduate already!" I laughed and went on the bed beside her. Then I hugged her close and said "It's practically here already. You're done and I'm so proud of you" She smiled as I kissed her. Then she said with a grin "I can't wait to live with you!" I also grinned as I said "Trust me neither can I!" We kissed some more and then she yawned. I laughed and said "Its kinda early but why don't we get dinner? Maybe you can wake up a little" She laughed and said "Yea okay. I'm kinda starving anyway" With a smile I took her hand and led her to my car.

Emma's POV:
I laughed when I saw where we were going to eat. With a grin I said "Wendy's drive thru? I thought we were going to some fancy restaurant or something." Jesse laughed and said "I'm really in the mood for some Wendy's" We ordered our food and then he drove us to Central Park. We ate and talked together. Then when we were done I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. Jesse kissed my forehead and hugged me close. With a sigh I said "I'm starting to get sleepy again Jesse" He laughed and said "Well laying your head on my shoulder doesn't help" Also laughing I said "Well what can I do then?" With a grin he said "Well you could come closer and..." He didn't even finish his sentence. Instead he leaned in and began kissing me. I giggled and wrapped my arms around him as I kissed him back. I almost gasped when I felt his tongue go in my mouth. Instead of stopping him I just tongue kissed him as well and moaned when rubbed my thigh. Jesse got out of the driver side and went to the back, taking me with him. Then he pulled me onto his lap and we continued to kiss. His hands rubbed up and down my back as he pressed me tighter on him. I couldn't help myself...I wanted to be fully on him and so I straddled him. He moaned as I moved and adjusted myself. Then he began kissing my neck and I moaned. I was so turned on right now and even though I knew we shouldn't be doing this I didn't care! I wanted him so badly and from straddling his lap I felt through his jeans that he wanted me just as badly. Jesse went back to kissing my lips and I felt his hand going up my shirt. I moaned and stopped kissing his lips so I could kiss his neck. He moaned and rubbed my leg up and down. In a whisper I said "Oh God Jesse....Jesse stop" Confused he looked at me and said "Stop?" I nodded out of breath and said "I'm not taking birth control and I'm sure you don't have a condom...I don't want to get pregnant" With a grin he said "There's other ways we can please each other without going all the way" I giggled and blushed as I said "Oh God but here in your back seat?" He just shrugged and said "Well I'm ready, you're ready, its dark outside and my windows are tinted anyway. Why not?" With a grin I said "Oh man I never did this before..." He also grinned and said "Well then you don't have to do anything this time. I'll take care of you" I blushed as he went back to kissing my neck. Then he whispered in my ear "Its a good thing you're wearing shorts...makes this much easier" I gasped and moaned as his right hand went under my shorts and underwear and he began rubbing. I layed back and bit my bottom lip hard. He got on top of me and began kissing me some more as he rubbed. It felt so good I had to keep bitting my bottom lip to keep myself from screaming! A few minutes later my legs got weak as I orgasmed a little. He grinned and said "Wow that was quick" I laughed so out of breath and said "I feel so bad now. What about you?" Jesse also laughed and said "Its okay. I'm happy if you're happy" With a grin I sat up and straddled him again. Then I grinded on his lap as I kissed him. He moaned and help me tight. Soon he must have been about to lose it because he said "Okay okay I'm gonna end up ruining my underwear!" I giggled and said "Well I ruined mine" He grinned and then moaned when I grinded faster and tongue kissed him. He moaned my name and held me tight as we kissed. Then he groaned and I knew he lost it. Out of breath he said "Oh God Em" I just laughed and kissed him one last time. Then he said "Okay we should go home now and change" I laughed and said "Yea we should!" We both went back to the front of his car and he drove us back to his house. When we got there I took his hand and said with a grin "Shower with me?" He laughed and said "Well if thats what you want" We went into the shower and I began rubbing soap all over Jesse. He grinned and then rubbed soap all over me. After we rinsed off we made out for a bit. When we were done we got out and put on some clean clothes. Grinning Jesse said "I love you. You know that? You're amazing" I laughed and said "Well I love you more! And you're more amazing!" He laughed also and said "No no you can't love me more. The love I have for you is too big and strong to be topped. And you are more amazing then me hands down" I laughed some more and said "Fine I am very amazing but I still love you more!" I gasped so surprised when he lifted me up and tossed me over his shoulder. Then he threw me on the bed and got on top of me. I moaned as he kissed me hard and fast. Then he whispered in my ear "How about we love each other equally?" I giggled and whispered back "Okay fine" He grinned and went back to kissing me. A little while later he stopped and said "Let me know when you want to go to sleep" I laughed and said "Well I'm kinda tired now" Jesse smiled and said "Okay so goodnight then. Love you beautiful" I smiled back and said "Night. Love you too" He kissed me one last time and then we layed down in each other's arms.

Jesse's POV:
Smiling big I said goodnight to Em, kissed her, and then held her in my arms. She fell asleep right away and I stood up for a bit. I really couldn't wait till she graduated in a couple of days and moved in permanently! I was definitely loving having her in my bed every night and when we made love I loved it even more! She was just so amazing in so many ways and I really felt blessed and lucky to have her. I smiled big when I thought about the future. She would make a great mother! I could just imagine our son or daughter. I hoped they look just like her! Just the thought of it: my son or my daughter...and Emma being the mother of my son or daughter made me feel like the happiest guy in the world. I was in love with my family that I'd have with her even though it didn't really exist yet. I smiled bigger when I remembered Katie wasn't pregnant with my kid. So that meant any kids I had from now on would be with Emma and only Emma. I couldn't wait to have our little family. I would give them anything and everything they ever wanted. Grinning big I ran my hands through Em's hair and kissed her cheek. Then I sighed and closed my eyes. Soon I was asleep too.

I just realized...I'm dragging this story along lmao its longer then part 1! So if it gets boring please let me know! <333

Chapter 27: Two days later; The day of the Graduation
Today was Emma's graduation. Finally all of her stuff was moved into my place. After the ceremony we were all going to go out to eat. I smiled when I saw Em in her dress. She grinned at me and said "How do I look?" I also grinned and said "Amazingly beautiful as always" She smiled big and kissed me. Then I said "I think I want to give you your gift now" She laughed and said "Okay" Grinning I got the bag and handed it to her as I said "Happy Graduation. Congrats" She smiled and thanked me. Then she looked in the bag and grinned. Looking happy she said "Oh wow I always wanted Paris Hilton's perfume! And now I have the whole set!" I laughed and said "Yup. Maybe you can put some on now?" Still smiling she nodded and sprayed some of it on herself. I grinned big and said "I'm glad I got you this. You smell delicious" She giggled and said "Why thank you" We got in my car and drove to the ceremony. She went with the rest of the graduates and I went into the audience. The ceremony was sweet. I smiled when I saw Em's parents. They smiled back and waved. Soon it was over and the graduates left the stage. Jenna, Dana and Emma walked over to me and Eric. All of their parents came over too. Everyone who didn't know each other met. Then Emma's father said to her "Your mother and I want to take you out to eat" She smiled and said "Oh but I was going to go eat with Jesse, Jenna, Eric and Dana" Jenna's mom said "Well why don't well all eat together?" Eric's father nodded and said "Sounds good!" Dana's parents also nodded and so it was all set. We all piled into our cars and drove to a big restaurant in China Town. We went to a Chinese buffet and sat at a large table. Everyone smiled and said "Awww" when Eric gave Jenna the bear and she got excited and kissed him. I really was jealous of Eric...he was already married to the girl of his dreams. Then again he told me they have been going out for about six years! If I weren't stupid back in the past Emma and I would have been going out for three years. Whats done is done though. Now that I have her back I don't plan on ever losing her again. When we were all stuffed we talked for a while to each other. Then Dana's parents took her to go get a gift for her. Of course Emma's parents wanted to spend more time with her. Jenna and Emma were both going to spend the rest of the day with their parents. As they went into the car Em walked up to me with a smile and said "I'll see you later on tonight Jess" I also smiled and said "I can't wait!" We kissed and then I kissed her neck slowly. She laughed and said "Jesse what are you doing? We're in public and my parents could be watching!" I also laughed and said "I can't help it! You're irresistible!" I grinned surprised when she went and kissed my neck. With a giggle she said "I'm not sure what time I'll be back but I'll call you when I know" I smiled and said "Hurry home" as I hugged her. She smiled big and said "Aw home?" I laughed and said "Yea. You live with me now so my home is your home!" Still smiling big she said "Aww. I love you" After hugging and kissing her one last time I said "I love you too" Then I watched as she got into her parents' car with Jenna and her mom. Once the car drove off I saw my mother coming up to me. When I told her Em graduated today she decided to come and see the ceremony. When she was next to me she said "Aww you really do love her don't you?" I felt myself blush a bit for some reason as I said "You were watching us?" She just smiled big and said "She's a great girl Jess. I can see her in our family for sure!" I smiled and said "Thanks mom. Yea I love her to death!" My mother then grinned as she said "You know...you two would make beautiful children. When are you going to make me a grandmother?" I just laughed and said "Uh well...I mean we're not even married or anything" She chuckled and said "Well if I were you I'd get to popping the question real soon. She's got brains and beauty! Make her yours before someone else tries to grab her" I just laughed some more and said "How do you know I want to marry her?" My mother looked at me for a few seconds and then said back "Oh I know. Besides the fact that you said you love her to death, I can see it in the way you look at her. And the way you two are with each other. You risked your life pushing her out of the way of an out of control car Jesse! How much more obvious can it be?" Grinning I said "Well of course its obvious to you. You're my mother!" She laughed and kissed me cheek. Then she said "In all seriousness...I adore Emma. She really is good for you Jess and I think you're good for her! If you don't ask her to marry you I'll ask for you!" Now I cracked up as I said "Mom! Don't worry. Everything happens in due time." With a smile she said "Well. Why don't you come home and spend time with us? We miss you! I'll make you a nice home cooked meal!" I smiled and said "Okay yea sure mom." She smiled bigger and we walked to the car and drove on to Westchester. Everyone was happy to see me. The last time they saw me I was using crutches. My mother made us a big meal and we all ate and talked with each other. To my surprise my mother turned to my father and said "Could you picture Emma as a part of our family? Maybe sitting here and eating meals with us from time to time?" My father chuckled and looked at me as he said "Yes I can. She is a very sweet young lady. Why do you ask?" I laughed and didn't know what to say. My mother continued on "Because I think she should be for sure! What about kids? Do you see her as the mother of our grand children?" Lea and Timmy cracked up and even my dad did a little. Now everyone was looking at me and so I said "What?" My father shrugged and said "Now now Ging don't pressure him to do anything just yet. He still has his whole career ahead of him" I laughed when she said back "Yes I know but I want grandchildren already!" Still laughing I said "Mom its not like I don't ever want kids. Trust me I do. I promise I'll give you grandchildren" My mom grinned big and said "Good! I want to spoil my grandbabies!" Everyone laughed when Timmy said "Hey what about me! You can spoil me!" Still laughing my mom said "I do spoil you! I just want a baby to spoil too!" We all laughed a bit more and then had desert. Soon it was getting late. I got up and said "I have to go. I'll see you all again soon" After they all hugged me I went back into my car and drove back to Manhattan. When I got there it was about one 11pm. Emma wasn't there so after I went into the living room and watched some tv. I was tired though and ended up falling asleep. When I woke up it was three in the morning and Emma was snuggled against me on the couch fast asleep. Smiling I rubbed her arm and whispered "Em wake up" She moaned and looked up sleepily at me. I laughed and said "Why didn't you wake me up so we could go to the bed?" Em smiled and said back "Well you looked so peaceful and I didn't want to disturb you" I smiled also and took her hand as I said "You could have disturbed me. I wouldn't mind" She giggled and said "I bet you wouldn't!" Laughing I pulled her up with me and led her to the bed. Once we were snuggled in the bed I asked her in a whisper "How do you feel about kids? I know when we were 18 you said you would want to have my kids. Do you feel the same?" She turned to face me and said with a big smile "I love kids and I love you. Just imagine how much love I'd have for your kids!" I grinned and said "Good to know. My mom kept asking me when we were going to give her grandchildren" She laughed and said "Aww. She sounds like she wants them right now!" I also laughed and said "I bet she does" Then I looked into her eyes as I said "I hope they're just like you. Beautiful and perfect." Grinning she said "Aww! I'm not perfect though" Also grinning I said back "Well you are to me!" Em leaned in and kissed me. Then she went in my arms and I hugged her tight. As I ran my hands through her hair she whispered "Jesse?" and I said "Yea Em?" With a sigh she continued "I love kids and I really do want to have them but...I'm scared to death of giving birth. I know its silly but it looks so painful and all I can think of is I'll bleed to death" Shocked I sat up and said "Don't think that Emma! That would never happen!" She also sat up and shrugged as she said "Well I know but I can't help it. Thats just how I feel" Pulling her close I rubbed her back as I hugged her and said "I promise nothing will happen to you. If that were the case then we'd adopt" She giggled and said "Okay. As long as you're there with me when the time comes I guess I'll be okay" With a smile I said "Where else would I be?" We kissed one last time and then lied back down. As always, we fell asleep in each other's arms.

Emma's POV:
I woke up with a gasp and my heart pounding. I just dreamed that I was giving birth and I wouldn't stop bleeding! In the dream Jesse said 'It will stop in a few days I promise!' It was all so weird and painful. When I looked beside me I saw Jesse wasn't there. Just as I was about to get up he walked in with a mug of coffee. Grinning he said "Morning beautiful. I made us some coffee" Smiling I said "Thank you. I'll go wash up real quick" He nodded and walked off to the kitchen. After I brushed my teeth and quickly showered I went into the kitchen. It smelled so good and I smiled big when I saw Jesse had a omelet cooking. He also smiled and said "Up for an omelet?" I nodded and sat at the table. When it was done he placed them in two plated and walked over to the table. We ate and made plans for today. Grinning Jesse said "So you're done with school and I'm not on tour or anything at the moment. What should we do with our free time?" I giggled and began to think. Still grinning Jesse said "Ohh I know! Let's go to a Yankee game!" I laughed and said "For real?" He also laughed and said "Yeaaa they're playing today and I want to see them! Unless you want to do something else? We can do whatever you want" Smiling I said "We can go see the Yankees" With a grin he said "I'll get you a nice cap too!" I giggled and said "Okayyy cool!" We got dressed and then went to get some caps. Then he went and got us tickets. Soon we were in the stadium wearing our new caps and munching on peanuts and soda. It was actually really fun! I went to a Yankee game a few times with my dad when I was younger but it wasn't really fun to me. I guess it is now since I'm no longer a little girl. After the game we went down to Coney Island and rode all of the rides. Jesse was acting like such a kid! He had me cracking up! He won me a stuffed animal and convinced me to go on the wooden roller coaster. It was getting dark outside and so I said "Hm are we going to eat out or go and cook?" Jesse laughed and said "Well its kinda late to cook. Let's go out" Grinning I said "You know what I would love?" Also grinning Jesse said back "No what?" I giggled and said "A ham and cheese hero, honey BBQ chips and a bottle of ginger ale!" He laughed and said "You want a sandwich with soda and chips for dinner?" I nodded and said "Uhuh and I want to eat it in Central Park. Like a picnic you know? We can eat and then make out under the stars" Jesse grinned some more and said "Okay then sounds good to me!" We went into a deli and ordered our sandwiches. After we got the chips, soda and some candy, Jesse went and bought a blanket to lay in the grass with. Then we went to Central Park. I really enjoyed the meal and laughed when Jesse said "Wow that was really good!" He went next to me and hugged me. We layed down staring at the stars and Jesse said "You know that my world has twice as many stars in the sky because you live?" Smiling big I said "Hmm I guess I kinda did" He grinned and said "So if I recall correctly you said we were going to make out under the stars" Also grinning I said back "Whenever you make a move we will!" I giggled when he pulled me close and, with a grin, began kissing me. I sighed as I enjoyed this perfect night making out with Jesse under the starry night sky.

awww so cute becs! those two are soo cute together! i can't wait to have a story with me and him together!!!

Yay I'm so happy you're still enjoying this! Here's more! =]


Chapter 27: A couple of months later
My life is absolutely perfect. I have great friends, great parents, and of course a great boyfriend! Living and being with Jesse really makes me so happy. We were everything a perfect couple could be! We were crazily attracted to each other, madly in love and were also best friends. I honestly could not ever see myself with anyone else, not even Sean! I laughed at my teen self now for thinking that I loved Sean. Then again he was my first love and I did have some pretty deep/strong emotions and feelings for him. Nothing compares to what I feel for Jesse though! I smiled as I looked beside me and saw Jesse sleeping peacefully. It was late afternoon and he was exhausted so I let him take a nap. He was knocked out for a few hours now so I gently shoved his shoulder and said "Jesse get up" With a groan he slowly opened his eyes and said "What time is it?" Looking at the wall clock I responded "Ten to six" Sitting up quickly he said "Oh wow I'm sorry! I didn't mean to sleep the whole afternoon!" Grinning I said "Its okay" and kissed him. Then he said "So are you hungry?" I nodded and said "I wanted to ask you. Jenna invited us over for dinner! Wanna go?" He nodded and said "Yea okay" After splashing some cold water on his face we got in his car and he drove us over to Jenna and Eric's house. Jenna grinned big and hugged me when she saw me. We haven't seen each other in a few days...almost a week! We were just really wrapped up in our relationships and getting adjusted to living as adults on our own. Eric walked over excited to Jesse and said "Hey man check out the new HD TV we got! The sports channel looks so epic!" Jesse grinned and said "You got the last Giants game on there? I missed it!" I could tell Jesse and Eric were getting excited about the game. Jesse turned to me and said "I'm going to go into the living room with Eric and check out their new TV okay?" I nodded and when they went to the living room I turned and went into the kitchen to help Jen finish up dinner. With a smile I said to her "So how is the married life?" Smiling big she said "Its great! I love it! Once we settle into our careers and have a nice house we're going to have kids!" I grinned big and said "Oh wow I'm so happy for you!" She said thanks and soon dinner was ready. We all sat and ate as we enjoyed each others company. When we were done Jesse wanted to go right back to the living room to watch more sports with Eric. So me and Jenna stayed in the kitchen and chatted. Soon I said with a grin "Think they had enough sports? I want Jesse to hug me up in his arms!" Jenna giggled and said "Maybe? Go check while I clean the dishes" Nodding I went into the living room. Jesse and Eric weren't even watching the tv. Instead they were talking in low voices. Clearing my throat I said "Um are you guys done?" Jesse actually jumped up a bit like I scared him and Eric laughed. Then Jesse said "Done? With what?" Looking at him confused I said "Watching the game..." Jesse said "Oh..." and Eric laughed and said "Its okay man. I'll give you my number and we can text" I just looked at them strange and said "Huh. Well its pretty late Jesse. I think we should go now" Smiling he said "Yea okay" Then to Eric he said "I'll text you later so we can uh finish our convo" Eric laughed some more and said "Yup okay" I was so curious now to know what they were talking about! Jenna came in and said "Aw you guys are leaving already?" I nodded and said "Yea its pretty late" With a smile Jenna said "We don't mind if you stay a bit later right Eric?" He nodded and said "Nope not at all" Jesse grinned big and said "Okay cool!" Then he turned to me and said "Why don't you go up to the bedroom with Jenna? Maybe watch a movie or something?" I frowned a bit and said "Oh uh okay" Jesse also frowned and said "Well actually lets all watch a movie then" Smiling I said "No its okay. Talk with Eric" Shaking his head he said "I'll text him later" Pulling me close he said "C'mon lets watch a movie" Jenna laughed and walked over to Eric. Soon we were all siting in the dark and watching a movie. It kinda felt like we were in the movies cause of the great picture quality from the tv. I smiled big and snuggled against Jesse as he rubbed my leg up and down. About an hour into the movie I heard Jen whispering to Eric. When I looked over I saw he looked so tired. He tried opening his eyes wider and I heard him whisper "I'm okay babe" He ended up resting his head on Jenna's shoulder. Another hour and a half later the movie was over. Eric yawned so big and said "Okay I'm about to collapse here. I'll talk to you guys soon. Sorry Jesse but I'm about to knock out! Text me first thing tomorrow morning kay?" Jesse nodded and said "Its okay man. Get some sleep" We made our way to the door and said goodnight to Jenna and Eric. Then Jesse drove us on home. When we got there we dressed for bed and layed in each others arms. With a sigh I said "I'm kinda curious. What were you and Eric talking about?" He was silent for a moment before he said back "Just guy stuff" I nodded even though I wanted a better answer. Looking into his eyes I whispered "Do you love me Jesse?" Grinning huge he said "Of course I do. I love you with all of my heart and then some!" I giggled and snuggled up on his chest. For some reason he made me nervous when he was talking to Eric...it felt like he was hiding something from me. Deciding it was nothing I closed my eyes and whispered "Night. Love you Jess" I felt him kiss my lips as he said "Night. Love you too Em"

Morning came and the sun was streaming in through the window. When I woke Jesse up he looked so tired. With a smile I said "Didn't you get any sleep?" Also smiling he said "Not really. I wasn't tired because of that big nap I took so I wrote to my best friend Jake on BBM. Nodding I said "Oh okay. So what do you want to do today?" Right away he got his Blackberry and said as he texted "Well I was going to make plans to meet up with Eric" Grinning I said "Oh okay so we're going to go out with Jen and Eric?" Smiling awkwardly he said back "Well no. I meant just me and Eric" Also feeling awkward I said "Oh" Coming closer to me Jesse said "I'll spend tonight with you okay?" I nodded and smiled although I had a weird feeling. I couldn't tell if I should be worried about it or not. Jesse kissed me and said "Spend some quality time with Jenna" I nodded and said "Okay" Jesse frowned and said "You're not upset with me right?" Shrugging I said "Well no not really" He smiled again and said back "Good. I'll be back before you know it" We kissed and then got dressed. Jesse drove us over to Jenna and Eric's house. Right away Eric came out and said "Ready?" Jesse nodded and then turned to me and said "See you later Em. Love you" After kissing me one last time I got out of the car and watched as Eric took my spot and they drove away. I walked up to Jenna and said "Whats up with those two? They're like bff's now!"She laughed and said "Yea might be!" I also laughed and said "What do you want to do?"With a grin she said :Lets go to our favorite place in the mall!" I laughed and we went into her car as we made our way to Victoria's Secret. When we got into the lingerie section I picked out a few things. While we looked around Jen said "Those two were texting really early this morning! Like at five or so" Surprised I said "Oh really?" She nodded and said "Eric got up for a snack and then texted Jesse. They sent texts back and forth for over an hour but when I asked about it Eric refused to tell me what they were talking about. He said it was just guy stuff" I laughed and said "Thats what Jesse said to me last night! Man I have to know what they're talking about!" With a laugh Jen said "Well if you find out let me know!" I nodded and we picked out a few things. After we payed for our purchases we went and got lunch. Then we went and got some summer clothing. We were shopping for a few hours now when Jenna said "Wanna go get our hair and nails done at the salon?" I nodded and said "Yea okay! Might as well have a true girls day out!" So, we made our way to the salon and got our hair and nails done. Then we still had time left in our day and so we decided to catch a movie and go out for dinner too. Finally it was getting dark and Jesse sent me a message on BBM saying he was on his way home. With a smile I said "Jesse and Eric are on their way home!" We got into Jen's car and she dropped me off. Then we said bye and she drove to her house. With a grin I took my bag from Victoria's Secret and made my way to the bathroom. Maybe I could seduce Jesse into telling me!

Jesse's POV:
It was late and I was so tired. Trying to keep this from Emma was so hard and even stressful! When I got home I took off my kicks and plopped on my bed. I heard the shower running so I guess Emma was there taking a shower. A little while later she came out wearing a sexy lingerie set that looked brand new. Grinning at me she said "Hey Jess" and bit her bottom lip. She just looked so sexy and I instantly became turned on. Also grinning I said "Wow you really missed me huh?" With a giggle she nodded and came into bed next to me. Then she began kissing my lips softly. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her back. Then I moaned when I felt her tongue go in my mouth as she rubbed my side. Giggling she said "Do you want me Jesse?" I nodded feeling so turned on and began to kiss her neck. Now Em moaned as I hugged her tight and began rubbing down her back. Bringing her hips up to me she caressed my shoulder and ran her hands through my hair. I moaned again and said :God Em you're driving me crazy! Hold on let me take off my shirt and jeans" Before I could do it she stopped me and laughed. Confused I also laughed and said "Uh okay we can do it with my clothes still on if thats what you want" As I went back to kissing her neck she said "So you want me?" I laughed some more and said "Yes I do!" With a grin she said "Then tell me what you and Eric were talking about and I'm all yours" Shocked I stopped kissing her and said with a laugh "You're bribing me? With sex?" Em giggled and said "Yea I guess I am! I promise you can have me any way you want if you just tell me!" As she said the last part she bite her bottom lip again and I felt myself getting harder. Taking a deep breath I said "I can't tell you Em" Frowning she said "Why not? What are you hiding?" I didn't want her to be upset with me so I was just about to tell her but then I changed my mind. With a sigh I said "Nothing. Its nothing major. Well nothing bad" She just looked at me for a second and I became shocked when I saw a tear slide down her cheek. Concerned I scooted closer to her and said "Don't cry Em!" Hugging me tight she said "I feel so weird and nervous! Why can't you just tell me?" Frowning I said "I'm sorry you feel that way but I don't want you to know about this. At least not right now" Still frowning she said in a low voice "Is it Katie?" I quickly shook my head and said "No its not! I promise you have nothing to worry about!" She said back "But you're not going to tell me?" I shook my head no and she frowned some more. Feeling bad I tried to kiss her but she turned away and layed on her side facing away from me. With a sigh I said "Don't be mad at me Em" In a low voice she said "I'm not. Night Jesse" I sighed again and then went to take a shower. When I came out Emma looked like she was asleep but she might have been faking it. I went under the covers and hugger her close to me. She didn't really stop me but at the same time she didn't snuggle up to me like she normally does. I had a feeling this would happen. This is exactly what I told Eric! I for sure had to meet up with him again tomorrow. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep. With all the worry and stress it was a while before I fell asleep. I mean, I have nothing to worry about. At least I hoped not. Never have I been more nervous in my entire life.

wow! this is getting crazy again! i wanna know what is going on now!!! i hope it's nothing bad!! uh oh....

lol here's more!!

Chapter 28:
Moaning softly I slowly opened my eyes. Beside me felt cold and when I looked I saw that Emma wasn't there. I searched the bathroom, the kitchen and the entire house but she wasn't here. There was a note in the kitchen though. It said 'Going to hang out with Jen, Dana & Amy. Eric won't tell me what you guys are talking about either. He just said to trust you & I do. Be back later tonight. Love, Emma' I felt kinda sad and even bad now. Usually she woke me up either with kisses or by rubbing my shoulder and then after we got cleaned up we ate together and made plans for the day. I called Eric and right away he said "Hey man you ready to go?" I said yea and he continued "Emma came here and wanted to talk to me alone. She asked me if you were talking with Katie or something." With a sigh I said "Well what did you tell her?" He laughed and said back "I told her that you love her and she needs to trust you because there is nothing to worry about" I also laughed and said "Thanks. I feel so nervous though! I never thought I would feel this way but I do" Eric then said "She loves you man. There's nothing to be nervous about. I promise you guys are going to be better then ever once this is all done" I smiled again and said "Yea I guess I know that. I guess I just love her so much that I'm afraid of what her reaction will be when I finally tell her. I mean, 97 percent of me feels confident that I have nothing to worry about but the other 3 percent that feels nervous is taking over by storm the more I think I about it!" He laughed some more and said "That's why I'm here to help you. Don't worry. If things don't work out you can always live with me and Jenna" I also laughed and said "Not helping man!" Still laughing he said "You know I'm just screwing with you. You have nothing to worry about!" I sighed and said "Okay well I'm gonna go get dressed. I guess you can come over so we can do the rest of this online" Eric said "Yup okay. Jenna already left with Em and the other girls so I'm alone here. I'll be there soon" I nodded and said "Okay see you soon" We hung up and then I went and got dressed. About an hour later Eric was at my door. I let him in and we went into the living room. As we sat I got out my laptop and began to go online. As I was doing so Eric's Blackberry buzzed. He grinned when he looked at it and showed me. It was a picture of Jenna, Dana, Amy and of course Emma. They were standing next to a large tank and there was a shark in the water. I also grinned and said "Where is this?" He laughed and said "Well its the aquarium" Shocked I said "Wait isn't the New York Aquarium in Brooklyn??" He nodded and I continued "So she went there by herself?? Its dangerous over there isn't it??" He laughed some more and said "Calm down man! She's there with three other girls, one of them being my wife! I'm not freaking out and neither should you. It's not even all that dangerous in the part they're in" Nodding I said "Well okay. I just wish she would have gone with me" I was online now and Eric helped me out some more. We surfed the web for about an hour and then we were hungry so I ordered us some pizza. After we ate we went right back to work. We ended up being online longer then we needed to because I kept changing my mind. Finally I made a decision and Eric said with a laugh "Done for real this time?" I also laughed and said "Yea I am. Now we just have to go and pick up some stuff" He nodded and said "So by the end of today everything should be all set and done! You gonna tell Emma?" I thought for a second and said "I'll tell her some of it but not everything." He nodded and said "Okay then lets go and pick up everything else" I also nodded and we went and got into my car.

Emma's POV:
Jenna, Dana and Amy saw I was feeling kinda down and so they all decided to treat me and take me to the New York Aquarium in Brooklyn. With a sigh I said "I fell so bad for being mean to Jesse. I do trust him but I hate that he's hiding something from me! All I can think of is the last time he hid something from me. I ended up finding out he was seeing Katie everyday cause she was supposedly pregnant with his kid and he didn't even tell me! I had to find out through Katie herself!" Amy smiled and said "Well you said Katie is in LA right?" I nodded and she continued "Well then I'm sure he's not seeing her again" Dana nodded and said "Yea he's crazy about you Emma! You remember how persistent he was when we were in LA and he was trying to get you back! You even told us that he said he would retire from performing and making music just to be with you!" I smiled when I remembered also. It was a few months ago and I can still remember the look in his eyes. He looked desperate, like he really would do anything and everything to have me back. Now that he has me I seriously doubt he would do anything that would make him lose me again. I laughed out loud when Jenna said almost the exact thing I was thinking "So you see Em, I doubt Jesse would do something stupid and risk losing you after he worked hard to get you back!" I nodded and said "Yea you're right. Thanks girls!" They all smiled at me and said you're welcome. Then I said "I'm going to call Jesse real quick" They nodded and I walked a few feet away. Jesse picked up on the second ring and said "Emma! Are you-" I cut him off and said "I'm not mad at you Jess. I was a bit upset last night and this morning but after Eric told me what he did and I talked with the girls I feel much better. Sorry I acted the way I did with you" I knew he was smiling as he said back "Don't worry about it. When you come home I'll tell you" I smiled big and said "Really?" He laughed and said "Yup. I'm ready for you to know" I also laughed and said "Now I'm not even curious! You were probably talking about how good your exes were in bed or something" Jesse cracked up and said "No we weren't. If we were all I would talk about is how amazing you are in bed! Trust me though you should be very curious" I smiled big and said "Well I can't wait till tonight!" Jesse laughed and said "I have to go. I'll see you later. I love you Emma" I smiled bigger and said "Okay I love you too Jesse" We hung up and I walked back to the girls. We finished looking at all of the sea animals and then Amy said "Let's go to the Cheesecake Factory! I hear they have a tour every Wednesday and at the end of the tour you get free samples!" We all got excited and agreed to go. The tour was pretty good! We got to see how they made the cheesecake from scratch. Then at the end we got to sample different flavors. I loved the New York Cheesecake, the Strawberry Swirl Cheesecake and the Mocha Cheesecake. We were all full sampling a whole bunch of small pieces and so we decided to go for pizza for dinner. As we ate Jenna said to me "So he's going to tell you tonight?" and I nodded. Then she said "Okay then I'm going to ask Eric!" I laughed and said "Okay so tonight before we go to sleep lets text each other what they told us and see if their stories match up!" Jenna also laughed and said "Hah yea okay!" Dana and Amy looked at us and Amy said "So yeaaa do we get to know too?" I laughed some more and said "Yea of course! I'll text you both too" They both smiled and Dana said excited "Ohh I hope its something good!" With a grin I said "So do I!" After we ate we stood at the pizza shop for another 40 minutes talking. Then we got up and Jenna dropped each of us off. She left me for last and as we pulled up she said "If they have different stories I'm going to kick Eric to the curb! You can come over and stay the night with me and those too lying bastards can sleep together at your place since they're bff's now!" I cracked up and said "Okay. I doubt they'll lie to us though" Jen giggled and said "Same here but hey you never know! Gotta plan just in case" I laughed some more and said "Well then we're all set!" We said goodbye and I let myself inside. Jesse was on the couch trying to watch tv but he was nodding off. With a smile I sat next to him and kissed his cheek. His eyes opened wide as he said "I didn't hear you come in!" I giggled and said "I just got in. Sorry again I was acting so silly. I do trust you" He smiled and said "Its okay Em. Really. After what happened with Katie a few months ago I really don't blame you" After I snuggled up next to him he kissed the top of my head and asked "Did you get to eat dinner?" I nodded and said "Yup. We were at the Cheesecake Factory and got a whole bunch of free samples. We ended up eating pizza cause we were kinda stuffed" Jesse laughed and said "Oh I'm jealous of you" I giggled and said "Don't be. We can go together soon" He nodded and rested his head on top of my shoulder, closing his eyes. I moved so I could face him and said "Why are you still so tired? This is the second day in a row now where you can barely keep your eyes open!" He laughed and yawned. Then he said "Well I guess now is a good time to tell you what we were talking about. Then you'll know why I'm so tired" I sucked in a deep breath as I waited for him to tell me. Even though I trusted him completely I was still nervous to hear what he was going to say. He looked into my eyes and said "I was planning a surprise for you" I grinned big as he continued "Since this is like our summer vacation I decided we should really go on vacation. I was planning with Eric where we should go and stuff. Today I went online and booked us tickets. I thought you would enjoy going to the place where we first met" My eyes got big and I said so very excited "We're going to Hawaii??" Jesse laughed and nodded. Surprised I said "I haven't been there since I was 16 when I met you! Wow this is great! Thank you so much Jesse!" He laughed some more when I got on top of him and attacked him with kisses. Then I said "Why didn't you just tell me?" Grinning he said back "I wanted it to be a surprise and I didn't really want to tell you until I had everything set. And well now it's all set. We leave for Hawaii tomorrow night" I got even more surprised as I said "Tomorrow night?? That's in 24 hours! I haven't even packed or anything!" Jesse laughed again and said "We have all day tomorrow to pack. I promise it'll just be me and you packing and spending time with each other tomorrow" I smiled big at him and said "You're a wonderful boyfriend Jesse and I am so lucky to have you!" He also smiled big and said "Nah I'm the one lucky to have such an amazing girlfriend!" Still smiling I said "I love you Jesse" He also was still smiling as he said "And I love you Emma" We kissed and he layed me back on the sofa. After we made out for a bit he said "I wish I could continues kissing you, maybe even go to second base but I feel like a zombie right now! I really need to get some sleep" I smiled and said "Okay. Let's get ready for bed" He smiled also and we kissed again. Then he got up and took my hand as he led me to the bedroom. While Jesse was in the bathroom I saw I had a text from Jenna. Before I read it I sent her a text saying 'Jesse booked us tickets to Hawaii! I'm going to Hawaii Jen!!' After I sent it I looked at the text she sent me. It said 'So Eric said Jesse wanted to take you to Hawaii. He also said you guys are going to have a perfect mini vaca!' I laughed relieved and sent another text saying 'Guess we won't be kicking anyone to the curb tonight!' Jen wrote back a few minutes later 'Yay I'm so happy for you! You better make sure he packs some condoms!' I laughed out loud and wrote back 'Jenna! Who said we were going to have sex?? We're merely going to relax & enjoy each other's company' Jenna wrote back less then a minute later 'Well according to Eric you might be so happy with Jesse that you're gonna end up giving him some! ;D' I laughed and said 'Well tell Eric to stop giving Jess ideas!' Jenna wrote back 'lmao well Eric is grinning right now & said for you to tell Jesse "Good luck man! Hope you get some!" Soooo yea hehe' I cracked up and said 'omg wow. Jesse is going to get it! I'll text you 2morrow though. =]' Jenna wrote back 'lmao don't kill him! You know guys always talk about sex anyway. Okay ttyt. Love ya <3' I wrote back 'Love you too <3' and just as I sent it Jesse came out of the bathroom in his boxer briefs and his body was all wet. With a grin I said "You didn't dry up?" He laughed and said "No I just want to go to sleep and besides its hot out so I know I'll dry up quickly" He went into bed next to me and I said "Eric says to tell you this" and showed him the text. Jesse laughed and got a bit red as he said "Oh uh I'll have to thank him soon" Shaking my head I said "You better not be talking to Eric about our sex life!" Jesse laughed and said "What sex life?" My jaw dropped and I said "Oh okay thats how you want to be!" and I buried my face in my pillow. He laughed some more and said "I'm just kidding Em. You know that" as he rubbed my back. Giggling I went into his arms and he hugged me tight. With a sigh he said "We can sleep in tomorrow and then get right to packing" I nodded and yawned a bit also feeling so tired. In a low voice I said "I love you Jesse McCartney" He chuckled and said "I love you Emma Nelson" I snuggled my face in his chest as he squeezed me tight against him. Within minutes we were both knocked out.

Jesse's POV:
We woke up at around 11am. Em was so excited as she said "Nine more hours before we get on a plane to Hawaii!" I grinned and was so happy that she was happy. I hoped once we got there I could make her even more happier. As she showered I called Eric. He picked up and said "Did you get my well wishes?" I laughed and said "Yes I did and thanks. I hope I do too but it will still be perfect even if I don't" He then said "Awwww" and I cracked up. With a laugh Eric said "I told Jenna the other part of it but made her swear not to tell Em." I nodded and said "Okay good. By this time tomorrow I should be waking up in a hotel with Emma in my arms!" Eric laughed and said "Lucky you! I can't wait to take Jen somewhere for our one year wedding anniversary" I smiled big and said "Well if you need help just let me know! You were such a big help to me" He chuckled and said "Okay I will. I'm going to give Jen a nice romantic weekend while you guys are away in Hawaii. So at least one of us will be getting some" I laughed some more and said "Well thanks for rubbing it in my face" He said back "No problem man. I guess I'll talk to you in a few days" I nodded and said "Yup. If the next time you see me and I'm in tears you'll know it didn't go as planned" Eric laughed and said "Its going to go exactly as planned" We said our goodbyes and then I went and got out our bags and started to pack. When Emma came out of the bathroom she had on panties and a spaghetti strap tank top. I grinned big as I eyed her body and really hoped I 'got some' as Eric put it. With a smile she walked over to me and said "Oh you got a head start" I nodded and said "I'll go get us some coffee and bagels while you also start" Smiling at me she said "Okay Jess" and I went on down to the kitchen. Ten minutes later I came back up with our breakfast and we ate while we packed. About an hour later I said "There's some things we might have to buy" She laughed and said "Like what?" I shrugged and said with a laugh "Lets just go to the mall just in case when we finish packing" She nodded and after we finished breakfast we went right back to packing. Another hour passed and we were almost done. With a grin I said "Go and get dressed before I lose my mind! Lets go on to the mall now" She giggled again and went and got dressed. Then we drove to the mall. I bought us some beach towels, blankets and sun screen. I then got us a couple of thermoses and a little cooler so we could bring some food with us to the beach. To my surprise Em said "Lets go to the Pharmacy to get the sun screen cause theres something else we'll need there" I nodded and payed for the stuff. Then we went to the pharmacy. I got a big bottle of sun screen. Then Em led me to the back and I got surprised when she stopped in front of the condoms. She grinned at me and said "Just in case. Better to be safe then sorry" I nodded also grinning and we picked out a box. Then we went and payed. The girl at the register grinned big and said "Oh my God! You're Jesse McCartney!" I smiled and said "Yea thats me" She blushed and looked at me and Emma when she saw the box of condoms. I just laughed and probably turned a bit red myself. After she rung up my purchases she asked for an autograph. I signed her New York Yankee Cap for her and then Em and I went and got back in the car. Smiling Emma said "Wow you sure do have a lot of fans everywhere!" I nodded and said "Yea its crazy how much girls love me" She laughed and said "Okay Mr.Ego!" I also laughed and said "You know what I mean" She smiled and rested her head on my shoulder. Soon we were home and finished packing. I ordered us some food and we ate and talked about our trip. It was now 5pm and Em said "Oh God three more hours! Can't we go now??" I laughed and said "Lets go to the Cheesecake factory then!" She giggled and said "Okay sure!" We got back into my car and drove to the factory. After we ate some cheesecake we just walked around Manhattan and looked around the stores. Finally we had about an hour to go and I said "Okay lets go and get ready!" She giggled and said "Yay!!" Once we were back home we quickly made sure we had everything we needed. Em sent a text to Jenna, Dana and Amy while I sent one to Eric and Jake too. I even sent a text to Matt and Aaron and Phil. Then we got into a cab and told it to take us to the airport. When we got there the cabbie helped us with our bags. Fifteen minutes later our plane began boarding. Grinning I said to Em "Ready to go?" She nodded excited and took my hand. As we walked through the tunnel and made our way to the plane I became nervous again. By this time tomorrow night I would either be really happy or really sad. I just hoped everything went as planned. Soon we were in the plane and sat next to each other. Em turned to me and said "Hawaii here we come!" I laughed at how excited she was and took a few deep breaths. She layed her head on my chest and I played with her hair as our plane took off into the sky.

So so so sooooo glad you're enjoying this!!

Chapter 29: Still Jesse's POV
The flight lasted about ten and a half hours. We ended up sleeping for almost the entire flight. When it landed it was really early in the morning. Hawaii was a few hours behind New York so it was about four or five in the morning. Sleepily we got up and got off the plane once we were allowed to. Some pretty Hawaiian girls were waiting and slipped leis around all of the passengers' neck. After we got our bags I went and took Em with me to the car rental nearby. The car I rented was all ready for us and we took it over to our hotel. The drive to our hotel was about fifteen minutes. When we got there we had jet lag so we decided to sleep for a few hours. With a smile I looked over at Emma and whispered "How does it feel to be back in Hawaii?" She also smiled and whispered "It feels amazing!" We kissed and then slipped off our clothes. Once we were in our under wear we went under the covers and took a nap. A few hours later there was a knock on our hotel room door. It was one of the employees bringing us our complementary breakfast. I slipped on a robe and opened the door. I thanked the woman and gave her a tip. Then I closed the door and walked over to Em. Kissing her cheek I said "Wake up Em. Time to start our first day in Hawaii!" She opened her eyes and smiled up at me. Also smiling I said "Morning beautiful" She giggled and said "Morning Jess" As she sat up and stretched I said "We have breakfast here" She nodded and said "Okay I'll go shower and then we can eat" With a grin I said "I have to shower too..." She giggled and said "Oh alright you can come in with me" I laughed and followed her into the bathroom. It was big and beautiful! After we cleaned ourselves up we lingered in the shower for a while longer as I kissed down her neck. She moaned and wrapped her arms around my neck. As I rubbed down her sides she smiled and said "Mmm Jess you know just how to start the day" I laughed and went to kiss her lips. A few minutes later we got out and got dressed. When we were ready she said to me "What are we going to do now? There's so many possibilities!" I laughed and said "Well for starters I arranged for a helicopter to take us all around Hawaii! You get to take a tour from up above" Em grinned so excited and said "Oh wow that's awesome! I've never been on a helicopter before!" I also grinned and said "You're going to have fun!" Taking her hand I led her out of the hotel and we got in the rental car. Then we drove over to the helicopter base. When we got there the pilot ran by some rules with us and told us exactly what we were going to see. Soon we were all in the helicopter and was high above Hawaii. The view was breathtaking as we saw the yellow sand and crystal blue waters. Em looked out the window on her side and excitedly pointed out all of the stuff we saw. With a grin I pointed to the beach we were right above of and said "There it is. Where we first met" Emma giggled and said "Wow I can't believe its been five years since we met! You know...fate bought us together" Raising my eyes brows I said "Oh yea?" She nodded and continued "Me and my family were originally going to go to the Bahamas but I begged my father to take us to Hawaii instead" I laughed and said "Well I'm glad you did or I would have never met the love of my life" Smiling big she said "Well maybe you would have two years later when we were in High School" Grinning I said "Yea I guess but I'm still glad we met when we did" She leaned in and we kissed as the pilot flew us over the beach. Emma had no idea I planned on taking her here later on tonight. About an hour and a half later the ride was over. We got out and I turned to Em as I said "Now we're going to go to a spa" She laughed and said "We are?" I nodded and also laughed as I said "We both deserve some nice relaxation time as we get massaged and pampered" She giggled and said "Okay then lets go!" We made our way to the spa and I told the people at the front desk my name. I already called ahead so they knew to expect me. A worker came over and handed us a white robe and towel. We walked over to the changing rooms and wrapped the towels around us and then slipped on the robe. When I came out of my room I saw Em come out of her's at the same time. Smiling I took her hand and led her to the next room to get our massages. Two women came in and Emma looked at me and said with a grin "You better not enjoy this massage too much!" I also grinned and said "I won't. Promise" We got on the massage table's and the women began to massage us. It did feel really good and I tried not to moan or anything. Instead I sighed and closed my eyes. An hour later we were done and decided to go and get some lunch at the hotel. As we drove I said "I can't wait till tonight" Em giggled and said "What's happening tonight?" I shrugged my shoulder and said "Hopefully something happens tonight" She just grinned and said "Maybe, maybe not. Who knows?" Soon we were at the hotel. We went to the hotel's diner and ordered some food. As we ate I said "How are you enjoying the day so far?" Emma smiled and said "I'm having a great time!" I smiled big and said "I'm glad" After we ate lunch we rested for a bit. Then with a smile Emma said "I know its crazy but I feel tired already!" I laughed and said "Its not crazy. Its probably the flight and the fact that Hawaii is a few hours behind New York. Lets do some quick shopping and then we can go and take a nap before dinner. I want to get some souvenirs" She nodded and said "Okay sounds good" Walking around we searched the shops along the boardwalk. There was a bunch of nice stuff and I bough a lot of it for my family. Em also bought souvenirs. As we shopped Em said "All of these shops are amazing! Can we shop some more instead of going and taking a nap?" I laughed and said "Sure whatever you want" After we bought the gifts for our family we bought some stuff for ourselves. We even got a sweet Hawaiian snack and ate it as we watched the waves. Soon we were all done shopping and so I said "Okay lets go to the hotel and drop off all of these bags." When we got there I said with a grin "Change and put on a bathing suit under your clothes. I'll go pack the sunscreen and stuff" She giggled and went to change. As I packed a small bag I took a deep breath. Two more hours. Now I went from nervous to flat out scared. What was wrong with me? I sighed and took another deep breath. There was nothing to be scared about! I just need to go to the beach with Em and hope everything goes as planned. As I looked through the bag we packed for this trip I grinned when I saw the box of condoms. Deciding it wouldn't hurt to take one just in case I opened the box and slipped a couple at the bottom of the beach bag. Once I had everything ready I went quickly to the lobby before Em came out of the bathroom. They had the French baguette, prosciutto, swiss cheese, lettuce and other ingredients I asked them to prepare for me. I had the cooler with me and so I slipped the food in. Then I rushed back up stairs to our hotel room. Emma came out the bathroom a couple of minutes later. With a grin I said "All set?" She nodded and I took her hand in one of mine as I carried the cooler and beach bag in the other. We got to the car and drove about ten minutes to the beach. When she saw what beach we were in she smiled big and said "Aww we're going to spend the rest of the day at the beach we met in?" I nodded and smiled at her as I said "I'm going to teach you how to surf and then we can eat a picnic dinner in the little cave" She giggled and said "Sounds wonderful!" After picking out a nice spot near the waves, I layed out the blanket and we put our stuff down. Then I said with a grin "Okay lets go surf" She laughed and said "No I can't surf!" I also laughed and said "I'll teach you! I had to learn when I was on Summerland so I know how" Shaking her head she said back "I'll drown! I can't do it!" I walked up to her with a smile and said "You really think I'll let you drown?" She also smiled as she said "Fine I'll try" I grinned excited and took her to the surf board rental. We got two and then slowly walked to the ocean. Looking over at her I said "Wrap the strap at the bottom around your ankle" When she did I continued "Now get on it and lay flat on your stomach. Once we get into the water just paddle like you're swimming." She nodded and we both layed on our stomachs as we paddled out into the ocean. When we got near a wave I yelled over the roaring water "When the wave lifts up the board stand and balance yourself! Don't go all the way to the front. Distribute your weight!" She nodded and looked scared. Soon the wave lifted us up and I grinned as I stood up. Looking over I saw Emma do the same. To my surprise she didn't fall off. She was balancing herself pretty good. I spread out my arms and surfed the waves. Then I laughed as I looked over at Emma. She didn't look like she knew what she was doing at all! I knew I should have been looking ahead but I kept looking at Em. Even though she didn't know what she was doing she was still surfing. She looked so hot and I grinned at her. She giggled but then yelled and pointed behind me. I turned my head too late. A wave crashed into me and knocked me off my board and pulled me down into the ocean. Holding my breath I kicked my way to the surface. Once I finally broke the water's surface I coughed and gasped for air. I got scared when I didn't see Emma anywhere. I yelled her name and then right as I was about to yell it again something pulled me under. I was barely able to take a breath of air. Looking around I opened my eyes under the water and saw it was Em who pulled me under. I laughed a bit and air bubbles came out of my mouth. She began to swim away and I swam after her. Soon she surfaced and, after tossing her board, ran to our blanket in the sand. I chased after and tossed my board next to hers. Laughing she collapsed on the blanket. I threw myself next to her and said "Well that was a fail!" Still laughing she said "Well it was you who couldn't keep your eyes on the wave!" I also laughed and said "Well there was something better to look at" I kissed her and she hugged me close. After we rubbed sun screen on each other we layed in the sun and relaxed.

I hope you love this part!! <3333

Chapter 29 cont.: Emma's POV:
Surfing with Jesse was fun. He ended up being the one to fall off of his board! As we layed in the sun relaxing I felt my stomach growl. Jesse laughed and said "Hungry?" I also laughed and nodded. With a grin he said "Perfect timing. I wanted to eat before the sun set" He sat up and grabbed the cooler. Then I saw him take out all of the ingredients to make a French style sandwich. I laughed and said "I see you came prepared!" He also laughed as he said "I came prepared for a lot of things" This made me blush and Jesse grinned. We made our sandwich's. I giggled when Jesse began feeding me. It was romantic and so I fed him also. He laughed and said "Why does it taste even better when I'm eating it from your hands?" I laughed too and we continued to eat. When we were done Jesse said "We have about ten minutes before the sun sets. Lets rest until then" I nodded and was about to lay in his arms when he said "I'll be right back" I nodded and watched as he left the little cave. About four minutes later he came back and said with a smile "Okay we can rest now" When he said the last part his voice squeaked and I said with a laugh "You okay Jesse?" He nodded and said "Yea I'm great" I snuggled up in his arms and closed my eyes. A few minutes later he whispered "Ready to watch the sun set?" I nodded and he said "Okay go to the exact same spot where you and Jenna came up to me to ask for a ride all those years ago. I'll be right behind you" I giggled and nodded. Slowly getting up I walked out of the cave and took the three minute walk. The beach was now deserted and as I got closer to the spot I could see markings in the sand. I slowly walked up to it and stopped in my tracks when I saw there was something written in the sand. There was a large heart right where I stood with Jesse when I was about to get on his jet ski all those years ago. Written inside the heart it said 'Will you marry me Emma?' I covered my mouth with my right hand as I gasped. Not being able to believe what I was seeing I got closer and read the words over and over again. When I finally turned around, Jesse was there smiling at me. I was speechless and watched as he walked up to me and took my hands in his. His face became serious as he said "I remember when I first saw you how physically attracted I was to you. And then I remember once I took you to the cave and we talked how attracted I was to your personality. Without even realizing it I was falling for a girl I just met at 16 years old. When you left without kissing me I felt disappointed and tried to push you out of my mind but it was impossible. Ever since I laid eyes on you I could never get you out of my mind. And then when we met again in High School and began to hang out I felt so lucky to have you back in my life. When I asked you out and you rejected me I felt so much pain. Like if someone stabbed my heart with a thousand knifes. But then when you said yes I felt like there was no one in the world more happy then I was. The whole time we were together I felt in a way nervous. I wanted to impress you but you showed me that you loved me for me and I was able to be myself with you. We've been through a lot together, especially through a lot of bad, but it's only made me realize that everyday I only love you more and more. I honestly can't imagine life with any other girl but you. You're all I need Emma." I didn't even know I was holding in my breath the whole time he was talking until he got down on one knee and I let the breath go to take another deep breath. Still looking into my eyes he took out a small box from his shorts and continued "So what I'm saying here is I love you with all of my heart and want more then anything to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me Emma?" He opened the box and I saw a beautiful diamond ring. I could tell he was looking at me nervously as I stared at the ring. In my mind I was going crazy and I felt like I was 18 again as I said in my mind 'Holy sh** Jesse McCartney liked me?! And now he loves me?! He wants to marry me?!?!?!' Then as I realized this was really happening I said in my mind 'Don't cry Em! Don't cry! Don't don't don't!!' I couldn't help it though and tears started to fall. I knew I was probably giving him a heart attack here from taking so long to answer so I whispered "Yes I'll marry you!" He let go a breath also and I grinned through my tears when I realized he was also holding in his breath. Smiling so big he slipped the diamond engagement ring on my left ring finger. I looked at it in amazement. It must have cost thousands of dollars! Looking up at Jesse I grinned bigger and he wrapped his arms around me. Then he bent his head and began kissing me passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tight as we kissed. I love him so much. So very much. More then I love breathing or living. The tears were still falling and I smiled as we kissed. This must be how Jenna felt when Eric proposed. Breaking the kiss I looked at Jesse and said "Is this what you were really hiding so nervously?" He nodded and I said in a low voice "You know I would always say yes Jess. I would never turn down the opportunity to be your wife" He smiled big and said "I was just so nervous. I wanted everything to be perfect for you because you deserve nothing less. And well I couldn't help a small part of me feeling like you might say no. I was scared to death!" I giggled and said "Aww I love you to death Jesse!!' He smiled even bigger as he picked me up and spun me around as we kissed some more. When he put me down I continued to kiss him and slowly added my tongue. He moaned and held me close as we tongue kissed. My body felt on fire with need, just like that day years ago at the party when we almost had sex after he asked me out. I rubbed the back of his head and pressed myself tight against him. He rubbed up and down my back and then went to kissing my neck. I moaned again and whispered "I I need you Jesse!" He stopped kissing my neck and looked at me while breathing heavily. In a low voice he said "Really?" I nodded and grabbed his head, crashing his lips together with mine. He moaned as we kissed harder and faster. I was so badly turned on that I didn't care if we did it right there in the beach where anyone could see! I lowered my hands and tried to take off his shorts. He stopped me and said out of breath "Not here. Let's go back to the cave" I nodded and took his hands as I started to run. He laughed and picked me up in his arms, throwing me across his shoulder. We got there in less then a minute. Gently Jesse layed me on the blanket and got on top of me as we went back to tongue kissing hard. Right away I tried to slip off his shorts again but he stopped me again. Instead he kissed my hand and up my arm. I just whimpered softly as I watched him. He kissed all the way to my shoulder and then up my neck. When he got behind my ear he whispered "I love you" I bit my bottom lip and then said in a low voice "I love you too" He went back to kissing me and I moaned as he touched my body everywhere. I grinded my hips on him and pressed him as hard as I could against me. Soon I couldn't take it anymore and begged "God Jesse please!" He grinned at me and slowly slipped off his shorts. So eager I took of my bikini. Once we were completely naked Jesse went on top of me and pulled the other blanket over us. Then he went back to kissing my neck. I pulled off the scrunchie that held my hair in a pony tail and ran my hands through my hair. Finally Jesse whispered in my ear "Are you ready?" I nodded out of breath and whispered "So ready!" Slowly he slipped himself inside of me and I moaned so loud. I could feel him trembling and I held onto him for dear life as he began to get a rhythm going. This night was just so magical. I was engaged to Jesse McCartney, the man of my dreams, and we were making love on the beach under the stars. It couldn't get anymore perfect and I couldn't help but cry again. Jesse looked at me and said "Whats wrong?" I smiled and whispered "I'm so happy right now!" He also smiled and went to kiss my lips as we moved slowly together. I put my feet flat on the ground to make it easier to raise my hips up to Jesse. He ran his hand through my hair as he kissed my neck and I shivered when I felt him using his tongue in the kiss. I moaned his name as he went a little bit faster and went back to kissing my lips. I could hear the waves crashing into the sand and the night air started to get a bit cooler as it got later but I didn't bother me cause I was burning up! I began kissing Jesse's neck and he moaned as I squeezed his behind and pressed him tighter on me. His hand rubbed up and down my inner thigh and I bit my bottom lip as I whimpered in pleasure. Pulling all my hair to one side I went back to kissing his lips and shivered when his tongue made its way in my mouth. As we kissed we went even faster and I gripped the blanket and the sand. I arched my back and moaned "Oh God Jesse!!" He also moaned and went even faster still. I really hoped there was no one else there at the beach cause we were making a lot of noise but since we were in the secluded cave I guess we were safe. I was already starting to shake and knew I would lose it any second now. Just as the pleasure increased even more Jesse stopped and pulled himself out of me. I whimpered and said out of breath "No why did you stop?!" In a shaky voice he said "I was about to lose it in you" I tried to catch my breath as I said "I don't care! I want you!" Shaking his head he said "No wait I brought some condoms" I laughed and said "Oh you planned this out real good!" He laughed and I waited for him to put one on. Then he got back on top of me and whispered with a grin "Now where were we?" I giggled as he went back inside of me and went to kiss my neck. Since we were already worked up and extremely turned on it was no time at all before we were back to moaning and trembling. Jesse moaned my name as he shook and grinded harder into me. I ran my nails up and down his back as I also moaned and cried out in pure pleasure. Not long after, Jesse moaned my name again as he shook violently and collapsed on me although he didn't put all of his weight on me. I sighed so out of breath and layed there with Jesse on me who was also trying to catch his breath. A minute or so later he rolled off of me and layed next to me, pulling me close. Then he caressed my cheek and looked into my eyes as he said "What in the world did I do to deserve you?" I smiled big and said "You were you" He also smiled big and slowly kissed my lips softly. About a minute or so later he said "We should go back to the hotel but I'm so weak! Do you mind spending the night at the beach?" I shook my head and said "As long as I'm in your arms I don't care where we sleep" He smiled again and we made out slowly for a few minutes. Then I rested my head on his shoulder as he hugged me close. After one last kiss we closed our eyes and dreamed together.

awww! i'm so happy for emma! so sweet! the ending part was awesome too!

Woot here you go! =]


Chapter 30: Jesse's POV
I woke up to the sound of people laughing on the beach and my Blackberry buzzing for literally about the eight time. When I realized what happened last night I became extremely happy! Everything went according to plan. Emma said yes and we ended up making love on the beach! That wasn't part of the plan but it sure was a pleasant surprise. It's mind blowing to think that at 16 I was in this exact same spot feeling down that I didn't get to kiss Emma and then five years later I made love to her here as my fiancée! It felt so good to be able to call her my fiancée. Propping myself up with my elbows I looked down at Emma and smiled. She was still fast asleep and looked like an angel! If it felt this good to be her fiancée then I could only imagine how it would feel to be her husband! I'm sure the media is going to make a big fuss at how I'm only 21 and already asked a girl to marry me but I know from the bottom of my heart that Emma is the one I want as my wife. Just as I was going to kiss Emma's lips my Blackberry buzzed for the ninth time. I was shocked to see I had texts from nine different people! Jake, Matt, Aaron, Phil, Sherry, my mother, Lea, Eric and even Jenna all texted me asking if I went though with it and how it went. I decided to wait till a bit later to answer everyone back. I turned to Emma and grinned when I saw her smile in her sleep. She was so beautiful and soon she would be all mine. The future Mrs. Emma McCartney. I was already starting to get turned on again. Last night left me wanting more and more and more! When I saw it was already going to be eleven in the morning I gently woke Emma up. She slowly opened her eyes and smiled up at me. Also smiling I said "Its going to be 11 in the afternoon! Let's go back to the hotel" She nodded and said "Oh wow we slept in! Okay lets go!" We put on our clothes and, holding hands, made our way to the car. Twenty minutes later we were at the hotel lobby. I became surprised when I saw there was a group of girls waiting for me inside. They surrounded me and asked for pictures, autographs, hugs and even kisses! I didn't want to be mean or rude so I signed a few things and took some pictures with them. One girl begged me for a hug and a kiss. I hugged her and when she tried to kiss me I backed away saying "No just hugs please" The next thing I knew all of the girls were begging me for kisses! Backing away I said "Okay I have to go now!" I forced my way out of the circle and went with Emma into the elevator. I smiled at her and she half smiled. I couldn't tell what she was thinking but she looked like she might cry again. Deciding she was still so happy and thats why she was about to cry I didn't say anything about it. We got to our room and she went straight for the bathroom as she said "I'm going to take a shower" I nodded and went over to the bed. Grinning I just layed back and stared at the ceiling. This trip really couldn't get any better but with Em I knew it would! With a sigh I closed my eyes and waited for my turn to get in the shower. Almost an hour passed and the shower was still running! I got up and pressed my ear to the door and became concerned when I heard Emma sniffling and sobbing. Tapping lightly on the door I said "You okay there Emma?" I heard the water go off and she sounded like she was trying to stop crying. A few minutes later she got out wrapped in a towel and her hair in wet curls down her back. With a half smile she nodded and walked past me. I know better though and know somethings up so I grab her arm and pull her close to me. Then in a low voice I said "Why are you crying Em? I know when somethings bothering you and I can tell somethings bothering you right now!" I saw her starting to tear up and so I hugged her close as I said "Its okay. Don't cry. Whatever it is, I'm here for you" She sniffled and said "I still can't believe this really happened!" With a smile I said "Well believe it. One day soon you are going to be Emma McCartney" She smiled huge and buried her head in my chest as she hugged me tight. I felt her tears and said "Aww Em" She sniffled and said "I'm sorry Jesse. Just let me get all of the tears out of my system" I nodded and ran my hands through her hair as she cried. In tears she said "I shouldn't have said yes...I'm so sorry" Confused I got scared as I said "What?? Why??" She was actually trembling a little bit as she said "I just...I...you're life is..." I laughed even though I was a bit nervous as I said "You're not making any sense Emma! Don't you love me?" She nodded and said "Yes I do! So much! But you're Jesse McCartney! You're young, hot, talented, sweet and rich and can have literally any girl in the world! I'm just Emma. No one special. I took your whole glamorous bachelor life away by saying yes" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. In a low voice I said "You are somebody special. You're the girl I'm in love with. I probably can have any girl in the world but I don't want them. I want you. I don't care about the glamorous bachelor life at all. All I care about is being with you" Shaking her head she said "But you're only 21! Celebs your age are with different girls, out partying and having sex every night. And you are tied down to one girl before you even hit 22!" With a sigh I said "Emma look at me" She slowly lifted up her head and looked into my eyes. I continued "I love you. Just because I'm 21 doesn't mean I'm too young to know when I'm truly in love. I don't care about the parties and I don't care about sex with random girls. You are the only girl I ever want in my bed and in my life. I wish you would stop putting yourself down and believing you're not good enough for me cause its not true! Please believe me when I say I love you and I want to be with you!" Em sniffled as she wiped away her tears. Then she said "I'm sorry Jesse. It just all hit me that this is for real. Especially after seeing all those girls throw themselves at you!" I smiled at her and said "Well those girls are my fans, nothing more nothing less. And you....you are my world. Nothing less and everything more! Nothing is more realer...realer. Is that a word?" She giggled and smiled a bit as I laughed and said "Nothing is more real then our love for each other" Now she smiled fully as she continued to look in my eyes. Then she said with a laugh "Okay I'm sorry. I'm just so stupid. I'm sorry" I shook my head and said "No you're not stupid. It's okay to feel nervous and doubtful. Even though I know you love me I was so nervous as I thought you could possibly turn me down! Yea I'm famous and hot but you're smart, beautiful, sweet, caring and so much more! You can have anyone in the world" With a smile she said "I would never turn you down. You're the only guy for me" I also smiled and said "I would never want anyone else but you" Leaning in, she kissed me softly on the lips. Then I said with a laugh "God Emma I proposed to you! I asked you to spend the rest of my life with me! What more proof do you need?" She also laughed and said back "I'm sorry! It was the girls in the lobby that got to me. But I really do know that everything you said was true" I smiled big and said "Good. I love you Emma" Giggling she said "I love you too Jesse" and we kissed again. Then I said with a grin "Okay now I need to get in the shower! Don't drown in tears while I'm in there okay?" She laughed and said with a grin "I won't" I kissed her forehead and then went into the bathroom. Twenty minutes later I was out and we were both fully dressed. Smiling Emma looked over at me and said "So what does my amazing fiancée have planned for today?" I grinned and said "Nothing...it would have been pretty awkward to have another day full of activities together after you rejected me" Emma laughed and shoved me by the shoulder as she said "You seriously thought I was going to say no??" I also laughed and said with a shrug "I just thought it was a possibly!" She shook her head and I laughed some more as she said "Sheesh there's something wrong with us!" With a grin I said "Nah there's not." Taking her hand in mine I said "Let's go explore Hawaii together! Any and every part possible" Emma smiled so beautifully as she said "Sounds good Jess" I couldn't help it and went to kiss her yet again. Then, still holding her hand, I led her to the car.

Emma's POV:
It took me some time but I am finally able to get over the fact that there are girls all over the world who love and want Jesse. I do know that I'm the only one he wants. We drove to different parts of Hawaii that we've never been to before. We did more shopping and tried some new exotic Hawaiian food that we've never had before. Every once in a while I looked at my engagement ring and smiled so big. I was afraid to ask Jesse how much it cost him! I giggled when I saw Jesse gazing at me as I looked at the ring. With a smile he said "I hope you like it. I drove Eric insane trying to pick one out that was perfect for you" Grinning I said "I love it! It's so beautiful!" He also grinned as he said "I'm glad you love it" As we sat in a restaurant over looking the beach Jesse laughed and said "I got so many texts asking if you said yes or no! I should probably let everyone know it went great" I grinned as I said "Wow everyone knew but me huh?" With a laugh he said back "Well Jenna didn't know until you did" I smiled and leaned my head on his chest as he sent texts to everyone. I watched as he wrote and could tell he was so happy that he could tell them I said yes! When he was done he turned to me and said "I'm sorry today wasn't as exciting as yesterday" I smiled big and said "Its okay. Spending time with you is plenty exciting!" He laughed and rested his head on my head. I giggled and said "You know I remember the day we met clearly? I really remember every detail!" Jesse laughed and said "So do I!" We ended up taking a trip down memory lane...

5 years ago; Lanikai Beach, Hawaii; Emma's POV
The sun was beaming bright on us as Jenna and I layed in the sand trying to get tanned. She sighed as she said "I miss Eric!" I also sighed and said "Jen remember what your mom said" She just sucked her teeth and said "She don't know what she's talking about! I don't care if I'm only 16! I love Eric and I swear I am going to marry him one day!" I just laughed and felt a bit jealous. Jenna already had a boyfriend, who was really hot, for a year now and they seemed crazy in love. I was totally single and never had a boyfriend before. I shook my head as I said "I should have wore a one piece! No boy is going to notice me anyway!" Jen saw I was sad and said "Em there's plenty of hot guys here in Hawaii who would die to get your digits! C'mon let's find you a man!" I laughed out loud and my dad came over to us as he said "Where are you two going?" Nervous I said "Just to the water dad" He nodded and turned to my cousin, Craig, who was 18. "Keep an eye on Em and Jen okay?" He said to Craig. My cousin nodded and with a roll of my eye I got up and followed Jenna. When we got to the water we could see a large crowd of girls. They were all standing in one spot and eyeing the water anxiously. Curious we stood a few feet away and watched. A few minutes later I heard a roar of an engine as a guy pulled up to the sand in a jet ski. There was a pretty girl riding with him and she was giggling and touching all over his chest. When I got a good look at the guy I swear I forgot how to breath! He had blonde highlighted hair and was light skinned like me. His smile was contagious and I couldn't help but smile as he smiled at the girl getting off of his jet ski. When the girl joined the others I heard the guy say with a grin "Whose next?" and instantly all the girls begged at once. Jenna turned to me and said "Oh my God Em he's super hot!! I bet he would love to give you a ride!" I shook my head so nervous and said "No he won't!" Taking my hand she practically dragged me through the sand as she said "You'll never know unless you find out!" Jenna pushed our way through and soon we were right in front of the guy! With a grin Jenna said to him "My friend here wants a ride but she's too shy to ask!" I died when he looked over at me with a huge grin. His eyes are a beautiful green! I swear I'm going to kill Jenna! The guy laughed and my heart skipped a beat! Still grinning he said "You want a ride?" I nodded and he said "Don't be shy baby. You can ride me any day!" Shocked I blushed crazily as he said "Uh I mean you can ride my jet ski any day..but you can ride me too if you want" He winked at me and I blushed even more. Jenna giggled and soon I also giggled. He just stared at me with a smile as I stood there totally rooted to the spot. Jenna shoved me closer to him and said in my ear "Go!" The guy held out his hand and I took it. The next thing I knew I was sitting behind him holding onto his waist as we drove through the waves. I had a lot of fun and all too soon it was over. I got off and held in my breath when he looked into my eyes. All of the girls came up to him and said "Oh please Jesse I want to go next!" Still looking into my eyes he said "No more rides for today" With a smile he said "Wanna go for a walk?" and I nodded. Jenna grinned excitedly at me as he took my hand and led me away from the disappointed girls. I was so nervous and didn't say a word as we walked in silence.

Jesse's POV:
I must have gave a ride to maybe ten or so girls so far but for some reason when this girl and her friend came up to me I got very excited! She might have been to shy to ask for a ride but as we walked along the beach she kept smiling at me as I looked at her and checked her out some. She looked about my age, maybe a year younger and was really pretty. Her baby blue bikini hugged her small curves just right. I decided I had to get her alone so I could lay some moves on her and get her number! Remembering the little cave I found yesterday, I grinned big and led her there with me. Once we got there she looked surprised as she said "Wow I passed here many times today and never saw this cave before!" With a grin I said "Well its hidden pretty well" When she saw me grinning at her she blushed and looked down. She was so hot when she blushed! I laughed and said "Can I get your number?" She also laughed as she looked up at me and said "Uh no" Shocked I asked "Why not?" I usually didn't have to ask for a girls number...they usually just gave it to me. She grinned slightly and said "I don't give my number out to strangers no matter how hot they are" I also grinned as I asked "You really think I'm hot?" To my enjoyment, the girl giggled and nodded. Everything she did was so cute and sexy even! Coming closer to her I said "Well you're not half bad yourself" She blushed again and it drove me crazy! I needed to kiss her right now before I lost my mind! So, I got even closer to her and looked into her eyes. She looked back into mines and instantly a sensation over took me. It was something I never felt before! I was lost in her eyes and became a bit nervous. Feeling so surprised at how this mysterious girl was making me feel, I walked right up to her. Then I slowly moved my face so I got closer and closer to her lips. To my pleasant surprise she didn't stop me! Instead she closed her eyes as she too went and began to get closer. My heart was pounding very hard in my chest as we got closer. Soon we were so close I could feel her breath on me. Just as our lips were about to touch a guy yelled "Jenna where's Em? Tell her we have to go!" Right away the girl pulled away from me before our lips could touch. Looking scared she said "I have to go" and quickly began to rush out. For some reason my breathing pattern was twice as fast as I said "Wait can I get your number?" She just looked at me for a split second and then a deeper male voice yelled "Em let's go!" Looking at the ground she turned around and rushed off. I followed her to the entrance of the cave and watched as she walked up to a male teen and male adult, I guess her brother maybe and her dad. In a stern voice he said to her "Where the hell were you?" She said something and then I watched as she got into the car and it drove off, leaving me here with all these strange feelings including a feeling of sadness that we didn't get to kiss. Shaking my head and feeling very disappointed I went back to my family.

Emma's POV; back to the present:
I laughed when Jesse finished telling me how sad he was that we didn't end up kissing that day and how disappointed he was that he didn't get my number. Grinning he said "That sensation I felt when we looked into each other's eyes was love. I didn't know it then because I never felt it before but I know now cause I feel the same exact way every time I look into your eyes" With a smile I said "Well we were very lucky to have found each other again!" Jesse nodded and said "Yes we were! I'm so glad Jenna wasn't shy and came up to ask me for you! I'll have to thank her one day" I laughed and said "Good ole Jenna. My best friend for practically my whole life!" We kissed and then Jesse said with a small yawn "Do you want to go back to the hotel, slip under the sheets, and make some amazing love?" Giggling I said "I do want to go back...I'll let you know how I feel about the last part when we get there" Jesse grinned and led me to the car. A short while later we were at the hotel. After a quick shower we slid into bed and Jesse began kissing down my neck. I sighed in pleasure and hugged him to me. His hands moved slowly down my body as he went to kiss my lips. We were stripped down to our underwear and tongue kissing passionately when Jesse's Blackberry rang. With a sigh he went and checked it and laughed when he saw who it was. Picking up he said "Hi mom. Yea she's right here. Yes she really did say yes" I giggled as Jesse's mom asked him question after question. Then with a smile he handed me his phone and said "She wants to talk to you" Surprised I took the phone from Jesse and said "Hello Mrs. McCartney" Sounding so happy she said "Please call me Ginger!" I laughed and said "Okay Ginger it is" In one excited breath she said to me "Congrats hunny! Welcome to the family! You do want kids right? Cause I want you and Jesse to give me lots of beautiful grandchildren!" Laughing again I said "Thanks Ginger! Yes I do want kids! Jesse and I will give you kids soon I promise!" Jesse laughed as he pulled me to lay in his arms and played with my hair as I talked to his mother. Soon he went to massaging my back and I sighed in pleasure. I talked with his mother for about 40 minutes! Finally we were done and she hung up. Snuggling up to Jesse I said "I love your mother! I can't wait till I'm a part of your family!" With a smile he said back "You already are a part of my family Emma" I smiled big and slowly kissed him. Then I got comfortable in his arms and closed my eyes. Slowly I drifted off to sleep.

Chapter 31: Jesse's POV
I groaned with a sigh as Emma rubbed my chest in a circular pattern and whispered in my ear "Get up Jess" Slowly I opened my eyes and smiled up at her. Also smiling she said "The weekend is over already! I can't believe we're going back to New York tonight" I laughed and pulled her close. Then I said "I promise we'll come back. I'll take you any where in the world you wanna go" She nodded and said "You are just too perfect and special you know that? I love you" I smiled big and said "I'm not perfect, you are. And you're very special. And I love you too" We kissed and just as I went to pull away she grabbed me and said "I'm not ready to leave the bed Jesse" I laughed and said "You're still tired? Well I guess we can sleep in for a bit" Shaking her head she bit her bottom lip and said "I'm the total opposite of tired" I laughed and watched as she climbed on top of me and began kissing my neck. I just held onto her waist as she continued kissing my neck. Then she faced me with a grin and said "Let's finish what we started last night" I also grinned as I went and kissed her lips. She sighed and hugged me close as we kissed. Slowly I added my tongue and she moaned. Emma's moans always drove me crazy. Having her on top of me kissing me so sexily drove me crazy. Everything about her drove me crazy! I also moaned as I grabbed a hold of her and flipped us so she was on her back. Then I looked into her eyes as I said "I love you beautiful" She giggled and said "I love you too sexy" With a grin I went and kissed her neck. She moaned in pleasure and held me close. Then I remembered what she said to me a few months ago when I was in the hospital after I got hit by a car. Sitting up slightly I said "Wait. Didn't you say you wanted to wait until you were married before you had sex again?" Emma laughed and said "Yea I guess I did. Last night I was so happy though and you turned me on so much that I couldn't help it. I really needed you so badly" I also laughed and said "Understandable. But what about right now? I don't want you to do something you might regret later on" She thought for a second and said "Do you remember the first time we made love?" I nodded and said "Yea of course I do. I remember quite well" With a grin she continued "And do you remember being a jerk the next day?" Shocked I said "I was not being a jerk! You know how horrible I felt about what happened to you and then your parents only made me feel even more horrible" Shaking her head she said back "Thats beside the point. The first time we made love was as soon as I got over my amnesia and remembered you. The second time was the day before you left on tour. The third and fourth time was when we got back together after three years being apart! And then..." she stopped and laughed as she obviously was reminiscing. I also laughed and said "Good times. But whats the point?" She stopped laughing and said "Don't you see a pattern here? Almost every time we have sex it's right after a very emotional experience" I listened deep in thought and said back "Well not all of the time. Remember when you were on top one time? Nothing emotional happened that day" She blushed and said "Well that was after a great day we spent together! But what I'm trying to say is....sometimes I wish I were still a virgin" As she finished her sentence she sat on the edge of the bed. I went over and sat next to her. With a smile I said "Well you're in love and you wanted to make love. There's nothing wrong with that" Em shrugged and said "Yea I know. Its just sometimes I wish I waited till I was married" Taking her hand in mine I said "You know I would never force you to do anything you don't want to do. If you want to wait until we're married to have sex again then we'll wait" She smiled at me and said "Thank you Jesse. I think I do want to wait" I nodded and hugged her close. Then I said "Then we'll wait" She kissed me and then said with a grin "Remember when we were in your car after we ate at Wendy's? And you said there was other ways to please each other without going all the way?" I nodded and laughed as I said "Sure do. Why?" Still grinning, she shoved me so I was on my back. I moaned when I felt her hands grab at me through my pants. Grabbing onto her wrist I said "Em. What are you doing?" With a shrug she said "I want to please you like you pleased me" I laughed and said "No, don't" Confused she asked "Why not?" I responded with a grin "Because I won't be satisfied like you were. I'll need you even more then before you started!" She laughed and said "Well okay. I'm sorry for doing this to you" Smiling I pulled her close and said "Don't worry about it. I'm sorry for all the times I cause you pain and regret" She also smiled as she rested her head on my chest and said "It's okay Jesse. We're together now and that's all that matters" We kissed and then decided to spend our last few hours in Hawaii together in our hotel room. I was surprised as we talked and I learned stuff about Emma that I never knew before. We talked for hours just like best friends. Emma really was my best friend too, not just my lover and the girl I was deeply in love with. Our relationship was based on a deep friendship and attraction to each other, one that could never be broken no matter what.

All too soon we were back in New York. Emma wanted to go and tell her parents in person so soon we were on our way over to their house. As we sat in the living room I could tell that Emma's father was staring hard at me. He must not like me much anymore. I guess he stopped liking me ever since that day Emma got jumped while she was with me on tour. Em took a deep breath and said "As you know, I live with Jesse now. I love him and he loves me." Her mother nodded, her father just keep looking at me. She continued "This past weekend, Jesse took me to Hawaii where we first met and-" Her father cut her off, now looking at her, as he said "When did you meet in Hawaii??" She sighed and said "Remember when we were all in Hawaii on vacation about five years ago? Well when you and Craig were calling me and asked where I was...I was really with Jesse" Her father glared at her in anger as he said "You lied to me? What the hell were you doing with a boy when I specifically told you you could not be anywhere near one?" Emma's mother spoke up and said "Now now what's done is done. Continue Emma" Emma smiled at her mother and said "Anyway...Jesse took me to where we first met and he proposed. And I said yes. So we're engaged" Surprised her parents looked as she held up her left hand and showed them the engagement ring. I took a deep breath and then said "I really do love your daughter with all of my heart and I want to spend the rest of my life with her" Emma smiled at me and held my hand. I smiled back and her father said "Well. This is...unexpected. You really want to marry him Emma? After all the pain he put you through?" I frowned and faced the ground as he said that to her. Upset she said back "Please stop being a hypocrite! Don't act like you never cheated on mom before when you were both teens and then begged her to take you back!" Totally shocked I looked back up and saw her father frowning. Her mother also looked very upset. In a low voice she said "I'm sorry dad. I didn't mean to say that but you can't get mad at Jesse when you hurt the one you loved once too!" In a low voice he said to her "This is different Emma. I know I messed up and I don't want you to hurt like I hurt your mother! It's bad enough you were hurt twice already and now you want to marry the guy who hurt you the most?" Looking her father straight in the eye I said "I will never ever forgive myself for hurting Emma. She doesn't even know but every single day I still beat myself up about it. Not a day goes by where I don't think of what an ass I was and wishing I could take it all back. I swear on my life I would never dream of hurting her ever again though. I'd rather die before I ever hurt Emma again" I finished in such a low voice I doubted her father heard me. Talking about my feelings on this subject really hurt. I saw tears in Emma's eyes. Even her mother looked like she might cry. Clearing my throat I said "Excuse me please" and got up. Then I walked to the door without looking back as I struggled not to cry. I stood on the front steps of their house and held my face in my hands as I took slow deep breaths. A minute or so later I heard the front door open. I can't even begin to explain how shocked I was to see Emma's father standing there and looking at me sympathetically. With a sigh he said "I'm sorry you feel that way. I know exactly what you're going threw. You feel like you're a lucky bastard because she took you back and you don't deserve her. And everyday when you look into her eyes and know that you were the cause of so many tears and so much pain you wish you could hurt yourself. Not in that crazy emo suicidal s***. But you wish you could take all the pain away for her and hold it yourself" I stood there listening...it was almost like he was reading my mind or something. He continued "And you feel scared to death every single day that one day she might decide she's still so hurt and can't be with you...because being with you brings back all the hurt and pain you caused her. So you'll have no choice but to let her go. And then what? You're left alone and empty. Hating life but most of all hating yourself" He finished in a low voice and I saw his eyes water up. Instantly I remembered when I asked Emma to take me back a few months ago and I saw how much pain I caused her...

Almost in tears she said "You lied to me Jesse and you hurt me! I can't just get back with you and pretend like nothing happened" Frowning and feeling so bad I said "I know and I'm sorry but I never wanted to hurt you. Thats why I broke up with you...because I thought being with you would hurt you down the road" She glared at me in anger and said "Bull s**t! You wanted to be with Katie! Stop lying to me!!" In shock I asked "Is that what you think??" She just faced the ground and struggled not to cry. Feeling like s**t I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her close. She burst into tears as I held her. In a whisper I said to her "I don't know what made you think that but you have it all wrong. You're the only one I ever wanted" She just buried her face on my chest and cried harder. I sat there hugging her close and let her get out all the tears. Then she looked at me and said in a low voice "I just can't Jesse. It hurts so much right now!" As she said that she pulled away from my arms. Heartbroken I said "I'm so sorry I hurt you Em!" She sniffled and wiped away the last of her tears as she got up. "I have to think...away from you" she said to me. I nodded and watched as she walked away.

When Em walked away from me in so much pain and tears, I hated myself and was scared to death she wouldn't take me back. I nodded as my throat felt closed up and a tear went down my face. I was so embarrassed that I was crying in front of her father but I couldn't help it. Still in a low voice he said "I don't want to not like you but I was just like you once. And I know how much pain you two must have went through. You were the cause of my daughter's pain. I don't want to be a hypocrite but you must understand where I'm coming from" I nodded again and said in a low voice "I do sir. I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am" I felt so vulnerable right now. Yes, I never cheated on Emma like he did on his wife, but I still hurt her. I caused her so much pain and almost lost her. The door opened again and Emma came out. She saw me crying and also began to cry. Her father looked at me and said "I know what you're going through. I don't want you with my daughter but if you really are like me then I know you two will be okay" I nodded and watched as he went back inside. Emma rushed into my arms and said "Jesse please don't cry!" I rested my head on her shoulder and sniffled a bit. Looking into my eyes she said "I didn't know...I told you I forgive you! Why are you still beating yourself up about it?" I shrugged and wiped away the last few tears. With an attempt at a smile I said "I don't know. I'm just stupid I guess" I really didn't want to explain to her. I would just end up crying again. Emma half smiled and said "You're not stupid Jesse. I love you and I forgive you! Please forgive yourself?" I didn't say anything as I pulled her closer and hugged her tighter. I will never be able to forgive myself...I'm now sure her father knows why. She doesn't have to know though. Soon both of her parents were outside with us. Her mother smiled and hugged me tight as she whispered in my ear "If I know my daughter, and trust me I do, she loves you and she forgives you. You'll never be happy unless you can move on from your mistakes" I nodded and whispered back "Thank you. Means a lot" She nodded and said "I'm glad Emma has you" Her father finally smiled at me and said "So am I" He held out his hand and I went to shake it. Surprising me yet again, he pulled me and hugged me. Emma was smiling so big as she watched. When he pulled away he said "Welcome to the family, Jesse. Treat my daughter right" I smiled and said "Thank you. I will absolutely"

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Chapter 32: Emma's POV
"I've never seen Jesse so hurt before! I had no idea he felt that way" I said to Jenna on the phone. Jesse was at a meeting with Sherry and I was home on the phone with Jenna. In a low voice she said "Wow. That's crazy" I said back "I know! It looked like he was hurting so much, maybe even more then I was when he left me! It was heartbreaking to see him like that!" Jenna was silent for a moment and then said "Poor guy! Well at least your dad got to bond with him and now they have a good relationship!" I nodded and said "Yea they have more in common then they ever knew" We talked for a while and then I heard Jesse's car pulling up. With a smile I said "Jesse's here. I'll talk to you later. Love you Jen" "Love you too Em" she replied. We hung up and Jesse came in with a smile. I ran into his arms and said "I missed you so much!" He laughed and hugged me as we kissed. Then he said awkwardly "Look...about that day in your house...I didn't want you to see that. Just forget about it. I'm working on trying to forgive myself but its hard. Maybe I never will. But I know as long as you're with me I can keep the pain away" I smiled at him and caressed his cheek. Then I said "I'll always be here for you Jesse" With a smile he bent his head and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around him and we held each other tight. Then I said with a whisper "You know Jesse, like I tell my parents all the time, all we've been through has only made our love stronger. I know we can face anything as long as we're together" He smiled so big at me. In a whisper he said "You couldn't be more right Em baby" I giggled and walked him over to our bed so we could lay in each other's arms.

Five months later:
Jenna, Dana and Amy helped me plan my wedding with Jesse. My mother and Jenna's mother also helped. Even Ginger wanted to help. Jesse told me we could do whatever I wanted so he left all the planning up to me. We decided to get married in November since that was when we first started going out when we were 18. I was going to get my wish and get married November 11th! I had my dress, my bridesmaids were going to wear sky blue dresses, there was going to be blue roses, and we were going to get married at the Plaza Hotel just like Jenna and Eric did. I loved their wedding, it was beautiful, and so I decided to have mine there as well. The wedding was a few days away and I was a bit anxious and nervous. I had no idea where Jesse was taking us for our honey moon. He refused to tell me and said he wanted it to be a surprise. My bridesmaids were Dana, Beth, Amy and Lea. Of course Jenna was my Maid of Honor just like I was hers. When I asked Lea to be a bridesmaid she smiled so big and happy as she said "Really?!" I nodded and said "You're like a sister to me. Of course really!" She grinned so happy and hugged me tight. Then she said "I'm so happy you and my brother are going to be together forever!" I got along great with Jesse's family. My dad and Jesse finally patched things up with that emotional talk they had months ago so now my family and Jesse got along just fine as well. Both of our families got along just fine with each other and this made me and Jesse so happy. Now all that was left was to say 'I Do' and start a family of our own! I layed in Jesse's arms the night before our wedding feeling so happy with life. Smiling he said "This time tomorrow we will be on our way to our honey moon. I can't wait to make slow sweet love to my wife!" I giggled and snuggled up close to him. "Seriously though. I'm going to explore your body like it's the first time...make you scream my name" Jesse finished with a whisper in my ear and kissed my neck. I shivered and said in a low voice "Oh God you're going to make me lose control right now!" He laughed and said "Sorry Em. It's just been almost six months since I made love to you and I'm feeling pretty out of control myself!" I giggled and rubbed his chest as I said "Well tomorrow night you can have me all night long if you want" He grinned big as he said "I can't wait!" We kissed for a bit and then decided to go to sleep early so we could have plenty of rest.

I woke up a whole hour before my alarm was set to go off. Feeling excited, anxious and nervous I realized today was my wedding day!! I looked over at Jesse and saw he was fast asleep. I didn't know why I was so nervous! Actually yes I do...I'm going to be the bride and all eyes will be on me. Literally every single pair of eyes will be looking at me once I enter the room and I didn't like all of that attention. They were going to expect me to look perfect and beautiful. Oh God the nerves are killing me! Jesse should have asked Katie to marry him...she loves the attention. When I realized where my thoughts were going I stopped myself. It was just the nerves talking. With a sigh I got up and just as I was about to go to the bathroom my Blackberry buzzed. It was Jenna and when I picked up she said "I knew you would be up already! Oh my God Emma you and Jesse are finally getting married!!" I was so excited and in tears almost as I said "I know!! Oh God I don't know if I can do this Jen! All eyes will be on me! I can't have everyone staring at me!" Jenna giggled and said "Trust me I know how you feel! Just do what I did. As soon as you enter, look straight ahead for Jesse. And when you see him, look into his eyes and don't look away until you get up to him" I smiled and said "Okay I will. Thanks Jen!" She said back "No problem Em! Now go get ready! I'll see you in a little bit at the hotel!!" I laughed and said "Okay see you soon" We hung up and I went into the shower. After I cleaned up and washed my hair I took a few deep breaths and told myself to relax. I was going to be married to Jesse in a few hours. It was just a ceremony. Nothing to get nervous about. I smiled when I remembered Jesse told me he had a surprise planned for our wedding. He of course wouldn't tell me what it was, just that it would happen right before we said 'I Do' to each other. I got out and dried up. Then I put on some jeans and a shirt. Jesse woke up suddenly and laughed sleepily when he saw I was already dressed. I grinned and kissed him. He looked at me with a smile and said "Wow you're really excited aren't you?" I nodded and he hugged me up. Then he went to take a shower. About an hour later we were on our way to the Plaza Hotel. Jesse turned to me and said "Can't I just get a peek at it?" I laughed and shook my head as I said "No! No peeking at the dress till I come down the aisle!" He laughed and said "Okay fine. I know you're going to look stunning no matter what the dress looks like" I smiled big at him and said "I love you Jesse" He said "I love you too" and then we went into the hotel. After one last kiss and hug, Jesse went with the guys to get ready while I went with the girls.

"No no Emma you look beautiful!!" Dana said to me reassuringly. We were all dressed and I came out of my room in my wedding dress. My hair and nails were already done and all that was left was my makeup. I felt like a princess almost, wearing such a beautiful dress! I didn't really think I made it look too good though. All the girls told me I looked beautiful though so I believed them. Lea smiled huge and said "Wait till Jesse sees you!! He's going to have a heart attack!" I laughed and said "Well I sure hope he likes how I look" Still smiling Lea said "No he won't....he'll love it!" I also smiled and said "Thank you Lea" Everyone came up to me and started fussing over my makeup. Soon Jenna's mother was here and my parents too. My mother's eyes were watery and so was Jenna's mother. Even my dad looked like he might cry. I hugged them all and there was a knock on the door. Lea opened it and said "Mom! Dad!" Scott and Ginger came up to me and each hugged me. Then with a smile they said they were happy for me. I thanked them and smiled so happy. It was so hard not to cry and ruin my makeup but I was so happy! I sniffled and wiped away the tears. With a smile my mother said to me and Jesse's parents "Jesse looks so handsome!" Ginger thanked her and said "And Emma looks absolutely beautiful!" I thanked her and said "I still can't get over the fact that I'm marrying your son!" She laughed and said "We're so happy you are sweetie! You are the only one that's ever made Jesse truly happy" A few minutes passed while we talked. Then a man came in and said "Are you ready to begin Miss Nelson?" I instantly got butterflies in my stomach as I got so nervous. With a small nod I said "Y-yes I am" Everyone smiled so excited and walked out of the room towards the ball room.

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Chapter 33: Jesse's POV
I was sitting in my hotel room talking with Jake, Eric, Aaron, Phil and a whole bunch of my friends. Even my manager Sherry was here and my old guitarist Dory too! As we talked and the time got closer I became nervous. I hoped everything went perfect. Finally a man came in and asked "Are you ready Mr.McCartney?" I nodded and quickly stood up. My mother entered the room then and said "It's about to start! Emma looks amazing Jesse. I'm so happy for you" I smiled big and couldn't wait to see Emma. Seems like everyone got to see her but me! We slowly made our way to the ball room. My best friend Jake stood beside me as my best man. I looked around the big ball room and smiled at my family on one side and Emma's family on the other. I took a few deep breaths and and Jake said "You okay man?" I grinned and said "Yup. Never better" Finally it was quiet as everyone sat down and the music began to play. First one of Em's cousins walked down the aisle as the flower girl. She was adorable and everyone was grinning at her and snapping pictures like crazy. Then my brother Timmy was next. He was the ring bearer. Soon Em's bridesmaids came down and were followed by Jenna, her maid of honor. Now everyone was out and down the aisle. I held in my breath as 'Here Comes The Bride' began to play and everyone turned to look at the entrance, including me. Finally I saw Emma walking slowly down the aisle with her father. She was beyond beautiful! Words failed me...I was literally speechless! She just knocked my breath away with her beauty and when she looked into my eyes my heart stopped. Soon she was right in front of me smiling so perfectly. Her father smiled at me and said in a low voice "Take care of my baby girl" I nodded and said "I will sir" Then I took her hands into mine and smiled back. The priest smiled at everyone and then began the customary speech. The whole time I just looked into her eyes and she did the same. Finally we got to the vows and the priest said "Do you, Emma Nelson, take Jesse McCartney as your lawfully wedded husband? To have and to hold, for better or for worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish till death do you part?" Emma smiled and looked into my eyes as she whispered "I do" Then he turned to me and asked the same thing. With a grin I looked into Emma's eyes as I said "I do" The priest smiled and said "Before I pronounce you husband and wife, the groom has requested to add one more part to his vows. Emma looked at me in surprise as I let go of her hands and Jake handed me a microphone. I said into the mike "Lance, Joey, JC, Justin, Chris, you guys can come out now" Emma gasped and everyone looked in wonder as the former band members from N'sync came into the ball room. Then they all began to clap and Em looked at me so surprised as they walked up to us, each also holding mikes. Looking into her eyes I said "These guys are here to help me finish my vows to you, Emma" Music started to play as I took Emma's hand in mine. The guys from N'sync started singing backup as I sang to Emma while I looked into her eyes {Here's the link to the song. Please please listen to it to get the full affect of Jesse's love for Emma! Imagine Jesse singing all of the lead parts & the guys from N'sync singing backup! <333 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rppVf1UGbKM }
"Ohh ohh...
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along...

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

As the music played I looked into Emma's eyes, so in love with her, as she smiled at me in tears. I also smiled and continued singing with all my heart and all my soul....

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

When the music finished playing everyone clapped. I was still looking into Emma's eyes as I said "I promise you I'll love you forever Emma" There was tears in her eyes as she looked back into my eyes. In a whisper she said "I love you Jesse" The priest nodded and said "You may now slip the rings on each other" We did and then he said "I now pronounce you Mr and Mrs Jesse Abraham Arthur McCartney! You may kiss the bride" My heart felt like it was going to explode from how happy I felt. Leaning in, I hugged Emma close and kissed her slowly as everyone clapped and cheered. Of course some of the guys were whistling at us. When the kiss was over she looked into my eyes and I still saw the tears. I said with a smile "It's okay Emma. Don't cry" In tears she said "I can't help it! I love you so much!" I smiled and hugged her again as I said "I love you too" Then, taking her hand, we walked down the aisle together. Everyone clapped, cheered and snapped pictures. The guys from N'sync came up to us and Em freaked a bit as she said "Oh my God it's N'sync!!" Justin laughed and said "Congrats. You look beautiful" She blushed and Joey said to me "You're a lucky man, man. You made the right move asking her to be your wife" I grinned and said "Don't I know it!" Emma also grinned and said "I am such a huge fan! Like so huge! Wow I can't believe you're here! At my wedding!" JC laughed and said with a grin "Well you have your new husband to thank for that. He called us and practically begged us to come and sing backup since he was singing one of our songs. He knew how much you'd love it to see us here. He wouldn't leave us alone until we said yes!" Emma laughed and looked over at me. I smiled and said "Yea its true" Justin walked up to Emma and said "I know we're the ones you're such huge fans of, but we'd be honored if you took a picture with us Mrs.McCartney" She blushed and said "Okay yea!" I got out our camera and took a picture of Emma surrounded by the former band mates of N'sync. After the picture Lance smiled and said "We gave Jesse some autographed stuff for you. And once this picture is printed we'll sign it too" Chris said "Congrats again guys!" and they each hugged her one by one. Then they each shook my hand. With a grin Justin said "Ready for your first dance as husband and wife?" We nodded and I said to Emma "I hope you don't mind our first dance to be to them performing one of their songs" She looked at them with a grin and said "You're going to perform for us??" They laughed and JC nodded saying "Yup. Again by your husband's request" She looked into my eyes and said "You're amazingly wonderful Jesse!" I smiled big and led her to the dance floor as the guys took the stage. They performed their song 'That's When I'll Stop Loving You' as I requested. [ Here's the song! Once again please please listen to it as you read! You'll love it, promise! <333 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eNrN9fXa-pc ] I held Emma in my arms as we slowly swayed to the music. When it got to the chorus, I sang along in her ear "When winter comes in summer, when there's no more forever, when lies become the truth. Oh you know then baby that's when I'll stop lovin' that's when I'll stop loving you" Every time it got to a significant part, I sang along in her ear "You've gotta believe me. I'll never leave you. You'll never cry as long as I am there. And I will always be there. You will never be without love..........You're the only one I'll ever give this heart too.........When the stars all decide to stop shining till then I'm going to be by your side. Gonna be loving you forever. Everyday of my life" She smiled beautifully at me and began crying again. I wiped away her tears and kissed her slowly and sweetly. We went back to swaying and dancing. Soon the song was done and Justin said into the mike "Thanks for having us! It's been a pleasure!" JC then said "Congrats once again Emma and Jesse!" Chris, Joey and Lance all said the same and soon they were off the stage and on their way out of there since they had other stuff to do and couldn't stay. Em's dad walked up to us and asked "May I dance with my beautiful daughter?" I smiled as I let go of her and she went into her father's arms. He smiled at me and I truly was so happy he liked me again. I walked away from them so they could dance and mingled with everyone else. Jenna and Eric came up to me. Eric said as he laughed "Man you trying to show me up or something? This wedding is amazing!" I also laughed and said "No I'm not! But thanks anyway" Jenna smiled at Eric and said "Our wedding was amazing too baby!" They kissed and then Jenna said to me "So I know you won't but as her best friend I have to say it. Break Emma's heart and you will die. Okay?" I laughed and said "Okay. I would never hurt her though...at least not again" I frowned and Jenna said "Okay good! What's done is done. Em forgave you so forgive yourself" I laughed and said "Has she been talking to you?" She grinned and said "Emma always talks to me. We're best friends" Shaking my head I said with a grin "Like I told Emma, I'll try but I might not be able too" Eric smiled and said "Hey this is your wedding day! No depressing thoughts okay?" I nodded and said "Yea you're right, thanks!" Jake walked over to us and I introduced him to Jenna. Eric already met him before the wedding. We talked for a bit and then Emma came over to us. I smiled big and kissed her. Jenna smiled and said "You look amazing Emma! Gah I'm so proud to call you my best friend!" Emma laughed and said "Thanks! Hey I should toss the bouquet now!" All of the girls went and got behind Emma. Me, Jake, Eric and even Jenna backed up, I guess since she was already married. Em threw it behind her back and I looked surprised as Lea caught it! Everyone laughed and cheered except my dad. He didn't look too happy that another boy around Lea's age was smiling at her. Soon it was time to cut the cake. After almost everyone took pictures of it, Emma and I cut off pieces for everyone. Then we sat at our table and fed each other our pieces. Emma grinned and, after swiping some frosting on her hand, smeared it on my cheek. I laughed and did the same to her. We ended up kissing and licking the frosting off of each other. She giggled and looked into my eyes when I was done and I grinned crazily at how much I love this girl! Looking into her eyes I said "I love you Emma McCartney" She smiled so big as she said back "I love you too Jesse McCartney" Finally it was time to go to our honey moon! I couldn't wait to have Emma in my arms all night long. I grinned and said "Ready to go away for a night of passion?" She blushed and nodded. Then she said "I'm always ready" I laughed and kissed her again. Just as we pulled away from each other, both of our parents walked up to us. Emma's mother smiled and said "Congrats again sweetie!" Then she looked at me and said "From what I understand, you have a house here and in LA?" I nodded and she continued "When you guys cone back from your honey moon, where are you going to live? New York or LA?" I shrugged and said "Well sooner or later I'm going to have to go back to LA. You know, for my career. But if Em is really against living there then I'l find a way to make it work here in New York" Emma smiled at me and said "I don't want to leave my family or Jenna but we can live wherever you need to as long as it's no further then LA" With a smile I looked back over at her mother and said "When we decide we'll let you know for sure" Her mother nodded and then my mother said "Remember, you two are newly weds who are 21 years old. You might seem crazy in love and have a perfect relationship, but don't think it'll always be like that. There will be times when you argue and can't stand the sight of each other. Just remember to calm down, look into each other's eyes and tell each other 'I love you'. Everything will be okay then" I laughed and said "Thanks mom but I don't think I could ever get mad at Emma" My mother also laughed and said "Well just in case cause you never know" I thanked her for the advice. Both of our fathers talked for a minute or so and then it was time for us to go. With a grin I got up and said "Ready Emma?" She nodded and we said goodbye to our parents. Jenna and Eric walked up to us and Eric said "Have fun. I know we did!" Jenna giggled and blushed which made me laugh...I never really saw her blush much. Em also laughed as she said "Oh we will thanks!" Finally I took Emma's hand in mine and led her to our car that would take us to the airport. Everyone threw rice at us and we laughed. When we got in we waved goodbye as the car drove off.

Emma's POV:
Jesse made me wait till we were actually on the plane to tell me where we were going. You can only imagine how shocked I was when I found out we were taking a private jet there! When I questioned him he said "Departure and Departure Recharged did really well. Don't worry about it, it's just a rental" he finished with a smile. I grinned super excited as we got on the jet. When it finally took off into the sky I asked "Where are we going?" Jesse also grinned and said "Where do you think we're going?" I thought for a second and then said "Somewhere in Europe? Or if not then Hawaii?" With a laugh he replied "You were right the first time" I gasped so happy and in shock as I said "Oh my God thank you so much Jesse!" and began kissing him. We kissed and Jesse added his tongue. I moaned and pulled away as I said "Save it for when we get there Jesse!" He laughed and said "I wish we were there right now!" I giggled and said back "Me too! Where exactly in Europe are we going?" Jesse shrugged and said "Guess" I thought for a second and said "Mmm Italy?" Jesse just grinned at me and I almost jumped out of my seat with excitement! Grinning crazily I said "Oh my God thank you Jesse!!!" He laughed and said "Anything for my beautiful wife" I sat on his lap and we kissed. Then I snuggled on his chest and said with a sigh "I'm so happy right now" Jesse grinned and said "Oh but you'll be so much happier later on tonight" I giggled and closed my eyes as I rested on him. The flight was supposed to last about six to seven hours, but because we were on a private jet the amount of time was a bit shorter. The inside of the jet was beautiful! There was a mini bar, couches, and even a little room with a bed. To not tempt Jesse, I asked him to stay away from the bed and instead stay on the couch eating and drinking with me. Eventually we fell asleep in each other's arms.

Okay so this is part 1 of Emma's & Jesse's honeymoon...this is probably the most 'mature' chapter of the story haha but don't worry it doesn't get all detailed or anything...hope you like it!


Chapter 34: Emma's POV; Jesse & Emma's Honeymoon
A few hours later we landed and Jesse looked wide awake as he said "C'mon let's go to the hotel" I took his hand as we grabbed our bags and got in a cab. To my surprise Jesse told the driver something in Italian and sounded so sexy! Grinning huge I said "Since when do you speak Italian?" He laughed and said "I know a little bit. I learned some words and phrases as soon as I knew you wanted to go to Italy one day" I also laughed and looked out the window as we drove to our hotel. A short while later we got there and the cabbie helped us with our bags. Jesse took my hand and led me to our floor. When he opened the door to our room my jaw dropped. It was huge and so beautiful! With a grin Jesse asked "What do you think?" I also grinned as I said "It's perfect!" We put our bags down and I wrapped my arms around Jesse as we kissed. With a smile Jesse looked down at me and said "I love you" I also smiled and said "I love you too" We kissed again and Jesse moaned. "I've been waiting for this day for years now! And now it's finally here. It's kinda late but do you want to go and see Italy at night? Or do you want to go right to making love?" Jesse asked me with a grin. I also grinned as I bit my bottom lip. Then I said "Hm what do you think?" He laughed and took my hand as he said "Okay let's go see Italy" I giggled and stood standing there. Jesse grinned and said "Oh I see..you want to see Italy tomorrow instead. Well I guess we can have some fun right now" I giggled some more as he began kissing me. Then he pulled away and took my hand as he led me to the bed. We got undressed and neatly placed our clothes on a chair. Then we slipped under the covers. Jesse's lips went to my neck as he rubbed up and down my thigh. I moaned and hugged him tight. A little later his lips left my neck and went to my lips. We tongue kissed passionately for a long time as we rubbed each other's bodies. I slowly grinded against Jesse as we kissed and could feel how hard he was. Out of breath, Jesse looked at me with a grin and said "Know what my favorite number is?" I looked at him confused. Why in the world is he asking about numbers? "Umm I don't know...100?" I asked him. He laughed and shook his head no. Leaning close he whispered "C'mon Em you have to know what I'm talking about. Here's a hint...it's between 68 and 70" I laughed and said "Oh okay 69. Why is it-" I stopped talking when I realized what he was saying. He grinned big at me and I blushed crazily. I giggled and said "You want to...to try the 69 position?" He nodded and said back "Yea...well if you want to too" I bit my bottom lip and looked into his eyes. He was still grinning at me. I thought for a second and then whispered "Um okay I guess I want to try it too" With a smile he bent his head and we kissed some more. Then we went into the position. It was kinda weird to me at first. I have never done anything like this before. As time passed though I really got into it. My legs were going weak and I was even more turned on then before. It felt amazing and I grinned when I heard Jesse moaning. Soon I was moaning so loud I couldn't even do my part. I stopped and gripped the sheets as my legs shook harder and I moaned out of breath. Jesse stopped too and helped me move so I was laying next to him. My chest was raising and falling very quickly from how hard I was breathing. I was aching with need and was sure that Jesse was too. He looked into my eyes and then began kissing my neck. I whimpered and held him tight. He slowly kissed down my neck to my shoulders and then my chest. I gasped and arched my back when he lightly kissed and sucked on my chest. I moaned some more as he went and kissed down my stomach to my inner thighs. My body was on fire right now! Jesse finally looked into my eyes and smiled. "God I love you so much Emma" he said to me. I smiled and replied "I love you so much too" Jesse gently pushed me so that I was laying all the way back. Then he got on top of me. Finally, he entered me and me whole body trembled as I moaned. Jesse also moaned and looked into my eyes as he slowly began moving. I looked into his eyes as well and my heart warmed when I saw his love for me in them. As we moved as one together and looked into each other's eyes I felt something powerful. Of all the times we slept together, it was never like this. We never looked into each other's eyes the whole time. I mean, we would once in a while but then we'd close them or look away as it got more intense. This time was different. Jesse's eyes never left mine. I felt a connection so strong and powerful and it made this feel a thousand times more amazing. I think all those other times we were together it was just sex. Now at this very moment, we are truly making love. As the minutes passed we went a little bit faster but not too much. Jesse did grind harder and deeper into me and I moaned his name. It was almost like torture at how good it felt and how slow we were going. It was like we were teasing ourselves. About an hour later we were both hot and sweaty as we felt the pleasure building up in us. I moaned loudly as Jesse finally began to move faster and faster. I held into his back and wrapped my legs around his waist. He moaned my name and was shaking a little. I gasped and whimpered as the pleasure increased more and more. It was like each time it increased, it was three times as powerful. I moaned very loudly "Jesse!! f***!!" Jesse laughed out of breath and I couldn't help but giggle. I never really cursed much, and I never cursed while we were making love before. Jesse mover faster and I leaned my head back into the pillow as I gripped the head board of the bed and bit my bottom lip. I whimpered and my legs shook. Jesse moaned and was breathing very heavily. Finally I lost it as my legs and whole body shook even more. A little while later he also lost it into me. He gently layed on me and I could feel his heart racing. I giggled still so out of breath and gently ran my hands through his hair. When I looked over at the clock I saw that we were at for an hour and a half! I sighed and closed my eyes as I continued to run my hands through his hair. His breathing finally slowed down and soon so did mine. Sleepily Jesse whispered "I love you Em baby" I grinned and whispered "I love you too Jess" Now I was soooo very sleepy. Jesse was silent and breathing slowly so I guess he fell asleep on me. I smiled and then slowly drifted off to the dream world.

Chapter 34 cont.: Jesse & Emma's Honeymoon cont.; Jesse's POV
I woke up to see my beautiful wife snuggled up in my arms and sleeping peacefully. I smiled and kissed her forehead. Last night was beyond amazing! Em whimpered softly and snuggled closer to me. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her. A short while later she slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me. I grinned and said "Morning beautiful" She smiled and said sleepily "Morning Jess" I ran my hands through her hair and rubbed her arm up and down. "So how long are we staying in Italy?" Em asked me. I replied "4 days 3 nights" She leaned up on her elbows and grinned at me as she said "Oh wow that's great!" I also grinned and said "Yup" We got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. Em looked at me seductively and said "You're coming in with me right?" I grinned huge and nodded as I replied "Of course baby" So, we got in the shower together and cleaned up. Once we were clean I began kissing Emma. She moaned and said softly "Jesse are we going to stay in the shower longer?" I nodded and replied "Yea...I love making love to you in the shower. It's so hot" Em blushed and I grinned. Then I began kissing her neck. I rubbed down her sides and pressed her against the tiles. Feeling very turned on, I grabbed her leg and wrapped it around my waist. Em stopped me from kissing her shoulder so she could kiss my neck. I moaned in pleasure as she caressed the back of my head. A while later I gently slid into her and she moaned loudly. Also moaning, I made sure I had a firm grip on her so she wouldn't slip. Then I gently began rocking into her. Em moaned my name and held onto me tightly. I kissed her slowly and added my tongue. She moaned some more and sighed. I grinned and whispered "Hmm am I boring you?" She laughed and said "No! This is just really nice..almost like a good dream that I don't ever wanna wake up from" I smiled huge and said "Oh yea. Real life is actually so much better then any dream I've ever had" Em blushed again and we kissed. Soon I went back to rocking into Em. She moaned my name as I went faster. I also moaned and went to kiss her neck and rub down her sides. Finally she lost it and her legs shook. I think I needed to lay Em back in bed and go harder and faster to loose it myself. With a grin I pulled myself out of her and kissed her sweetly. Then I whispered "Okay let's get cleaned up and then go see Italy" Em grinned excitedly and said back "Yay okay!" We got out of the shower and got dressed. Then, we had some pastries for breakfast. While we ate Emma's cell phone rang. She picked up and said "Hey mom! Yea Jesse took us to Italy!" I grinned at how excited she was. She talked to her mom and her dad too I guess for a few minutes. Then she said "I should probably call Jenna real quick" I nodded and waited as she talked to Jenna. I grinned even bigger then the first time when I heard her say "Oh God Jen this honeymoon is amazing so far!!" She smiled at me and I blew her a kiss. After she hung up we finished breakfast. Then we went and began our first day in Italy. As we walked the beautiful streets I whispered in Em's ear "Tonight we're going to go take a ride in a gondola along the canal" She smiled big at me and said "Wow I can't wait!" I grinned and took her hand in mine as we continued to walk. I took her to see the historic sights and then we did some shopping. For lunch we went to an amazing Italian restaurant. For the most part we just spent the day relaxing and touring all the amazing sites in Italy. Night time came and we were on the gondola riding along the canal. Em rested her head on my shoulder and I held her close as the gondola gently rode through the waters of the canal. The night air was cool and the stars were shining brightly. It was perfect. I sang Because You Live softly and in a low voice in Emma's ear. She smiled big at me and I wrapped my arms around her. Soon the ride was over. We went to another restaurant and got some desert. After desert we stood there for almost an hour talking about our future together. Finally we made our way back to the hotel. I layed back in the bed and waited for Em to come out of the shower. Then I had my turn getting clean. Once we were both cleaned we went under the sheets. I held Em close and kissed her forehead. She closed her eyes and so I thought she was going to sleep. I also closed my eyes. A few minutes later she said "You're going to sleep?" I opened my eyes and looked at her. With a grin she said "Our day doesn't have to end you know. We are on our honeymoon after all" I also grinned and pulled her close as I said "Hmm okay. Let's have some more fun" Em giggled as I pulled her on top of me and began kissing her. We made out for a bit and then Em started grinding slowly on me. I moaned and kissed down her neck. Feeling turned on, I flipped us so Em was on her back and then continued kissing down her neck. She moaned and rubbed up and down my back. Things got heated up very quickly and soon I was grinding into Em. She moaned and gasped my name as she held me close. I was crazily turned on and so I went harder and faster. I went to kiss her lips as we moved together. We were at it for about an hour and I was still so turned on. Out of breath I slowed down and said "Oh God I'm getting weak" Emma giggled and whispered "Want me to take over?" I grinned and said "Well I don't know" She bit her bottom lip and said back "What if I want to be on top?" I grinned bigger and got even more turned on. "Okay then if thats what you want" I said to her. I flipped us so I was on my back and Em was straddling me. We got back started up and I moaned Emma's name as I held onto her waist. She also moaned and looked down as she bit her lip some more. Her loose hair was covering her face and so I pushed it out of the way and kissed her. Then I rubbed my hands up and down her sides and squeezed her a**. She moaned and went to kissing my neck. Intense waves of pleasure coursed through my whole body. I moaned and held her waist tight as I helped her move faster. Em moaned my name and I saw that her face was red. I bet mine is too. I helped her move even faster as I felt closer to losing it. She whimpered and was shaking. Em slowed down and when I looked I saw she was on top for about 40 minutes. She must have been getting weak now. Out of breath, I rolled us so she was now on her back. Then I grinded hard and fast into her. She moaned and gasped my name in pleasure. My legs began shaking as I got closer and closer to losing it. She griped my shoulders tight as she arched her back and also began shaking. Finally she gasped my name and held me close as she shook hard and lost it on me. I moaned loudly and also lost it into her a short while later. Breathing heavily, I looked into Emma's eyes. "I love you Em" I whispered to her. She smiled beautifully and whispered back "I love you too Jess" I also smiled and kissed her lips sweetly. With a sigh I layed beside her and pulled her close. We talked for a few hours and then fell asleep in each other's arms.

Our honeymoon was amazing and all too soon it was over. I wished we could stay in Italy forever! I took Em to an Italian restaurant and one of the head chefs let us come into the kitchen. Then he taught us how to make pasta from scratch! We also learned how to make some good Italian pizza, again with ingredients made from scratch, at this amazing pizzaria! Between all the site seeing, shopping, amazing restaurants and of course even more amazing love making, I had the best four days of my life. I couldn't wait till the next time I could bring Em back. I wanted to take her all over the world. As we sat on a plane back to New York I asked her "So what do you want to do as far as living arrangements? Would you really be okay with living in LA?" She was silent for a bit as she thought. Finally she answered "Well, I'll miss New York and I'll miss my friends and of course my family. But I loved being in LA so I would love to live there!" I grinned big and said "Okay great! So I guess we'll stay at my house in LA. Then whenever we decide to start a family I'll look for a bigger house in a more secluded area." Em nodded and said "Okay sounds great! Oh but um Jess?" I smiled and asked "Yea?" She continued "Well I want our kids to...well not grow up exactly in New York but I don't want them to be pure LA babies. I want them to be like us...New Yorkers at heart" I smiled and said "Okay whatever you want baby. So when we decide to have kids we'll stay in New York for a while. Maybe for a year or two. Then we'll go back to LA for a while. We'll make it so they are New Yorkers and Californians" I finished with a grin. Em giggled and said back "Hmm okay sounds like a plan. When do you go back to work?" "Well I'm still writing songs for my next album. I think I'm actually going to take a nice two year break, maybe a couple months more, to spend time with my amazing wife, start a family, and of course give me time to get this fourth album together. Departure and Departure Recharged did so well that I want this next one to be even greater! I already know I want to work with Tyga and hopefully Sean Garrett and Kevin Rudolph" I answered. She grinned big and said "You mean, hopefully they want to work with you! In my opinion, you're the star everyone wants to work with and wants you to write for them!" I also grinned and said "Well thanks! I'm not sure if that's true but thanks" She giggled and replied "It's very true! And you're welcome" The rest of the flight we talked about where exactly we will get our house in LA and planned our future together.

Here's more! Please let me know what you think! hehe <3333


Chapter 35: Emma's POV; Five months later
I hung up the phone after talking to my parents. Jenna grinned at me and said "What did they say?" I also grinned and said "They said they miss me and can't wait for me to come see them in New York. They even said they might come down here to LA to see me and bring your mom to see you too!" Jen lit up with excitement. She replied "Oh yay that's great!" Eric turned out to be a very good song writer/producer. One day he showed his skills to Jesse and Jesse suggested Eric come to LA. With Jesse's help Eric was introduced to some very important people. Now he works for a huge record company that's close friends with Jesse! He and Jenna have a house about ten minutes away from us! With a grin I rubbed Jenna's huge belly. She is now almost six months pregnant with a baby boy. In a baby voice I said to her stomach "How's Auntie Em's baby? Are you being a good boy?" Jenna laughed and said "No! He kicks me so much! He just won't stay still!" I giggled and said "What are you going to name him?" Jenna smiled big and said "Michael Alexander" I smiled huge and said "Awwww that's perfect!" At that time Jesse and Eric came into the backyard where me and Jen was. Eric rushed over to Jen and kissed her. Then he rubbed her belly and said with a grin "I can't believe our son is in there! Three more months till we can hold him!" She giggled and said "Yea I can't wait! I know you'll be an amazing father!" They began kissing and so I turned to Jesse. He kissed me and whispered "I missed you" I smiled and whispered back "I missed you too" We kissed again and then Jesse asked "Ready to go home?" I nodded and we both turned to Jenna and Eric who were still kissing. Jesse cleared his throat and they both looked at us and grinned. Jesse laughed and said "We're going home now. See you two lovebirds soon" They nodded and Eric said "Okay later" We went into Jesse's car and he drove us home. Jesse helped me cook dinner even tho I told him I would cook for him. I guess since he loves to cook he wanted to be in the kitchen as well. After we made some mashed potatoes and chicken we went into the living room to watch a dvd. When the movie was over we layed in each other's arms on the couch. Jesse began kissing down my neck. I giggled and held him close as he got on top of me. He continued kissing my neck and I whispered "How was your day?" In between kisses he replied "Good. I got some more songs written" I nodded and went to kiss his lips. We made out for a while and I felt Jesse's hands going up my shirt. I giggled and then I stopped so I could get some air. With a grin I said "Writing songs makes you come home turned on?" He also grinned and replied "No. Coming home to my beautiful wife turns me on" I blushed a little. We went back to making out and soon things got pretty heated. Jesse took my hand and led me upstairs to our bedroom. About an half hour later we were making love and I was moaning Jesse's name. He began to move faster as I clung to his back for support. A little over an hour later we were done and laying in each other's arms. Jesse held me close and rubbed my arm up and down. Then he whispered in my ear "I started looking for houses today. There's a couple I'm sure you'll love" I smiled and faced him as I said back "Oh cool! I can't wait to get settled into our new house and start our family" Jesse grinned big and said "You and me both Em baby" We were both silent and then I said "I can't wait to see Michael! What if we have a girl and she and Michael fall in love?" Jesse laughed and said "Michael?" I grinned and replied "Jenna and Eric's son" With a smile Jesse said "Yea I know but why would they fall in love?" I sighed and replied "I don't know. But if they got married we would all be a big family" Jesse smiled huge and said "Aww that would be pretty cool! But I don't want my baby girl falling in love anytime soon. She has to stay here with us for a loooong time" I laughed at Jesse and snuggled against his chest. "Hm yea I agree. Let's make this little girl first though. One step at a time" I said back. Jesse also laughed and said "Oh am I gonna enjoy that" I giggled and kissed him. Then I layed back on his chest. Soon we were fast asleep in each other's arms.

Three months later:
Jesse found us a beautiful house fairly quickly. There was even space for Jesse to have a small studio and for me to have my own small office in case I wanted to work from home! The house was located in a secluded area right off of Beverly Hills and had six bedrooms and five bathrooms. When I questioned Jesse he said "Well, you said the most kids you want is three so between one room for the boys and one for the girls, and then one for us there'll be three left. That way we can use them as guest bedrooms and of course as the kids get older, the oldest will get their own room" I smiled and nodded at Jesse's logic. As we stood in the large living room, the real estate agent came back over to us. He smiled and said "I checked with the owners. They are willing to sell at fifteen percent under their asking price" Jesse turned to me and asked "Is this the house you want?" I thought for a second. We saw at least ten houses. I was very picky with all of them. After all we were looking for a house to raise our kids in. It had to be perfect. This one though I absolutely love! So I grinned and nodded as I said "Yea! I really love this one!" Jesse grinned at me and then turned to the agent. "Well my wife loves it so I'll pay whatever price they ask for" he said. The agent nodded and said "So its settled. Please follow me to sign some paper work, including the lease. You can move in this weekend, Mr.McCartney" I grinned so excited and happy. Today is Wednesday! Only about two more days! We followed the agent to his office. Jesse signed and I co signed. We were given the keys to the large gate surrounding the house as well as to the front door. Jesse asked "Can we move in our stuff today? Like little be little?" The agent nodded and I got even more excited. We already have our stuff all packed. While we drove on our way home I rubbed Jesse's back. Then I said "This is great! I can't wait to move in to our new house!" Jesse grinned and said back "Me too! I also can't wait to start trying to make our children. You know we're gonna have to have sex way more often right?" I giggled and nodded. "Yup. One of the fun parts" Since we had all of our pots and pans packed we decided to order some pizza. We ate and watched a movie in the living room. When we were done Jesse asked with a grin "Want to start trying now?" I giggled and replied "No. I wan't to wait till we move in to our new house" He sighed and smiled at me. Then he said "Okay fair enough." We sat in each other's arms for a while. I was starting to get pains in my mid section. I sighed and closed my eyes. Jesse started to rub my shoulders and kissed my neck. He whispered in my ear "C'mon we need to do it many times just to make sure you get pregnant. Let's do it one more time here before we go to our new house" He kept kissing down my neck and rubbing me. It was starting to get on my nerves. "Jesse!", I snapped, "I'm not a sex machine! We can't have sex every single day you know!" He pulled away from me and glared at me. Jesse didn't like it when I yelled at him. He sighed and said in an upset tone "I just want to make love to my wife! What's wrong about that??" I also glared at him and yelled "The fact that you want to do it every single day! I'm not the energizer bunny and I sure as hell ain't Katie! Is sex all you want from me anymore??" "Woah what is wrong with you?? Will you stop bringing up Katie already!" Jesse sounded frustrated. I began to cry. Jesse's angry face quickly changed to concern. He held me close and said "I'm sorry Em baby. Don't cry" He rubbed my back and wiped the tears away. I sniffled and snuggled close to him. With a sigh I said "I'm sorry too. I think its my time of the month. I have cramps and I feel irritated" He smirked and said "Oh okay. I hate when you women have that. You get too scary!" I giggled and said back "I'm so sorry Jess" He grinned and said "I'll take a kiss as an apology" Also grinning, I went and kissed his lips slowly. When we pulled away Jesse smiled and said "Okay I forgive you" I giggled and he held me in his arms. Even though we loved each other to death, there was times when we did argue. I can get easily angered and start yelling at people before I even hear their side of the story. I also tend to cut people off. That irks Jesse, especially when I yell at him and don't let him talk. I hate it when I feel upset and he acts like theres nothing to be upset about. All in all we do get on each other's nerve once in a blue moon but it rarely happens. When it does, we make up quickly and shower each other with kisses. We talked for a bit and then watched one more movie. It was about 11pm and Jesse said "Let's go to sleep early so we can start moving in our stuff tomorrow" I nodded and followed him to our bedroom. We showered and then went in bed. After a few sweet kisses, Jesse held me close and turned off the light. Soon we were fast asleep.

Chapter 36: Jesse's POV; Another three months later
We have lived in our new house for three months now and we absolutely love it! Emma and Jenna's parents came over to see the new house and we threw a small party. My family also came. Timmy looked at Jenna's huge belly in amazement and I saw Em do the same. She looked kinda sad. We have been trying for three months and Em is still not pregnant. When I saw her looking at Jenna's belly for probably the tenth time that night I said jokingly "Hmm do you wish it were you having Eric's baby?" Em looked at me with a 'thats not funny' look and I quickly dropped the subject. She thought she wasn't able to have kids since we have been having unprotected sex practically the whole time we've slept together. I only ever used protection those few times we had sex when we were 18, and then once as adults that night when we made love on the beach in Hawaii after I proposed to her. Em was so worried about it that she scheduled a Doctor's appointment for the both of us. They told us that we were both more then able to have kids and it would happen when its supposed to. Jenna looked like she was going to give birth any day now. I turned kind of red, and so did Eric, when Em asked him "How did you get Jen pregnant? I mean I know how but like...why did it work so fast for you?" I laughed at Eric's red face as he replied "Well it just happened. We weren't even planning on having any kids yet" She half nodded and I could tell she was sad. I pulled Em onto my lap and kissed her slowly and sweetly. Then I whispered "I promise you we will have kids really soon okay?" She nodded slowly and snuggled her head against my chest. Em sighed and I ran my hands through her hair. I asked my mom not to ask us when we were giving her grandchildren in front of Em cause I knew it would upset her. Soon Eric came up to me. His face looked worried. In a low voice he said "I'm gonna go ahead and bring Jen home. She doesn't feel too good" Em and I both nodded. We said goodbye and then Eric took Jenna's hand and helped her walk to their car. Soon Em's parents and Jen's mom left. My family left right after. They were going back to New York tonight. As we layed in bed that night I slowly rubbed up Em's leg. She moaned softly but then pushed my hand away. I smiled and said "Don't you want to keep trying?" She shook her head and turned on her side away from me. I sighed and kissed her neck. "Well I do. I want you to have my kids, Emma" I slowly kissed down her neck and shoulders. Soon she couldn't resist me kissing and touching her and so she went on her back and hugged me tight as we kissed. In a low voice she said "I think I also feel this way because...well because I'm scared Jess. I am terrified of giving birth" I smiled at her and said "You have nothing to be afraid of. I promise" She nodded and began kissing my neck. After about twenty minutes of kissing and rubbing, I positioned myself on top oh her and we began to make love. Em wanted to be on top for a while so I let her. I held onto her waist as she grinded on me and I moaned her name. She whimpered and was breathing heavily as I kissed her neck. I helped her grind faster and rubbed up her sides. Emma moaned and began tongue kissing me passionately. As she grinded faster I felt the pleasure building up and up...soon I was going to lose it. I rubbed up and down her beautiful body and then held into her behind. She whimpered again and I left her lips to kiss her neck. Just as Em began to grind even faster and I felt so on edge and ready to lose it any minute, the house phone rang. I groaned and tried to ignore it but the sound was getting annoying. Em slowed down and then stopped completely as she looked at me, still breathing heavily. I sighed and reached over for the phone. As soon as I picked up I heard Eric's voice say nervously "Um I didn't wake you up or anything did I?" I looked over at the clock and saw it was 2:38am. I sighed and said "No you didn't. Everything okay?" I noticed I still sounded out of breath. My heart was racing and I was on edge. Eric was silent for a moment before he continued "Yea...well kinda...it's Jenna. She's in a lot of pain. Like really bad pain. I think she might be going into labor" Eric sounded really nervous and maybe even a little bit scared. I smiled even though I knew he couldn't see and said "Well she might be having contractions. Did her water break?" He remained silent. "Eric?" I asked. He said in a low voice "Uh sorry..yea I think it did" I looked at Em and covered the mouth piece of the phone as I whispered "It's Eric. He thinks Jenna is about to give birth" Em's face looked like a mixture of being happy and being scared. She whispered "Oh my God really?? Are they on their way to the hospital?" I shrugged and said into the phone "Where are you guys?" I heard Jenna screaming and whimpering in pain in the background but thats all. "Eric??" I said a bit loudly. I sighed and said to Em "He's not answering but I hear Jenna in the background. She sounds like she's in a lot of pain" I could see the worry in Em's eyes. I smiled and sat up. I was actually still inside of her, I realized, and she was still straddling me. It took all my strength to control the urge to continue what we started. I looked into Em's eyes as I said "Don't worry. Jen will be okay" Emma smiled at me and kissed me slowly. Then she looked into my eyes and said "I love you, Jess. Really I don't know what I'd do without you" I also looked into her eyes and said back "I love you too Em" We kissed slowly and Em moved up a little so she could get closer to me. I moaned and began to get hard again. Emma moaned and I was about to just lay her on her back and make slow sweet love to her. I knew she wanted to go to the hospital though and be there for Jenna. So I grabbed the phone and said into it "Eric? You still there man?" He replied "Yea I'm sorry I left you hanging. I'm in the car now driving Jen to the hospital" I asked him which one and then told him we'd be on our way. Then Em and I got dressed and made our way to the hospital.

Em and I got to the hospital about twenty minutes later. Jenna and Eric were in the waiting room. Jenna was in a wheel chair and Eric was at the desk trying to get someone to help him. Em rushed over to Jenna and said "Are you okay?" Jenna nodded and there was tears in her eyes. Suddenly she gripped her midsection and moaned in pain. I frowned a bit, feeling bad for her. Finally a nurse came and took Jenna to a room. Eric came up to me and looked terrified. In a low voice he said "I only have an older brother..so I have never experienced this before. And well both Em and Jen are only child's. I'm kinda scared here" I smiled at him reassuringly and said "Don't worry man, everything will be okay. Just go and be there for your wife" He nodded and smiled a little. Then he rushed off to Jenna's room. I sat in the waiting room with Emma. Over two hours passed. Emma called her parents and Jenna's mom as well as Eric's parents. Then we sat and waited. It was now five in the morning and still nothing. Emma had fallen asleep in my arms and soon I drifted off to sleep as we sat on the chairs in the waiting room. Suddenly I felt Emma jerk up. My eyes flew open and I looked at her concerned. She looked pale and confused. "You okay Em baby?" I asked in a sleepy voice. She nodded and said "Yea...I just felt like I was gonna throw up" I frowned and hoped she wasn't getting sick or anything. A Doctor walked up to us and asked "Are you the McCartney's?" Em and I both nodded and he smiled as he continued "Your friends are requesting to see you" Em jumped up excitedly and I got up too. We followed the Doctor to Jenna's room. When we got there I saw Jenna on her bed and Eric sitting beside her. They were both staring at the baby in Jenna's arms. In a low voice I said "Heyyyy" and they both looked up at me and Em with huge smiles. Em and I just stood at the door. With a grin Jenna said "You coming in or what?" I laughed and took Em's hand as we went inside. We walked right up to her bed and looked at the baby in her arms. He looked just like Erick but with Jenna's eyes and nose, possibly her ears too. Their son was handsome! "Say hello to Aunt Emma and Uncle Jesse! Say hello Michael Alexander!" Jenna said in a baby voice. I grinned and Em giggled. Eric looked so happy and proud as he stared at his son and wife. Jenna let Emma hold Micheal and then I was surprised when she asked me "Wanna hold him next Jesse?" I smiled and nodded. Em handed him to me and I looked down at him. He was so tiny! I laughed and said "Aw wow you're adorable! Em here seems to think you and our non existent daughter are gonna fall in love. Stay away from my baby girl for a loooong time okay bud?" I said to Michael. Em, Jenna and Eric all laughed at me. Michael started fussing and so I handed him to Eric. He was quiet as Eric held him but soon he started fussing again. Jenna said to Eric "Give him to me! He wants his mommy" Eric handed Michael to Jenna and soon he stopped fussing. Eric frowned a little. "It's okay man. He'll get used to you" I told him. He sighed and said "I sure hope so" It was now 7am and Em and I were exhausted. The only sleep we had was about three hours on the waiting room chairs sitting down. After we said goodbye to Jenna and Eric we made our way home. We got undressed and then I held Em in my arms as we layed back in bed for a nap. Emma made a weird noise and quickly rushed to the bathroom. Feeling concerned I went after her. She was on her knees in front of the toilet and was dry heaving. I guess since we didn't really eat recently she had nothing to throw up. I frowned and said "You okay Em?" She slowly nodded and got up, then went into my arms. I hugged her close and kissed the top of her head. She whispered "I don't feel too good Jess" I looked into her eyes and said back "Let's get some rest and hopefully you'll feel better" Em nodded and I led her back in bed. I held Emma close and closed my eyes. The next morning we woke up and got dressed. Em wouldn't eat anything. She said she wasn't hungry. After I had some scrambled eggs and coffee I went with Em into the car and we drove to the hospital. Eric was already there and was holding Michael. Jenna was just finishing breakfast. They both smiled when they saw me and Emma. We walked in and Emma hugged Jenna. Then Em made a face and said "Oh God the smell is getting me nauseous" Jenna laughed and said "It's just a veggie omelet Em" When I had my eggs before we left, Em complained about the smell making her nauseous too. I sighed and said "You should really eat something Emma" She shook her head and replied "I'm not hungry" I just dropped the subject. I'd make sure she'd eat at lunch time. Michael had his little hand wrapped around Eric's pinky. Eric grinned down at his son. I couldn't wait till I could hold my son or daughter in my arms. Too bad they haven't even be conceived yet. Em and I spent a couple of hours in the hospital visiting Jenna. Then it was lunch time. I turned to Emma and said "Em baby you gotta eat. Let's go get some lunch" She sighed and nodded. We said goodbye to Eric and Jenna and then I took Em to get some food. She just picked at it and only ate a few bites. I frowned and said "Emma please eat" She sighed and shook her head. In a whisper she said "I don't want to Jesse. I'm not hungry" I shook my head and said back "You're gonna eat dinner then. All of it" She looked at me and said with a frown "If I want to then I will. You can't force me to" Now I was the one sighing. Jenna was released three days later. Of course Em wanted to go see her. We bought a nice cute set for Michael to wear. I was worried about Emma tho. This morning was the third one in a row where she got sick and threw up. I asked her to see a Doctor but she refused to. If she throws up again tomorrow morning I am going to make the appointment myself.

Chapter 36: Jesse's POV; Another three months later
We have lived in our new house for three months now and we absolutely love it! Emma and Jenna's parents came over to see the new house and we threw a small party. My family also came. Timmy looked at Jenna's huge belly in amazement and I saw Em do the same. She looked kinda sad. We have been trying for three months and Em is still not pregnant. When I saw her looking at Jenna's belly for probably the tenth time that night I said jokingly "Hmm do you wish it were you having Eric's baby?" Em looked at me with a 'thats not funny' look and I quickly dropped the subject. She thought she wasn't able to have kids since we have been having unprotected sex practically the whole time we've slept together. I only ever used protection those few times we had sex when we were 18, and then once as adults that night when we made love on the beach in Hawaii after I proposed to her. Em was so worried about it that she scheduled a Doctor's appointment for the both of us. They told us that we were both more then able to have kids and it would happen when its supposed to. Jenna looked like she was going to give birth any day now. I turned kind of red, and so did Eric, when Em asked him "How did you get Jen pregnant? I mean I know how but like...why did it work so fast for you?" I laughed at Eric's red face as he replied "Well it just happened. We weren't even planning on having any kids yet" She half nodded and I could tell she was sad. I pulled Em onto my lap and kissed her slowly and sweetly. Then I whispered "I promise you we will have kids really soon okay?" She nodded slowly and snuggled her head against my chest. Em sighed and I ran my hands through her hair. I asked my mom not to ask us when we were giving her grandchildren in front of Em cause I knew it would upset her. Soon Eric came up to me. His face looked worried. In a low voice he said "I'm gonna go ahead and bring Jen home. She doesn't feel too good" Em and I both nodded. We said goodbye and then Eric took Jenna's hand and helped her walk to their car. Soon Em's parents and Jen's mom left. My family left right after. They were going back to New York tonight. As we layed in bed that night I slowly rubbed up Em's leg. She moaned softly but then pushed my hand away. I smiled and said "Don't you want to keep trying?" She shook her head and turned on her side away from me. I sighed and kissed her neck. "Well I do. I want you to have my kids, Emma" I slowly kissed down her neck and shoulders. Soon she couldn't resist me kissing and touching her and so she went on her back and hugged me tight as we kissed. In a low voice she said "I think I also feel this way because...well because I'm scared Jess. I am terrified of giving birth" I smiled at her and said "You have nothing to be afraid of. I promise" She nodded and began kissing my neck. After about twenty minutes of kissing and rubbing, I positioned myself on top oh her and we began to make love. Em wanted to be on top for a while so I let her. I held onto her waist as she grinded on me and I moaned her name. She whimpered and was breathing heavily as I kissed her neck. I helped her grind faster and rubbed up her sides. Emma moaned and began tongue kissing me passionately. As she grinded faster I felt the pleasure building up and up...soon I was going to lose it. I rubbed up and down her beautiful body and then held onto her behind. She whimpered again and I left her lips to kiss her neck. Just as Em began to grind even faster and I felt so on edge and ready to lose it any minute, the house phone rang. I groaned and tried to ignore it but the sound was getting annoying. Em slowed down and then stopped completely as she looked at me, still breathing heavily. I sighed and reached over for the phone. As soon as I picked up I heard Eric's voice say nervously "Um I didn't wake you up or anything did I?" I looked over at the clock and saw it was 2:38am. I sighed and said "No you didn't. Everything okay?" I noticed I still sounded out of breath. My heart was racing and I was on edge. Eric was silent for a moment before he continued "Yea...well kinda...it's Jenna. She's in a lot of pain. Like really bad pain. I think she might be going into labor" Eric sounded really nervous and maybe even a little bit scared. I smiled even though I knew he couldn't see and said "Well she might be having contractions. Did her water break?" He remained silent. "Eric?" I asked. He said in a low voice "Uh sorry..yea I think it did" I looked at Em and covered the mouth piece of the phone as I whispered "It's Eric. He thinks Jenna is about to give birth" Em's face looked like a mixture of being happy and being scared. She whispered "Oh my God really?? Are they on their way to the hospital?" I shrugged and said into the phone "Where are you guys?" I heard Jenna screaming and whimpering in pain in the background but thats all. "Eric??" I said a bit loudly. I sighed and said to Em "He's not answering but I hear Jenna in the background. She sounds like she's in a lot of pain" I could see the worry in Em's eyes. I smiled and sat up. I was actually still inside of her, I realized, and she was still straddling me. It took all my strength to control the urge to continue what we started. I looked into Em's eyes as I said "Don't worry. Jen will be okay" Emma smiled at me and kissed me slowly. Then she looked into my eyes and said "I love you, Jess. Really I don't know what I'd do without you" I also looked into her eyes and said back "I love you too Em" We kissed slowly and Em moved up a little so she could get closer to me. I moaned and began to get hard again. Emma moaned and I was about to just lay her on her back and make slow sweet love to her. I knew she wanted to go to the hospital though and be there for Jenna. So I grabbed the phone and said into it "Eric? You still there man?" He replied "Yea I'm sorry I left you hanging. I'm in the car now driving Jen to the hospital" I asked him which one and then told him we'd be on our way. Then Em and I got dressed and made our way to the hospital.

Em and I got to the hospital about twenty minutes later. Jenna and Eric were in the waiting room. Jenna was in a wheel chair and Eric was at the desk trying to get someone to help him. Em rushed over to Jenna and said "Are you okay?" Jenna nodded and there was tears in her eyes. Suddenly she gripped her midsection and moaned in pain. I frowned a bit, feeling bad for her. Finally a nurse came and took Jenna to a room. Eric came up to me and looked terrified. In a low voice he said "I only have an older brother..so I have never experienced this before. And well both Em and Jen are only child's. I'm kinda scared here" I smiled at him reassuringly and said "Don't worry man, everything will be okay. Just go and be there for your wife" He nodded and smiled a little. Then he rushed off to Jenna's room. I sat in the waiting room with Emma. Over two hours passed. Emma called her parents and Jenna's mom as well as Eric's parents. Then we sat and waited. It was now five in the morning and still nothing. Emma had fallen asleep in my arms and soon I drifted off to sleep as we sat on the chairs in the waiting room. Suddenly I felt Emma jerk up. My eyes flew open and I looked at her concerned. She looked pale and confused. "You okay Em baby?" I asked in a sleepy voice. She nodded and said "Yea...I just felt like I was gonna throw up" I frowned and hoped she wasn't getting sick or anything. A Doctor walked up to us and asked "Are you the McCartney's?" Em and I both nodded and he smiled as he continued "Your friends are requesting to see you" Em jumped up excitedly and I got up too. We followed the Doctor to Jenna's room. When we got there I saw Jenna on her bed and Eric sitting beside her. They were both staring at the baby in Jenna's arms. In a low voice I said "Heyyyy" and they both looked up at me and Em with huge smiles. Em and I just stood at the door. With a grin Jenna said "You coming in or what?" I laughed and took Em's hand as we went inside. We walked right up to her bed and looked at the baby in her arms. He looked just like Eric but with Jenna's eyes and nose, possibly her ears too. Their son was handsome! "Say hello to Aunt Emma and Uncle Jesse! Say hello Michael Alexander!" Jenna said in a baby voice. I grinned and Em giggled. Eric looked so happy and proud as he stared at his son and wife. Jenna let Emma hold Micheal and then I was surprised when she asked me "Wanna hold him next Jesse?" I smiled and nodded. Em handed him to me and I looked down at him. He was so tiny! I laughed and said "Aw wow you're adorable! Em here seems to think you and our non existent daughter are gonna fall in love. Stay away from my baby girl for a loooong time okay bud?" I said to Michael. Em, Jenna and Eric all laughed at me. Michael started fussing and so I handed him to Eric. He was quiet as Eric held him but soon he started fussing again. Jenna said to Eric "Give him to me! He wants his mommy" Eric handed Michael to Jenna and soon he stopped fussing. Eric frowned a little. "It's okay man. He'll get used to you" I told him. He sighed and said "I sure hope so" It was now 7am and Em and I were exhausted. The only sleep we had was about three hours on the waiting room chairs sitting down. After we said goodbye to Jenna and Eric we made our way home. We got undressed and then I held Em in my arms as we layed back in bed for a nap. Emma made a weird noise and quickly rushed to the bathroom. Feeling concerned I went after her. She was on her knees in front of the toilet and was dry heaving. I guess since we didn't really eat recently she had nothing to throw up. I frowned and said "You okay Em?" She slowly nodded and got up, then went into my arms. I hugged her close and kissed the top of her head. She whispered "I don't feel too good Jess" I looked into her eyes and said back "Let's get some rest and hopefully you'll feel better" Em nodded and I led her back in bed. I held Emma close and closed my eyes. The next morning we woke up and got dressed. Em wouldn't eat anything. She said she wasn't hungry. After I had some scrambled eggs and coffee I went with Em into the car and we drove to the hospital. Eric was already there and was holding Michael. Jenna was just finishing breakfast. They both smiled when they saw me and Emma. We walked in and Emma hugged Jenna. Then Em made a face and said "Oh God the smell is getting me nauseous" Jenna laughed and said "It's just a veggie omelet Em" When I had my eggs before we left, Em complained about the smell making her nauseous too. I sighed and said "You should really eat something Emma" She shook her head and replied "I'm not hungry" I just dropped the subject. I'd make sure she'd eat at lunch time. Michael had his little hand wrapped around Eric's pinky. Eric grinned down at his son. I couldn't wait till I could hold my son or daughter in my arms. Too bad they haven't even be conceived yet. Em and I spent a couple of hours in the hospital visiting Jenna. Then it was lunch time. I turned to Emma and said "Em baby you gotta eat. Let's go get some lunch" She sighed and nodded. We said goodbye to Eric and Jenna and then I took Em to get some food. She just picked at it and only ate a few bites. I frowned and said "Emma please eat" She sighed and shook her head. In a whisper she said "I don't want to Jesse. I'm not hungry" I shook my head and said back "You're gonna eat dinner then. All of it" She looked at me and said with a frown "If I want to then I will. You can't force me to" Now I was the one sighing. Jenna was released three days later. Of course Em wanted to go see her. We bought a nice cute set for Michael to wear. I was worried about Emma tho. This morning was the third one in a row where she got sick and threw up. I asked her to see a Doctor but she refused to. If she throws up again tomorrow morning I am going to make the appointment myself.

Chapter 37: Emma's POV
For three mornings in a row I have been feeling sick and throwing up. Jesse is upset that I won't go to the Doctor. Jesse and I were over at Jenna and Eric's place. I was in the nursery with Jenna as she breast fed Micheal. Jesse and Eric were in the living room. I sighed and said in a low voice "Jen?" She smiled at me and said "Yea Em?" I gulped and said "Uh...how did you know you were pregnant?" She giggled and answered "Well, I got sick every other morning almost and hadn't gotten my period in like eight weeks. I never ever miss my period so I went and got a pregnancy test and it came put positive. Then I made an appointment with my Doctor and he confirmed that I was pregnant!" I nodded and said back "Oh okay...excuse me for a sec okay?" Jenna nodded and rubbed Michael's back as she burped him. She looked like a natural. I grabbed my purse and went into the bathroom. After I locked the door I took out my mini calender/planner that I carried around with me and began counting the weeks since my last period. The last time I got it was six and a half weeks ago. I gulped nervously. Could it be that I'm pregnant?? I opened the door and rushed out quickly. To my surprise I bumped right into Eric. He looked at me and said "Oh sorry Em" and I nodded. Then I quickly made my way back to Michael's nursery. Jenna had her son in her arms and was gently rocking him to sleep. I sat next to her and whispered "So...which brand pregnancy test did you use?" She grinned at me excitedly and whispered "Oh my God you think you might be pregnant?!" I slowly nodded. She told me which one she used. I thanked her and then went down to the living room to Jesse. He smiled at me and said "How're you feeling Em baby?" I smiled nervously and said "Okay I guess...can you take me to the Pharmacy?" He looked at me surprised and said "For what? If you're sick you should go to the Doctor and get something prescribed for you" I shook my head and said "Please Jesse just take me!" He must have heard the desperation in my voice cause he got up and said "Okay. Let's go" We got to the Pharmacy and I went right up to the woman behind the counter. In a low voice I asked for the pregnancy test. Jesse looked at me in shock. He didn't say a word as I payed for it and walked back to the car. We drove back to our house and Jesse finally spoke. "So...you might be pregnant?" His voice sounded nervous as well. I nodded slowly. I was so scared for a few reasons. I wanted the test to come out positive so badly. Also I was scared that it would be positive. No matter how hard Jesse tried to comfort me I was still terrified of giving birth. We went inside and I walked to the bathroom. Jesse took my hand and looked into my eyes as he said "No matter what the test says, remember that I love you and I'm here for you okay?" I nodded and he kissed me. I sighed nervously and read the instructions. Then I did what it said to do. The box said I had to wait 15 minutes for the results. So I went into our bedroom where Jesse was sitting on our bed. I sat on his lap and wrapped my arms around him. He held me and rubbed my back. Fifteen minutes later I said nervously "T-Time to check the test" Jesse smiled at me reassuringly and that made me smile and feel better. I slowly walked into the bathroom and looked at the test and then at the box to compare the results. In shock I looked again. And again. And then again. I couldn't believe it at all. I just stood there in the bathroom staring at the test in my hand. Tears welled up in my eyes and rushed out. Jesse came in and said "Well?" I looked at him and he saw I was crying. In concern he came up to me and hugged me. "It's okay Em baby don't cry" he said to me in a low voice. He sounded sad and a little disappointed. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. Of all people, me. Just the thought if it made me cry harder. Jesse sounded heart broken as he whispered "Please don't cry sweetie. I'm so sorry" I pulled away from his arms and looked into his eyes. "Jesse," I began. He looked into my eyes expectantly. I continued, "The test came out positive...I'm pregnant!!" He looked at me in shock and his jaw dropped a little. Then in a kinda shaky voice he said "You are?!" I grinned through my tears and nodded. Jesse grinned huge and looked so very happy. He said "Oh my God we're gonna have a baby!!" I laughed as he picked me up and spun me around as he hugged me. When he put me down we kissed. In a whisper I said "I can't believe this is finally happening!" He was still grinning huge as he said back "Me too! This is great!!" Jesse kissed me again and hugged me tight. I smiled big at him and then he said "I'm gonna make an appointment for you okay?" I nodded and hugged him tightly as he called and made the appointment. Then we both layed back in bed and began kissing passionately. Soon we stopped and made our way back to Jenna and Eric's place. They were both in the living room. Eric smiled and said "There you two are! Michael's taking a nap. Where'd you disappear too?" We were both grinning and Jesse said "Well-" I couldn't help it and blurted out "I'm pregnant!!" Jenna looked so happy and ran up to me to hug me tight. Eric grinned and said "Congrats!" We thanked them and then Jenna asked us to stay for dinner and so we did. Michael soon woke up and Jenna let me hold him. He was so small and soft and just beautiful! He looked at me and I saw he had the most beautiful brown eyes. They were very very light brown. Just like Eric's. I held him for a little and then gave him back to Jenna. We stayed for a few hours and then went home. My appointment was a few days later. The Doctor confirmed that I was pregnant. We told our families and they were very excited and happy for us. Right away Jesse worked on turning one of the bedrooms into a nursery. I wanted to help but he wouldn't let me. He'd always say "I got it Em baby. I don't want you doing anything that could put you or the baby in danger" I finally just let it go and let him do it himself. It looked great but was a bit plain. Jesse didn't paint the room yet since we didn't know if we were having a girl or a boy. That night we layed in bed and Jesse rubbed my stomach even though there wasn't much of a bump at all yet. He smiled big at me and whispered "I can't wait to see our baby" I grinned and said "Neither can I!" He was silent for a moment and then asked "Do you have any ideas for a name?" "Yea I have a few actually. We can discuss them and see which ones we both agree on" I replied with a smile. Jesse grinned and said back "No. You're the one carrying this baby for nine months, going through all the sickness, and going to go through the labor. I think you should name it whatever you want. As long as the name isn't too crazy" I smiled big at him and kissed him slowly. Then he held me in his arms and we fell asleep.

Five months later: Jesse's POV
We sat in our car in front of the hospital. Em had an appointment for an ultrasound today. We are finally going to know if we're having a boy or a girl. "Ready Emma?" I asked her with a smile. She nodded and smiled back. Her belly was already pretty big but she still looked beautiful to me. We waited about fifteen minutes in the waiting room. Finally a nurse came out and said "Emma McCartney?" Em quickly stood up and so did I. The nurse looked at me as she asked Emma "Who is this?" She replied with a smile "My husband" I smiled back and the nurse nodded. She led us to the room where Emma would have her ultrasound. There was a table that Em had to lay down on. The nurse left after asking a few questions. While we waited for the technician Emma looked at me and said "Jess, what if we were having twins? Or triplets?" I laughed and replied "Em, your stomach isn't even that big. And even if we were I would still be very happy..maybe more happy. More babies equals more love to give right?" She nodded with a smile. I also smiled and continued "I know it might be a bit more difficult having to take care of twins or triplets, especially the first few years, but I know we'd be able to do it. Don't worry Em. I'm here for you and I'm not going anywhere. Ever" She smiled the most beautiful smile at me and said "I love you Jesse" I smiled big and said back "I love you Emma" We kissed and then the technician walked in right as we pulled away from each other. The technician smiled and said in a cheery voice "Alrighty then, ready to find out if you're having a her or a him?" I laughed at her cheeriness and nodded. Em did the same. I held Em's hand and looked at the screen anxiously. The technician rubbed some gel on the machine and then slowly rubbed the machine across Em's belly. I smiled huge when I saw what looked like the head and arms. Em looked at me nervously. I smiled at her and said "Wow. Our baby is beautiful." She smiled huge at me. The technician looked at me and said "Well, Mr. McCartney. Do you want to know what your wife is having or not?" She was grinning as she asked. I nodded. She smiled and continued "Congratulations. You're having a baby girl" I grinned huge and felt so happy. I was having a baby girl. This was an incredible feeling. Emma grinned at me and said excitedly "A girl!! We're having a girl!" I was still grinning as I said back "Yea I know! I bet she'll be just as beautiful as her mother" Em blushed and I kissed her. We went to lunch and then stopped to get some paint and a few stuff for our baby girl. I was dying to paint the nursery and fix it up just right. I want it to be perfect for her. I swear my daughter is going to have everything she could ever dream of and more.

Chapter 38: Four months later
Emma's belly is huge. The due date is in two days. I came out of the bathroom after my shower. Em was already in bed. I smiled as I got in bed and asked "How are you feeling?" She shrugged and said "Fat. In Pain. Anxious. The usual" I grinned and kissed her forehead. "Just two more days Em baby" I said to her. She nodded and said in a low voice "Two days. Wow. I'm scared Jesse. So so scared" I knew Em was still terrified of giving birth. All throughout her pregnancy she had random mood swings. There was times when she didn't want me to touch her. She would say I did this to her and blame me, like if she wasn't the one who wanted it just as bad. But I knew it was just the hormones and mood swings talking. Perfectly natural for a pregnant woman. I hugged her and said back "Don't be. I promise I will be there the entire time. Nothing bad is going to happen" Em nodded and a few tears slid down her face. I hoped she wasn't in labor for too long. Morning came and I made Em some breakfast. She ate slowly and sighed a lot. I decided to give Jenna a call. When she picked up I went into the living room and said in a low voice "Hey Jen. I know this is a lot to ask on such short notice and you must be busy with Michael but I was wondering if you could maybe come over? Spend some time with Em? She's scared and acting all down. I hate seeing her like this" I could hear Michael babbling in the background. He's already almost ten months old. Jen sighed and said "Stop Mike! Let Mommy put this on" I smirked a bit. Two more days until I could hold my baby girl. Jenna finally said "Sorry Jess. Um well if you don't mind me bringing Mike with me then yea sure. Eric's working so I can't really leave Michael alone of course" I smiled and said back "Yea of course. Sure bring him along. I'll probably go see Eric in the studio so you and Em can have some girl time alone" Jenna agreed and said "Give me twenty minutes. I have to finish getting dressed, bathe Mike, and then get him ready. I'll be there soon" I nodded and said "Yea okay. Take your time" We hung up and I went back to the kitchen with Em. I knew she'd be happy to see Jenna. She hasn't seen her in a little over a week, just talked to her on the phone. She smiled when she saw me. I smiled back and kissed her. Then I sat down and had my breakfast. I am actually anxious myself. I can't wait to see my daughter. Em told me she had two names picked and would decide as soon as she saw our baby girl which name would fit. It was between Taylor Anne and Alison Nicole. I finished eating and then washed our dishes. Just as I dried the last dish, the doorbell rang. Em was about to get up so I said "I got it Em. Go sit on the couch." She sighed and went into the living room. I opened the door and there stood Jenna with Michael. I smiled and let her in. She went to the living room after I told her Emma was there. Jenna grinned and cleared her throat. Em faced away from the television and looked over at me and Jenna. Still grinning, Jenna said "Well its been a while, stranger!" Emma grinned excitedly and said "Jenna! Oh you brought Michael!" Jenna took Mike with her to sit beside Emma. They hugged and then I said "So ladies. I'm gonna let you two talk it up. I'll be in the studio with Eric if you need me Em" She nodded and said "Okay. I love you Jess" I smiled and said "I love you too Em baby" I kissed her, ruffled Michel's hair and smiled at Jenna. She smiled back and then I grabbed my car keys. Soon I was taking the twenty minute ride to the studio.

"No man. I just don't know. It just doesn't sound right...something's off" Eric was working on a beat for a song. He swears he's hearing something off but I don't hear anything. I shrugged and said "Well you know what you're doing" He sighed in frustration as he said "I've been at this for hours already. Why haven't I seen whats wrong yet??" I could tell he was a bit stressed. Ever since he came back to work about a month after his son was born, he tried to make sure he finished everything in time so he wouldn't have to stay late and could go home to his wife and son. He plopped down on the chair and stared into space as he thought. All of a sudden he grinned and said "Man. I miss Jenna. And Michael. I wanna go home already" I half smiled and said "Well your day is half over. You'll see them soon" He got up and went back at the beat. He played it over and over again and listened intensely. Finally, when he played it for about the eight time, I heard something that did sound off. I held up my hand and said "Woah stop right there. Go to 2:37. I think it's a little too high. Doesn't really blend with the tempo either." Eric went back to that part and played it again. He listened and then slowly smirked. "Wow. How the hell did I not hear that?" I laughed and said "It happens man" Eric worked on fixing that part. As he worked hard at the controls, my Blackberry rang. I looked to see it was Emma. I picked up and heard Jenna's voice. She said "Jesse, Emma is in a lot of pain. I think she might be having contractions now. She's freaking out" I listened in shock. Our baby wasn't due till tomorrow! I gulped and said "Oh wow. Um okay I'll be there as soon as I can" I hung up and got Eric's attention. When he looked at me I said "Em might be in labor. She's having real bad contractions" He nodded and said "Oh wow! Okay well you should probably go then. I can come too if you want" I smiled a bit and said "Um well I don't wanna pull you out of work. But you can if you want to. It would be nice to have the moral support" He nodded and also smiled. After letting the other producer know, we got into my car and I drove home. A few minutes later I got a text. It was from Jenna and it said 'I'm gonna go ahead & take Em to the hospital. Her water broke.' I looked at the text in shock. I told Emma I'd be there for her every step of the way. The whole thing is already starting and I'm not even home yet. At the next light I made a U-turn. When Eric questioned me I said "Em's water broke. Jenna is taking her to the hospital" He looked at me in shock. "Jenna was with Em? Where's Michael??" I laughed and said "She took him with her" He nodded relived and then we remained silent as I drove to the hospital. It was about a twenty five minute ride from the studio to the hospital. It was shorter from our house to the hospital I drove as fast as I could so I could get to Emma in time.

Emma's POV:
Jenna drove me to the hospital. It wasn't that long of a drive, maybe ten minutes at the most, but it felt like forever. Every time I got a contraction I almost cried. The pain was too much and I was scared. I want Jesse to be here already. Thankfully the nurse moved quickly. I had my room all set and a gown waiting for me. The nurse told me I should walk back and forth in the hall way so I could dilate more. Whatever that meant...I just wanted to go home and go under the covers. I cried real tears as I began missing my mom. I needed her here with me more then ever. She knew I was due tomorrow so she and my dad were getting on a plane later on, around six. It is only one on the afternoon. Jenna held Mike in one hand and rubbed my back with the other. She smiled reassuringly and said "It's okay Em. I promise the pain will be so worth it. I would do it again a million times over. I love Michael to death and can't even imagine life without him!" I nodded and tried to smiled but I was in so much pain. In anger I said "Okay f*** this walking s***. I'm going to lay down!" Jen looked at me with a smirk. I slowly walked to my hospital room and Jenna helped me change into my gown. The nurse came and checked on me every now and then. When she came for the third time I said in desperation "Can't you just take her out?? I don't know how much more pain I can go through!!" The nurse smiled at me and said "Would you like some painkillers?" I looked at her like she was stupid and said "No! I'm not gonna take drugs when my baby is still inside of me!" The nurse just nodded and walked out of the room. In tears I said to Jenna "Where's Jesse?!" She shrugged helplessly and replied "I called and texted him. He said he was on his way" Suddenly another contraction hit me. It was worse then the last. Each one was more painful and they were coming more frequently. I screamed in pain and terror. It shouldn't hurt this much! Why does it hurt so much?? Soon the contraction was over. I sighed in relief but was still crying. The nurse came back and said to Jenna "I'm sorry but that baby can't be here" as she pointed to Michael. Jenna frowned at me and said "I'm sorry Em. You know I have no one to leave him with. I'll be in the waiting room" I watched as she took her son and walked out. Now I was alone and more scared then ever. Another contraction hit me. It was sharp and excruciatingly painful. I gripped my hair and wondered why in the world I wanted a baby in the first place. This was too much pain to have to go through. I layed my head back and cried some more. Finally, about five minutes after Jenna left, Jesse rushed in. He was breathing heavily almost like he ran here. Out of breath he said "I'm so sorry Em. I had no idea it would happen today!" I smiled in relief when I saw Jesse's face. He saw my tears and said "Aww Em baby don't be scared" Jesse sat in the chair next to the bed and ran his hands through my hair. He held my hand and told me everything was going to be okay. He talked to me for about three hours. Soon the contractions were unbearable and were coming one right after the other. The nurse soon got the Doctor. The Doctor checked me out and then said "It's time. This baby is ready" I looked at Jesse and was scared to death. He held my hand and squeezed it tight. The Doctor looked at me and said in a serious tone "Okay when I tell you to, I'm going to need you to push as hard as you can" I barely nodded. All too soon the Doctor said "Push!" I took a deep breath and pushed as hard as I could. The pain was horrible. I felt like I might die. There's no way I can survive going through all this pain. I was shaking and sweating and in so much pain. Every few minutes the Doctor told me to push and I tried my best. An hour and a half passed and I was ready to die. I knew I was dying. The Doctor looked at me and said "Sweetie I need you to push harder okay? I can see the head" I shook my head in terror. There was no way I could push harder. I looked at Jesse and whispered in tears "I can't do this! Please don't make me do this Jesse! Please!!" The tears were rushing out uncontrollably and I was shaking. I have never been so scared in my entire life. Jesse looked into my eyes and said "Baby please. I need you to do this for me. I want to hold my daughter. Please bring her into the world for me" I shook my head fast and said in a very low voice "I can't...do it. I can't" He smiled at me and said back "Yes you can. I know you can. I'm right here Em baby" The Doctor looked at me and said "You have to push now okay? This is crucial. If you don't push, your baby's health will suffer." Jesse squeezed my hand and wiped some of the sweat from my forehead with a cloth. Then he said "C'mon Em baby. Push for me. You have to push!" My lip trembled and I took a deep breath. In tears I said "Okay. I'll push one more time. But only one more f****** time!!" He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. I grabbed onto my knees for support and pushed and pushed and pushed. The pain was indescribable but I kept pushing. Finally, I felt a relief and the pain was gone. Jesse looked from me to the Doctor. I heard my baby girl screaming and crying. In relief I layed back in bed. I was breathing hard and fast. Jesse smiled the biggest smile in the world at me and said "It's over Emma. I told you you weren't gonna die. Thank you so much for bringing my daughter into the world" I smiled at him and said back "No thank you. I couldn't have done this without you." A few minutes later the nurse walked up to us holding my baby. She smiled and handed her to me. I looked down at my baby girl and my heart stopped. She has short blonde hair, just like Jesse's before he dyed it and cut it shorter. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me. Her eyes were so green. They were Jesse's eyes. I grinned down at my beautiful daughter and said "Hello Alison Nicole. This is mommy!" Alison yawned and tears filled my eyes. I was so happy!! Jesse grinned and said "Alison Nicole. It's perfect!" We kissed and I held onto Alison. The nurse tried to take her from me but I wouldn't let her go. She said "We have to clean up your daughter. You'll get her back in a few minutes" Reluctantly I handed Alison to the nurse. Less then ten minutes later I was holding her again. I was in love with her and I knew what Jenna said was right. I'd go through that birth a million times over for Alison. She's my world. Fifteen minutes later I was still holding Alison and gazing at her. Jesse asked "Can I hold her now?" I honestly didn't want to let her go. I sighed and handed her to Jesse. He looked down at her and I could have sworn his eyes watered. He looked so proud and happy. In a low voice he said "Hey there Alison. This is daddy! I love you so much baby girl!" I smiled at how great of a father Jesse was already. A short while later Jenna and Eric came in with Michael. They both grinned huge when they saw Alison. Jenna said excitedly "Oh my God she's beautiful!" I thanked her and let her hold Alison. Then Eric wanted to hold her. Then Jesse wanted to hold her again. Alison started to cry a short while after Jesse took her. I held out my hands and said "Give her to me" Jesse reluctantly gave her to me and I gently rocked her as I said "Shh it's okay Alison. Mommy's here" Instinct took over and I knew just what to do. I wasn't scared at all. Eric looked away so I could breast feed Alison. Soon she was fast asleep in my arms. Eric and Jenna stood for a while longer and then went home. Jesse stood until visiting hours were over but they wouldn't let him stay over night. He left ten minutes after visiting hours were over and came right when they began the next morning. He stood with me the entire day for the next three days. Three days later I was discharged. My family, Jenna's mom, and Jesse's family were waiting at home for us to bring Alison. They were all anxious to see her again. As we drove home Jesse said to me "I have the most beautiful family in the world. I can't believe how lucky I am" I grinned and kissed him when we got to a light. The rest of the way home we were silent. My beautiful Alison is all I can think of.

Thank you so so much for reading! I really appreciate it! This story is almost over hehe enjoy! <333

Chapter 39: A few weeks later, Jesse's POV
It was definitely a bit stressful taking care of a newborn. Alison woke up a lot in the middle of the night crying at the top of her lungs. Em and I would take turns going to her. It's been about three and a half weeks since we brought Alison home from the hospital. I'm exhausted and I know Emma is too. It is now 4:30am and Ali is crying again. I have to get up in an hour and a half to meet with Sherry. I'm not back working yet but she wanted to meet so we could discuss some important issues. I haven't even had a good two solid hours of uninterrupted sleep. With a sigh I nudged Em and whispered "Ali is crying again" She groaned in her sleep and said "Okay. I went to check on her last time. It's your turn" "But I have to be up at six. Thats in a little over an hour. I need my rest" Emma sighed and got up, slowly making her way to the nursery. Ten minutes passed and she wasn't back. I tried to wait up for her but I needed my rest and was so tired, so I fell asleep. My alarm went off and I woke up. I was surprised to see Emma was not in the bed with me. I got up and went into the nursery. Emma was sleeping in the rocking chair. I smiled and went over to her, then kissed her lips softly. She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me. I smiled at her and whispered "Morning Em baby. I'm sorry I didn't get Ali when it was my turn. I just really needed the sleep" Em nodded and didn't say anything. I pulled her into my arms and hugged her tight as I kissed her some more. When I pulled away, I looked into her eyes and she smiled at me. "It's okay Jess" she said to me. I smiled and said "I love you Emma" She grinned and said back "I love you too, Jesse" We kissed some more and then Em asked if I could hold her for a few minutes while she lies down. I agreed and, after making sure Ali was okay, we went back to our bedroom. Em slid into bed and I went in beside her, hugging her close. She sighed happily and closed her eyes. I kissed the top of her head. We layed there for about ten minutes. Then I whispered "Em baby?" She was silent and so I continued "Wake up. I have to go soon" She kinda moaned a bit and said "I am up Jess" She sounded like she was talking in her sleep. Poor Em was wore out. I grabbed my Blackberry from the night stand next to our bed and called Sherry. "Hey Sherry. I don't think I'll be able to make it today. Alison is only three and a half weeks old. Emma still needs me here to help her." Sherry responded "That's fine then. I guess we can correspond through email until you're ready to go back to work?" I nodded and said "Yea that would be the best thing for me right now" We talked for a few more minutes and then I hung up. I quietly slid out of the bed and went into the nursery. Sure enough, Alison was awake. She wasn't crying though. Just staring up at the ceiling. I grinned huge and picked up my baby girl. She has my eyes and my natural blonde hair. Man my daughter is beautiful! I could already tell she was going to have to fight off the guys left and right when she got older. I'd make sure they stayed away from my baby girl! Ali looked into my eyes in wonder. I grinned huge and said "Hey baby girl. It's daddy. How are ya?" Of course she didn't answer. She just kept looking into my eyes. I rocked her in my arms and then she started fussing. I smiled and said "It's okay Ali. Daddy's here. Shhh" She was still fussing and so I decided to sing softly to her. "Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin never looking back again. You found somebody who does it better then he can. No more making you cry. No more them grey skies. Girl we flyin on a g-5 g-5. And we're leavin never looking back again. So call your shorty and tell you him you found a new man. The one thats so so fly. The one that keep you high. Have you singing all night like that. Oh ohh ohh ohh oh. Oh ohh ohh. Man she gon be singing. Oh ohh ohh ohh oh oh ohh oh oh oh ohh" Ali stopped fussing and looked at me in wonder. I grinned and could have sworn I saw her smile at me! So I sang some more. "Don't stress don't stress don't stress. Just tell him to the left left left. Don't stress don't stress don't stress. Cause we gone and we gone and we gone. No stress no stress no stress. Girl you deserve nothing but the best. No stress no stress no stress. Girl you need to tell him.." I ended up singing the entire song to her. She was quiet and looking into my eyes. This time I knew she smiled! She smiled at me and it just melted my heart! Excitedly, I walked to my bedroom with Ali still in my arms. Em was just coming out and asked "Did I just hear you singing?" I nodded with a grin and said "Em watch Ali's face!" Em giggled and looked at Ali as I sang again. Once again she smiled a bit. Em grinned huge and said "Oh my God she smiled!" I also grinned and said "I know!" I sang a few more songs to Ali and she smiled again here and there. When I sang Because You Live I could have sworn I heard her giggle. I got so excited and I could tell Em did too! I love my daughter to death and am so glad I have such a perfect family.

The time flew by. Alison was getting bigger and bigger right before my eyes! It was already her first birthday. She was an adorable little girl! Em dressed her up and did her hair in cute little ponytails. I got her a small baby bracelet, small gold chain, and gold earrings. We threw a little party and invited the other neighborhood toddlers. Michael was already going to be two years old. The theme for Alison's first birthday was Tinkerbell. Since I did the voice of Terrence, Em thought it would be a cute idea. The party was a huge success! That night, after we put Ali to bed, Em and I had some alone time. I slowly kissed down her neck and rubbed her thigh. Em moaned and pressed herself tighter against me. A short while later, I began kissing her lips. She slowly added her tongue and I moaned. Em straddled me and slowly grinded on me as we kissed passionately. Once we got completely undressed, I got on top of Em and pulled the sheets over us. I looked into her eyes and whispered "I love you Emma" She looked back into mine and said with a smile "I love you too Jesse" We kissed a bit more and then I slowly entered her. Em gasped in pleasure and held onto my back as I slowly began moving. We made love for over two hours. Finally I puled away, sweaty and weak. I layed on my back and tried to catch my breath. Emma giggled and snuggled close to me. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her lips sweetly. After we took a shower and checked on Alison one last time, we went back in bed and layed in each other's arms and slowly drifted off to sleep.

Three Years Later:
I got off the phone with my mom. She agreed to watch Alison while I take Em to the hospital. I bent so I was face to face with Ali and said "You're gonna go stay with grandma okay?" She grinned excitedly and said "Okay daddy!" I also grinned and picked her up, showering her with kisses. When I put her down I went into her room to get her bag that I packed. Once I got that I told Alison to follow me and together we went to my bedroom. Em was sitting on the bed and was in pain. I knew her contractions were starting. We had to hurry. Alison saw Em and could tell she was in pain. In an adorable voice she said "Mommy hurt?" Emma smirked and said "Yea I am sweetie. I have to get your brother out of my tummy" Em rubbed her stomach so Ali could know what she was talking about. Ali nodded excitedly. I took Emma's hand in mine and carried Alison in my other arm. We made our way to the car and I quickly drove to Westchester to drop off Alison. My mom came out and said "There's grandma's little princess!" Ali was glowing and excitedly rushed into my mothers arms. I smirked and said "I'm gonna take Em back to Manhattan mom. She's gonna give birth soon" She nodded and I quickly drove Em to a hospital in downtown Manhattan. It was funny how Alison was born in LA and now her brother is going to be born in New York. We made it to the hospital and were placed in a birthing room fairly quickly. A few hours later Emma was pushing with all her might. She was still in a lot of pain but she wasn't scared like she was when she was giving birth to Ali. Another hour later I was holding my son in my arms. He actually had Emma's hazel eyes and dirty blonde hair. He was amazingly handsome! I smiled down at him and said "Hello there bud. How's it feel to be out in the open?" Emma giggled and said "Give him to me!" I handed our son to her and she said "Hmm what about Andrew Scott?" I nodded and said "So you are gonna use the name I picked out?" She nodded as well and smiled huge. I grinned and kissed her lips. We gazed at our perfect son for a while. Soon my mom and the rest of the family came. Ali was excited to see her baby brother. Emma's family also came. The next day Jenna and Eric came with Michael, who was going to be five in a few months, and Jasmine, their one year old daughter. Jenna grinned and said "Awww Drew is sooo cute!" Eric nodded and said "Yea he almost looks as good as Michael!" I laughed and Emma said "Hah thanks. But you know Andrew looks just a tad bit cutter" I laughed and said "Drew and Mike are both gonna be studs and gonna have the ladies going crazy!" We all laughed and then just talked for a while. Ali said so cute "Mike gimme your cookies!" and Michael gave her all of his cookies. Eric laughed and said "Hey now! You don't have to give her all of them" Michael smiled and said "I know. I want Ali to have cookies too" I also laughed and said "Sorry man. Ali baby don't take all of Michael's cookies. Take one and give the rest back" Ali smiled and said "Sorry daddy" in a cute baby voice. I smiled huge and said "No say sorry to Mike" Ali turned to Mike and gave him the cookies back as she said "Sorry Mike" and kissed his cheek. Emma and Jenna both said "Awwwwwww!" and Eric and I just grinned. They stood visiting for a while and then little by little they started to leave. When Jenna and Eric were about to leave Ali began to cry. I tried to hush her and she said in tears "No! Don't go Mike!" I picked her up and kissed her. Then in a soothing voice I said "Ali baby, Mike has to go home. I promise you'll see him soon okay?" Ali nodded but was still crying. I put her down and she hugged Michael tight. Mike hugged her back and kissed her cheek. Soon it was just my family in the room. I smiled and said "Lea, can you take Ali home for me and watch her till I get there?" Lea grinned and said "Yea of course!" She picked Alison up and said "C'mon Ali. Aunite Lea is gonna take you home to wait for daddy okay?" Ali nodded. I smirked and said "Put her the Little Mermaid. She loves that. There's some chicken strips in the fridge and mashed potatoes. Give her that for dinner with some apple juice" Now Lea was the one to smirk as she said "Jesse I have watched Ali for you before. I know what to do" I laughed and said "Fine. Take care of my baby girl" After I hugged Ali tight and whispered "See you later tonight baby girl" Emma hugged Ali. Then she said to her "Mommy loves you sweetie. I'll see you soon with your baby brother!" Ali giggled and said "I love you mommy!" Soon it was just me and Emma with Andrew. I smiled huge and said "Thank you for giving me such a beautiful family Emma. I can't get over how truly blessed I am" We kissed slowly and then I held my son. Three days later we were taking our son home. Alison was very excited and so were we! Once again it was a bit stressful having a newborn and then having a four year old toddler but we worked through it. I thought I was happy before but that was nothing compared to how I feel now. I love my life. I love my family to death and would do anything for them. I wouldn't give them up for anything in the world.

Thank you so so soooo much for reading! This is the last chapter! I hope you enjoyed it! Please leave a comment telling your thoughts on the story hehe <333 Enjoy!

Chapter 40: Two years later:
"C'mon man its show time in five minutes!" Dory was looking at me expectantly. I had to go on stage any minute now but I was not going until I saw Ali, Drew and of course Em. Finally the window popped up on my laptop and I saw my beautiful wife smiling at me through the webcam. Ali grinned huge and said "Daddy!" I also grinned and said "Hey baby girl! I miss you! Are you behaving?" Ali nodded and said "Daddy my teacher took the class to central park today!" I smiled and replied "That's great baby! Are you helping mommy out?" Ali nodded. Drew plopped on Em's lap and said in the cutest voice "Daddy!" I grinned and said "Hey buddy!" He continued on with a sort of babble "Daddy I watch cartoons!" I smirked and said "Thats great bud!" Emma smiled beautifully and said "We miss you Jess! How much longer till you're back in New York?" I smiled and said "Three weeks Em baby. I'm in South Carolina now and about to go on stage any minute" Em half frowned and said "Aww three weeks. I feel so lonely Jesse. Especially at night. I need you in our bed" she finished with a grin. I grinned also and said "Mmm I can't wait to, uh, sleep in bed with you" Ali and Drew were still right there so I had to watch what I said. Emma grinned huge and said "I'll be waiting patiently Jess. I hope you know your first night back home, you'll be sleeping with me all night long" She was driving me crazy here and I wished I could go home right now! I was still grinning as I said "Oh I know. I'm gonna sleep long and hard and-" She cut me off and said "Jesse!" I laughed and said "Right. I can't wait to sleep in our bed with you" I heard my cue on stage as the announcer said "Now please welcome the one and only, Jesse McCartney!" I heard my fans screaming and cheering anxiously. I grinned and said "Em baby I gotta go. I love you beautiful" To Ali I said "I love you baby girl!" and to Drew "And I love you buddy!" My family smiled at me and Emma said "We love you too Jesse. Now go! Don't keep your fans waiting!" I blew them a kiss and then reluctantly closed my laptop. With a grin I rushed onto stage and the crowd erupted in cheers. I smiled huge and said into the mike "South Carolina how are y'all?!" They all continued to scream and cheer. I smirked and said "I love the South! I'm gonna start off by singing a very special song. This is dedicated to my beautiful wife" The fans screamed and chanted my name. I grinned and began singing. I got to the chorus and the crowd erupted in screams as I danced a bit and sang "Cause theres a million voices calling for me. But when the lights go down all you hear is the sound of me calling you. You're the only one that I call, I do. In my bed no one else will lay. It's just for you, tonight's just for you. And I can't wait for my eyes to see your birthday suit it fits perfectly..." I continued singing song after song from my latest album, Have It All, which had songs about my amazing life and how blessed I am. The title really did fit. I do have it all and so much more. I have a beautiful wife, beautiful children, and a great career with amazing fans. Life really couldn't get any better but I knew with my beautiful family and amazing fans it would. They never fail to put the biggest smile on my face. Three weeks from today, I'll be home in New York. I'll play with Ali and Drew all day, probably with Mike and Jasmine too if Eric and Jenna come over. Then that night I'll make slow, sweet love to Emma...all night long. I grinned huge as I missed my family. I couldn't wait to go home.



Epilogue: Eight years later; Emma's POV
I just finished cleaning up the mess that Drew and Jasmine made. For ten and eleven year olds they sure are messy! Ali's friends were still in the living room but some had already left. I hoped that Ali enjoyed her birthday party I threw for her. I can't believe my baby just turned fourteen. It feels like yesterday I was holding her in my arms. I looked out the kitchen window. She was in the backyard with Michael. He was also fourteen and about to be fifteen in a few months. They were both on the swing set and staring off into the distance. I smiled and wondered what they were talking about. They have been close all their lives and Jenna tells me that Michael can't stop talking about Ali. He might like her but I'm not sure.

Alison's POV:
I looked at the setting sun. It was so beautiful! Michael was silent for some reason so I stood silent as well. I randomly blurted out "I wonder where daddy is. He said he was gonna go get my gift" Michael laughed and my stomach fluttered. He looked at me and said in a low voice "Do you like the gift I got you?" I smiled and nodded. It was a dolphin charm bracelet. I love dolphins and this gift was perfect. I loved it even more then the iTouch my Aunt Lea got me or the $100 Macy's gift card my Uncle Timmy got me. I got a lot of expensive, fancy stuff but this bracelet was the best. He smiled nervously and said "I'm glad. Um, Ali?" I also smiled nervously and said back "Yea Mike?" He was silent for a long time. Finally he continued "I uh..you look beautiful today, Ali" I continued to smile nervously as I said "Thank you" He nodded and then looked into my eyes. "I wanted to tell you something. I...I like you Ali. I like you a lot" he stated in a low voice. My heart drummed widely in my chest. Does my closest friend who I've had a crush on since forever really like me?! He looked at me nervously and didn't say anything else. I wanted to tell him I liked him a lot too but I was so shy. When I didn't say anything, he faced the ground in front of him. I gulped and took a deep breath. Then I said in a whisper "I like you a lot too" Michael looked up at me and smiled. He's so hot and such a great friend to me and now he likes me. I can't believe this is happening! I couldn't believe what happened next either. His smile left and he looked at me seriously. Mike got closer and closer to me. When I saw what he was going to do, I closed my eyes. Thats what the girls did in the movies. I was so scared and my heart was beating wildly. Finally I felt his lips press into mine. A rush of feelings overtook my body. They were something I have never felt before and it scared me a bit but was very exciting. Michael kissed me for a few seconds and then slowly pulled away. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I was no longer nervous. The sun was now down and the stars were shining brightly. I boldly rested my head on Michael's shoulder. He smells so good! He wrapped an arm around me and I smiled so big. This was the best birthday ever.

aww! what a great story becs! emma and jesse were such a great couple! i'll miss them! you're an awesome fanfics writer! you and amp are my faves by far! looking forward to the next story!

hi i may not have commented on every chapter, but this story was fabulous! i really enjoyed reading it.. most times i get bored of the plot line half way through the story, but i read the whole thing, and i'm glad i did! your story was great! thank you for writing it, and i look forward to reading your future fan fics

opanda4 wrote:hi i may not have commented on every chapter, but this story was fabulous! i really enjoyed reading it.. most times i get bored of the plot line half way through the story, but i read the whole thing, and i'm glad i did! your story was great! thank you for writing it, and i look forward to reading your future fan fics

Aww thanks so much! That really means a lot to me! =)
I'm so glad you guys liked it!
I already have some of my next one called 'You Belong With Me' posted up! I hope you guys enjoy it just as much!